[BTS] Wanderer's Room

Resigned to fate, Kim Taehyung considered these four words over and over again, thinking in his heart that this is really a cruel word.

In fact, for many people, death is really an excellent relief.

How many people in the adult world are really easy? I used to think that I could live on love, but who knows how many people will be left behind in the long way ahead.Even if you have already stepped into marriage, so what, there are still daily necessities waiting for those young people who were once full of joy.Love and life have never been the same thing.

Emotional life alone is hard enough, not to mention those dreams that have molded in the passage of time and a series of trivial and troublesome things.

If there are sick old people or young children in the family, it is often even more frustrating.

Over the years, Park Jimin seems to have thought a lot, and he seems to have gotten to the bottom of the horns, no longer obsessed with what he cared most about before, such as the public opinion on body management.It is clear that he used to be a child who only drank water for dinner all the year round and secretly read Twitter comments under the covers, and could cry all night when he saw malicious comments. Later, he gradually developed into a child who was rumored and experienced unspoken rules, and walked on the cusp of public opinion without changing his face. .

I don't know whether I have figured it out and no longer be attached, or I am numb because I have had enough of the unpleasant voices from the outside world.

Min Yoongi patted him on the shoulder and signaled him to go up with him. It wasn't until this time that the younger brother with exquisite appearance and excellent figure in front of him realized that he had cried too hard just now, so he covered his red eyes with his hands in a panic. Curling his lips, he was very sad: "I can't see him now, it will only add to his psychological burden."

At that moment, Kim Taehyung, the hottest idol-turned actor in South Korea in recent years, seemed like a child who was afraid of being seen by his parents and secretly crying. He suddenly wanted to avoid, grabbed Min Yoongi's sleeve and sent him forward: "I Go to the supermarket to buy something to reduce the swelling, you go upstairs and stay with Jimin for a while, can you cook after I go back?"

When he talked about cooking, his expression was quite calm, and he didn't seem to take this as something incredible at all.

But Min Yoongi is of course also very aware that in the past few years, the members of the team competed to show off their cooking skills in variety shows because they were afraid of leaving a lazy image to the public.Poor Kim Taehyung who didn't know anything about this thing, stood alone and looked at the kitchen utensils in confusion, unable to do a good job.

"The medicine the doctor prescribed to Jimin has a strong hypnotic effect, which probably relieved some of his pain. But at the same time, it also made him unconscious. After the medicine was strong, he couldn't tell who was who. I mistook it for Jungkook."

Kim Taehyung is such a smart and sensitive child, he realized that Min Yoongi fell silent after hearing what he said, and he quickly figured out what was going on, and now he smiled with the corners of his mouth lightly, with sadness in his eyes, but he was still calm a bit more.

"In the eyes of Jimin in that state, I am Jungkook, of course it is what he should have in his memory, so I have to force myself to learn all the fields that he is good at, otherwise it may make him Get hurt again."

He paused for a long time when he said this, and then continued with a bit of choking: "I really don't care, I can do whatever I need, as long as he can get better."

Kim Taehyung pursed his lips and tried to hold back the tears that welled up in his heart again, before he said with red eyes: "Okay, brother Yoongi, hurry up and stay with him, Jimin will feel uncomfortable if there is no one in the room for a long time." Uneasy." As he said this, he turned around and walked in the direction that ran away from the house, his steps looked relaxed but firm.

Min Yoongi stood there in a daze, feeling that even an outsider like himself would feel uncontrollably aching like a heart-pumping pain when he heard all this.It's terrible that Kim Taehyung, as the most innocent but injured person with a discerning eye, is the most able to accept all of this.

He had a pair of narrow and menacing three white eyes, and when the corners of his mouth were drawn down, he looked extremely gloomy.When I was young, I always had a smile on my face, and I was able to neutralize this trait a little bit.But waiting until this age often makes people look more serious.

But it is such a person, how soft and warm his heart must be, how thorough he must be when he falls in love with someone, in order to be able to protect him gently like this, and he has never thought of giving up for several years.

After all, Kim Taehyung is outstanding in terms of appearance and career development, and there are very few gossip news.The social status of an actor is higher than that of an idol in South Korea. Over the years, there are probably more people who want to stick to him than Jungkook.

But he still chose to stay by Park Jimin's side and accompany him all the time, even though this little relative who was the same age as him never had him in his heart, and even cruelly mistook him for his beloved.

It doesn't matter what kind of person he is, as long as Park Jimin can feel a little better, then it doesn't matter what kind of mood he is in.

Min Yoongi stood where he was for a long time before he remembered that there was another person waiting for him upstairs. He turned around and looked up in this posture. As expected, what he saw was the reflective glass that made it impossible to see anything clearly.

In the final analysis, who is right and who is wrong, how can outsiders tell clearly.

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When Min Yoongi went upstairs and entered the door, Park Jimin seemed to be playing the piano on the window sill, and the bright natural light in the daylight cast down on his face, making him look like an angel who shouldn't exist in the world.

"I can see that Taehyung is crying very sad, it must be because of my business." He turned his head sideways to see Min Yoongi closed the door and changed his slippers and slowly walked towards him, sighed and said: "Jungkook delayed The matter of the wedding date has already been trending, and I'm not an idiot, so how could I not know anything."

"Then why don't you go down to comfort him yourself?" Min Yoongi said quickly as if he had expected him to say this long ago, but the person who was asked was just stunned, and then smiled quite helplessly: "Brother Yoongi is Smart people, let's not play with shady things, and open the skylight to speak brightly."

The moment he opened his mouth to answer, he had already put his hands on the keys. The turbulent and messy schedule away from the entertainment circle these years gave him a lot of time to do things that he wanted to do but never had time for. Things to do.

Park Jimin didn't have slender and beautiful hands with well-defined joints, but instead had a childlike sensuality. When he played the piano, he was still at ease. It could be seen that he had put in a lot of effort.

He is playing the accompanying piano piece of fakelove. The production background of this song is not very sunny, and even the theme style is sad and melancholy. It feels good when it is sung with lyrics, but it makes people feel more interesting if there is only the melody alone. The power to shake the soul.

Min Yoongi raised his eyebrows and was a little surprised by his straightforwardness, but then he thought clearly that there really seemed to be no need to hide between them.They have lived together for too long, and they have known each other so well that it is inevitable that they will feel tired when they are still talking with their faces covered.

"Jimin, have you thought about Taehyung's treatment of you..." Although he said it was open and honest, but when it came to this aspect, Min Yoongi habitually pursed his lips and thought for a long time when he said it, but he didn't expect Park Jimin to hear such words. He just bent his eyes peacefully, as if he had already prepared for it.

He didn't even stop playing, and his answer was much clearer than Min Yoongi's question: "But if it's possible for the two of us, I won't look like this now."

"Brother Yoongi, I'm not gay from the bottom of my heart. I just like Xiaoguo too much, can you understand? I really can't be with Taehyung against my heart, it's not fair to me or him." Park Jimin said without interruption After uttering such a series of words, his expression was as usual without any pain.

He didn't use a lot of strength, he probably didn't realize the weight of these words, his tone was even light, but it almost forced Min Yoongi's tears.

It's like looking at flowers in the fog and looking at the moon in the water. Although the people watching the theater have never been able to understand their entanglement, at least they can see it much more clearly than the parties involved.

Park Jimin is only less than 40 years old now, but he is already in his dying years physically, and a simple cold may completely knock him down.And since he first met Tian Jungkook when he was a teenager until now, he has offered his whole heart with both hands. If all the obsessions since then can be transformed into a person's name, then it is absolutely impossible to be anything else.

Fakelove's performance has long since ended, but because Min Yoongi didn't speak, Park Jimin also remained silent for a long time.

Until he seemed to put his hand in through the sweater around his neck, and gently and delicately pulled out a wearing thread, which seemed to be a plain ring that had been hung for many years.

"This is the thing that little bastard Tian Zhengguo stuffed into my hand when he kissed me for the first time in the dormitory. He was only so old at that time, and he was still young. But he dared to use such a thing that came out of nowhere. The broken ring was given away as a gift, and when it was done, I had to say that having it would lock me up for the rest of my life, and I couldn't get away no matter how I ran."

Park Jimin twirled his fingertips and looked at this ring, recalling that there were two small letters engraved on the inner circle of this thing, but now it has become spotted because of the wind all year round, and the name has long been invisible Understand.

"Brother Yunqi, tell me, wasn't this little bastard too naive back then?"