[BTS] Wanderer's Room

Of course, Jin Namjoon didn't really want to blame his little brother, after all, he never said anything about waiting for him when he left.

In other words, everything is of his own accord.

Min Yoongi was silent for a while after apologizing, and suddenly brought up another matter, "I haven't paid attention to Big Hit's new group for a long time, but I heard that you are the main song producer."

"Find out their mv and let me take a look?"

Mentioning this, Kim Nam Joon felt even more headache, he moved a chair and sat opposite Min Yoongi, haggling with confidence, "It's not like I haven't written songs for groups before, of course I should know how commercial things are. "

In other words, they are all songs written to cater to the public, and in the eyes of professionals, they are not worth listening to at all.

The songs I made with my true heart are often ignored because they don't suit the public.However, the things that obviously took less time and took less brains to write were recognized because they fit the mainstream themes.

This is the paradox of the song world, and often the paradox of life.

Kim Nam Joon admitted that during the years when Min Yoongi hadn't heard from him, he had already regarded songwriting as a kind of work, and it was no longer purely because of ideals and love.

After all, not everyone can always stick to their original intention and go all the way. Everyone has to think about their own interests.

He wants to let those who looked down on him be left behind forever, he wants to let his family and himself live a better life, and he wants to climb up step by step.

In the past five years, Jin Namjoon has actually been secretly inquiring about Min Yoongi's whereabouts. He has always been a greedy person.Money, fame, status, lover, he doesn't want to lose any of them.

"Songs made to cater to the mainstream are not completely unlistenable, you see what you said." Min Yoongi shook his head with a smile, completely determined to see what he has been doing these years.

There's no other way, and he can't really be too rebellious.So Jin Namjoon sighed, and the boss reluctantly called out a debut MV for the new girl group.

As far as the eye can see on the screen, everyone is a slim girl with tall legs and long legs.It is estimated that Fang Shihyuk really wanted to save face and didn't ask the stylist to arrange too revealing clothes for these people.But after all, it is a sexy style, and it is not too conservative.

The girls had young and delicate faces, and sang their debut song in delicate and soft voices. The light reflected in their eyes seemed to be overflowing with innocence and innocence.

"This one, and this one, they lighted cigarettes and poured wine for me at the dinner table when I hadn't decided on a part." Kim Namjoon reached out and pointed to two of them, his tone even a little like asking for credit, "But I gave them all. Pushed aside."

Min Yoongi looked at him with weird eyes, not understanding why this younger brother suddenly became like a big dog trying to be cute and rubbing his head.

After a while, he suddenly laughed as if he had discovered something very interesting.

Min Yoongi rewinded for two seconds and pressed pause, pointing him to a line of lyrics.

"He was never lost, always sober. When he left at dusk, he called me softly, the friend of his life."

He read the lyrics carefully and slowly, the already unique voice fell on Jin Namjoon's ears even more tenderly, terribly gentle.

"Let me guess, our director Kim must have drunk a lot of bars when he wrote such a lyric."

Jin Namjoon's face turned pale all of a sudden.

After a while, he nodded with a gray face.

He had never written a song with a girl group before, so he lacked experience in this area, and was always pestered by the little girl who had already confirmed her debut and wanted to share a few more lines.

Even though he was going to meet Fang Shihyuk on business the next day, but the chorus was still a bit off, he didn't feel angry and anxious, so he sat alone in the studio and drank for a long time.

Jin Namjoon drank a little bit violently, and he was a little drunk when he was far from his usual amount.He opened the hidden space of the computer. In the past, it was filled with European and American sexy girls, but now every frame has become a picture of Min Yoongi.

He was almost crying while flipping through the photos, hating himself so much that he didn't rush to him immediately when he clearly received a call from Min Yoongi.

It was at this time that he suddenly began to remember some old things in a daze.

Before his debut, Min Yoongi was well-known in the underground, not just because of rap.

The network of underground rappers is intricate, and he was once the maknae of the most respected group.Although Min Yoongi was young at that time, he knew how to behave in the world, and he got along well with such a group of old-fashioned social veterans.

Until later, the sharpness on his body could no longer be suppressed.

Those people saw incomparable potential from him, that kind of power made weak and powerless people envious, and at this juncture he chose to be an idol.

He became the target of public criticism, and together with Kim Namjoon, who transformed with him, was forced to accept verbal criticism.

In fact, the "Hongmen Banquet" that was later spread on the Internet was just the tip of the ice. They heard too many words that were far worse than that in places that the cameras could not capture.

Going to appointments again and again, in fact, Min Yoongi at that time still had expectations for those people.

After all, when he first became an underground rapper, he also received a lot of care from these people.Although in the end, I gradually drifted away from the group of people who were a bit like hooligans, but the most difficult time was finally walked side by side with them.

AgustD is the product of when he decided to completely cut off his relationship with them, but it was also from that time that he began to deeply question whether the choice he made was right or not.

At that time, Min Yoongi was staring at the increasing sales of his new album, and hesitantly asked him, "Namjoon, do you think I'm going the wrong way?"

Those who have been underground rappers like them have a bit of arrogance in their bones that refuses to be wiped out by society, with a little bit of conceit inside.

Therefore, Jin Namjoon knew very well that Min Yoongi, who was half-lowering his head and thinking hard in front of him, should have been biased towards one of the sides in his heart, and he just wanted to get his approval.

He always felt that he fell in love with Min Yoongi first, and he had a faint hint of this when they went to the Hongmen Banquet together.

Kim Namjoon, who thought he was living a carefree life, didn't think about the future at all.Perhaps at that time, in his subconscious mind, he just regarded this liking as a whim.

So he gently hugged his somewhat painful little brother who was tortured by his two thoughts into his arms.It was also at that time that I realized that although Min Yoongi had the broad shoulders of an upright man, he was actually a very small one when he was hugged.

In order to be able to form a better combination, he went on a diet, and his whole person looked almost weak, but his figure was extremely firm.

It was rare for Kim Namjoon at that time not to consider the responsibilities he should shoulder as a captain. He just followed his own heart and asked somewhat capriciously, "Brother Yoongi, what do you think I have to do with you?"

At that time, Min Yoongi was silent for a long time, and after a while, he gently patted him on the back with his hand.

"A close friend by fate." Min Yoongi said so.

Love and hate will double at night, especially with the blessing of alcohol and memories.In the end, Kim Namjoon lay on his desk and sobbed silently, thinking in his heart, 'Fuck off your best friend, who wants to be your good brother for the rest of his life. '

In the middle of the night, there were not many people left in the company.And those who are left are all struggling in their own positions, and no one will notice his pain.

The light projected by the chandelier on the ceiling fell on him, reflecting a sad shadow on the ground.

Kim Namjoon couldn't remember how he coped with the chorus at the end, and when he woke up the next day, he didn't want to recall what happened last night at all.With a livid face, he handed over the patchwork lyrics to Fang Shihe, and troubled him to convey to those little girls, don't bother him if there is nothing wrong.

He seldom turned around to examine the songs he had written for other teams, so today was the first time he watched the MV officially, and he didn't know that the sentence he wrote indiscriminately that night really stayed.

And it was interpreted as a pretentious and contrived little girl's demeanor, which has nothing to do with the years he and Min Yoongi walked side by side at all.

From the bottom of his heart, Jin Nanjun began to think about the feasibility of proposing the girl group Xuezang to Fatty Fang.

"Actually, I lied to you when I told you that." Min Yoongi felt a little amused seeing his dejected look, but he tilted his head and decided to give him an explanation.

Of course he could see Kim Namjoon's reluctance and nostalgia from this sentence, but he didn't care at all that the lyrics full of his and his stories were ruined like this.

Min Yoongi is a free and easy person, and he doesn't like to be sad for the people and feelings he missed. All the emotions that are let down have their reasons, and there is nothing to regret.

If you can grasp the present, then you are really worthy of yourself.

"At that time, I felt that the tolerance of this world was so great. It couldn't tolerate a same-sex|lover, and it couldn't tolerate Kim Namjoon and Min Yoongi together. So I lied to you that I was close friends with you, but in fact I just wanted to Not to hurt you."

He watched Kim Namjoon slowly grow hope from the bottom of his eyes, and what he said later did not mean to hurt him.

"But now I have figured it out. In fact, people don't need to live in the eyes of others. In the final analysis, life is lived for yourself. The most important thing is to be happy and happy."

Min Yoongi stood up and came out from the desk, opened his arms slightly in the direction of Kim Namjoon, squinted his eyes and smiled pink gums, "So Namjoon, do you want to hug your Brother Yoongi?"

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