[BTS] Wanderer's Room

Min Yoongi genuinely felt that he was the most difficult person. After all, he hadn't even had a bite of hot food since he opened his eyes in the morning, and in the end he had to go all the way to study the various entanglements between the two.

When he got in the taxi, he habitually rolled down the window and looked out. Not surprisingly, his eyes were full of the bustling streets of Seoul.

In fact, he really likes to open the window and look out when he is in the car, but it is a pity that in the past, due to professional reasons, he always received too much attention. The illegitimate meal is eyeing.

But now, probably even if the photo of him now spreads out, it will only be understood as a passer-by friend who looks exactly like him.

After all, the proportion of five years in a person's short life is not so small that it is insignificant. Even if his face has not changed much, the change in temperament is quite thorough.

In the past, Min Yoongi's face was pale and exhausted, and the bruises under his eyes wished they could hang down to his chin. When he was not on the stage, he couldn't help showing a sense of death.

It's like some kind of animal that has been struggling in the desert for too long, because it can't stand the strong temperature difference between day and night and has been struggling to death. Later, a person told him that if you keep going forward, you will die of drought sooner or later. But in fact, if you change the direction, you will soon see the oasis.

Compared with idol stars, Min Yoongi has always thought that he still prefers to be called 'composer', 'producer' and 'singer' by others.

He is not good in all aspects. Tian Jungkook, who is born to be an idol, does not have a strong control over the stage. When it comes to acting and socializing, he is not inferior to Kim Taehyung of the same period.

Min Yoongi is very aware of his own personality flaws, even after debuting for many years, he has not alleviated at all, but the increasingly tense schedule has become more and more deadly.

He once told the camera to thousands of fans, telling them that he didn't want to be a cold and numb person at all, and he didn't want to take all the tenderness and kindness he received for granted.

It is true that Min Yoongi thinks so in his heart, but in fact, no matter how hard he tries to keep his emotions high in the face of all the glory and love, it will be futile in the end.

The promises that should be made to the fans at the awards ceremony have been finished, the thanks that should be expressed have also been expressed, and the tears that should have been shed have also been shed.Go outside the camera and really calm down, do you really care?

He admitted that he was not brave enough or frank enough to tell his teammates that he refused to renew his contract before leaving.

Min Yoongi always thought that he was not afraid of parting, but he really didn't dare to say goodbye to these people.He was afraid that he would really not be able to leave when he saw the tears of his younger brothers while talking.

In fact, there is nothing good for him behind the scenes. Maybe it is his original intention to be closer to the music itself.

Kim Namjoon was like this at the very beginning.

In fact, Kim Namjoon is the one who is expected by everyone. Even their group is gradually increasing the number of people around him. Min Yoongi even once thought that he would become a songwriter and composer in the South Korean idol world smoothly. A gem that shines.

After all, under the strict seniority system in this country, it is not easy for a person with three elder brothers and three younger brothers to be the captain, especially when everyone in the group has a very distinct personality, who When there is no way to take a step back.

He still remembers that he had a very thorough and long talk with Kim Namjoon at the stage when he returned to the skinny stage in the fakelove album with Jungkook.

They really wrote too many songs that were later praised by fans or passers-by. Until many years later, the tunes of "In the Mood for Love" are circulating in the streets and alleys. classic.

But the question is can those things really move me?

At that time, Kim Namjoon looked very tired, and he said softly in a bitter and stiff voice just after he got off the stage: "Brother Yoongi, we have already reached the height we are today and have received so much love, why bother about so much."

The taxi driver reminded him that his destination had arrived.Min Yoongi closed the car window expressionlessly and paid, with a mocking smile on his lips as he walked down.

I don't think I have a headache, really, I think of the past again.

When Min Yoongi found Kim Taehyung, the kid was already trying hard to hold back his tears, and it seemed that he had achieved initial results, at least he could show Min Yoongi a smile that he thought was perfect.

He knows too well where his strengths are and how to make use of them. From his debut until now, Kim Taehyung has won him many loyal fans with this smile.

But today, when he was crying alone for so long, his expression seemed to Min Yoongi to be bragging.

So he pursed his lips, as if he wanted to say a thousand words, but in the end he just took a step forward, and put his hand that was chilled by the wind against Kim Taehyung, who was red and swollen from crying for too long. On the hot eyelids, there was a tenderness in his voice that he could feel: "You can't meet Jimin with such eyes, he will see it."

Min Yoongi took advantage of the darkness in front of him to see nothing, looked up, and soon realized that this little clever ghost kept a watchful eye when he was in An Glass to prevent peeping, using the kind that can go from the inside out Material that looks but cannot be seen from the outside in.

He couldn't find out that Park Jimin was looking at him from the outside, so he would feel that the person who wanted to hide it didn't know anything.

I don't know if this is another sense of cleverness and being mistaken by cleverness.

Kim Taehyung obviously didn't expect that the most indifferent looking brother would make such a move, but he was just stunned for a moment and then quickly relieved, suddenly realizing that he was actually such a person in the first place.

After discovering that a member is being treated coldly, he will use his own method to comfort him. No matter who is injured, he will definitely take time to take care of him, even if he swears worse than anyone else.

He, the second elder brother of the former group, has always been a knife-mouthed and tofu-hearted.Having been tempered by life too early made him sharp-edged, but his heart is more fiery and gentle than anyone else.

Min Yoongi felt his palms get wet quickly, and then Kim Taehyung lowered his head and covered his face with his hands, the corners of his mouth curved downward uncontrollably, his nose was red, his bent body made him look like a wronged child.

"But what can I do, brother Yoongi, can you give me a standard answer and tell me what I should do now." He moved and changed his movements, burying his face in the crook of his arms, holding his arms together. Two legs are looped.

Psychology explains that this is a very insecure posture.

Kim Taehyung's voice was low, and his whole set of movements made it impossible to see his expression.But in any case, they have been together for many years, even if they are not brothers, they have already taken root in each other's lives.It's not hard for Min Yoongi to hear the breakdown in his words.

In fact, he really doesn’t do this often, even at the very beginning when everyone got together for the same dream, Kim Taehyung just hid by himself and was depressed for a while, rarely could he not control himself like this Condition.

Min Yoongi felt sour in his heart, and suddenly began to think: Why did we get to where we are today?

He took a few steps forward and gently turned Kim Taehyung's head to let him lean into his arms, and it might be that this action suddenly touched a mechanism of the younger brother who was born in front of him and was much taller than him.

Kim Taehyung stretched out his hand to grab the fabric of his jacket, the sound of sobbing was still suppressed, but his whole body trembled slightly because of it.

"Brother Yoongi, do you think I'm useless? I used to feel that I was omnipotent and could get whatever I wanted. But I didn't realize until now that I couldn't persuade Tian Jungkook to cancel the decision to postpone the wedding. There is no way to persuade Jimin to let go of the obsession in his heart and treat himself better."

His hands gradually tightened, and his voice also became louder, as if he was venting something to the person in front of him: "How can you say that he can ruin himself so much for a Tian Jungkook? Only when he is happy and perfect is he willing to go for the operation, do you still think that the injuries he suffered back then were not enough?"

Whether in the past or now, Park Jimin has lived too hard in this relationship.

Tian Jungkook grew up being pampered by all his brothers. Although it is said that he has suffered a lot in order to allow him to survive in this circle better, compared to other people, at least in terms of emotions, he is more Still happy.

Young and immature, the love she gives is clean and flawless.But also because of this, at certain times he was childish and ridiculous.

For example, without Park Jimin's consent, he suddenly announced to his teammates that the two of them were together.

The love affair in the team, to put it mildly, is to be touched by mutual support, and to put it badly, isn't it a scandal.

The two of them are also different from Min Yoongi and the team leader. When they were together, they were completely in love and didn't think about anything else. Even Kim Taehyung didn't know when he was declared out.

After saying that, Tian Jungkook was regarded as young and ignorant by everyone under the name of a young lady, but Park Jimin was almost drowned by the spittle of several brothers because he was two years older than him.

Jin Shuozhen was the first to express his objection, and even took out his oldest money, which is rare in a century.After hearing from the words of these two younger brothers that they were determined not to hit the south wall and not give up, they looked over with unusually profound coldness and disdain.

"If you want to play with this kind of thing, no one will stop it, but if you want to take it seriously, I think you'd better weigh yourself."

After peeling off the skin that is often worn outside to hide the true self, Jin Shuozhen that day carried the majesty that even the captain who has always had the most say in the team can only bow his head to listen to the training: "Even if it is really possible You have never thought about how much you have to pay in the process to achieve a positive result."

"You can't even see your own future, but you have to take risks to do something that will ruin your reputation once it is exposed. You are really good."

The more Kim Taehyung spoke, the more sad he felt, the helplessness in his voice was too obvious: "Do you think he has thought about how his parents and relatives will live if he is gone?"

The following words were obviously lowered in volume, but Min Yoongi still caught them clearly.

"How can Jimin be so selfish, how can he live if he wants me to?"

Everyone has seen what happened afterwards, but from the beginning to the end, Park Jimin himself was the one who was hurt the most.

He accepted the result frankly and softly, without resenting anyone.

Min Yoongi soon felt that his clothes were wet a lot, and he knew very well that Kim Taehyung actually understood everything, so he didn't even know where to start to say words of comfort.

All he could do was stretch out his hand and caress this little brother who didn't like to show his emotions since he was very young, and used the so-called "stupid and cute" character to pretend that he couldn't hear the unpleasant sounds from the outside world, and then sighed softly Tell him in a tone: "You have put in your best efforts, and the rest is left to fate."