[APH Luzhong] Ivan Diary

There is a sound or something, which is very pleasing.

Probably because I have never had a normal relationship with anyone, so I feel that Yaojun is full of strengths.Ivan sighed: "...25, 26, 27..."

For this reason, Ivan is always eager to contact people. Sometimes he touches Wang Yao's hair unconsciously, and he can't react until Wang Yao looks at him in surprise.

— Ah, what have I done!

Ivan would be ashamed every time, but fortunately Wang Yao would turn his head away vaguely every time, not to pursue Ivan's wrongdoing.

This is so strange and rude, just like a guy in a bar, Ivan sighed again: "... 49, 50." He got up and left his seat.

I'm really getting weirder.

Ivan walked out of the classroom.

*

In the empty school, the wind is also quiet. The basketball hoop on the playground stands in the thin darkness like a deformed giant, and a dirty ball sits in the middle of the lawn and looks at it silently.The classrooms in the windows are full of desks and chairs, but there are no people.The sun, like a white egg, smeared warmly on the ridge.

Ivan climbed to the plane tree, but did not find Wang Yao.

Before that, Ivan had already searched the entire teaching building and all the warehouses.

Hide-and-seek is Wang Yao's best game. He is like a cat that hides and hides in places you can't imagine.So if Ivan is a ghost, it will always end in failure.

Therefore, Ivan is not in a hurry, if he really can't find it, Wang Yao will come out by himself, and tell him a wonderful hiding place by the way.

Ivan walked slowly to the playground, the empty playground didn't seem to be able to hide people.

—Ah, is it in the ventilation duct at the back of the classroom?

Ivan blinked, feeling that he had suddenly found the thread from the mess, and couldn't help but smile: If this is the case, then do I know Yaojun better again?

Thinking of this, Ivan couldn't help speeding up his pace, trotting to the back of the classroom.

The three classrooms of the school are close together, forming a pocket shape, surrounded by a tall birch tree in the middle, where Ivan and Wang Yao often spend their lunch breaks—you can drill into the classroom wall along the branches ventilation pipe.The ventilation pipes of the three classrooms are also connected together, which can barely accommodate one person, but it is more than enough for Wang Yao who is small in stature.

"Yao—jun—are you in the ventilation pipe?" Ivan tried to shout over there, and then wanted to climb a tree to have a look.

It feels like unwrapping a long-awaited present.

Suddenly, there was a rustling sound not far behind Ivan.

--Huh?Could it be Yaojun?

Ivan turned his head in surprise, but met a pair of reddish-brown eyes glowing with blood.

Both Ivan and Gilbert were taken aback.

Ivan's whole body was shocked, and he almost fell from the tree.

"You boy..." It took Gilbert a long time to react, "Why are you in this kind of place?" He frowned strangely.

"Ah, no..." Ivan fumbled down the tree in shock, leaning his back on the trunk, twisting his hands behind his back, "it's nothing..." he lowered his head and muttered.

Oh no!Why is Gilbert-kun here? !

Ivan looked around in despair. He happened to be surrounded by three walls, and the only exit was also blocked by Gilbert. It was simply unlucky.

Hmm... I hope Yaojun is not around here... Can I escape?

Ivan carefully looked at the passage beside Gilbert, it was neither wide nor narrow, just enough for a person to pass through, so he lowered his head and moved in small steps, trying not to look at Gilbert's face: "Then , I'll go first..."

Seeing Ivan's timid look, Gilbert, who was already angry because his mother kicked him out, felt even angrier: "Hey, stop me!" He stretched out his hand and grabbed Ivan. Wan's scarf, he accidentally used too much force, and as a result, Ivan was directly dragged to the ground.

Ivan was pulled down suddenly, and he only had time to support the ground with his hands, but he pressed against the stone, and his palm was directly cut by the sharp stone.Fiery pain came from the wound, and a bloody red liquid gradually overflowed, Ivan quickly covered it.

Although Ivan tried his best to bear it, he still shed tears in front of the person he least wanted to appear vulnerable.

And Gilbert hates tears the most: tears are a sign of weakness, what is there for a man to cry?

Although Gilbert felt a little guilty about pushing Ivan down at the beginning, when Ivan cried, Gilbert became irritable: Ivan Braginsky, the crybaby!Crying all day long!

Let me teach the crybaby a lesson!

"Hey crybaby!" Gilbert put his hands on his hips and proudly showed a grin that he thought was handsome, "I feel a little angry, so you let me hit you!"

"Hey, how could this be?!" Ivan was frightened by Gilbert's grin, and wailed in horror while covering his bleeding hand, "Why do you always bully me..."

"Stop talking nonsense and accept the move!" Gilbert rolled up his sleeves vigorously.

"Hmm..." Ivan closed his eyes habitually, raised his arms to cover his head, and curled up his body.

"Ivan!"

Suddenly, Ivan heard Wang Yao's voice.But Ivan was a little skeptical: such a flustered voice didn't sound like that calm child.

Immediately afterwards, someone suddenly pulled him up from the ground, and Ivan was a little dizzy.

Wang Yao, who was sweating profusely, held Ivan's hand to protect him behind him, and glared fiercely at the stunned Gilbert.

Reflexively, Gilbert also stared back viciously: Do you want to fight, kid? !

Wang Yao pulled Ivan up and ran away.

Gilbert stood there without moving.He swallowed, feeling a little overwhelmed: Huh?What?Who... that kid.

The branches of the birch trees trembled with laughter in the wind.

*

The two dirty children ran in a panic for a long time in the twilight until Wang Yao was out of breath and had to squat down to rest for a while.

Ivan also knelt down and patted Wang Yao's back lightly to help him relax.

"That...why did Yaojun suddenly..." Ivan noticed that Wang Yao's blood surged so much that the tips of his ears turned red.

"..." Wang Yao took another breath before standing up, and said sullenly, "Because, I have been waiting for you for a long time..."

"By the way, who is that guy?" Wang Yao angrily thought of the silver-haired boy who bullied Ivan.

"Eh? Mr. Gilbert?" Ivan suddenly remembered his bleeding hand, and quickly hid his hands behind his back, "He, he's in the next class..." Ivan found himself stuttering badly.

"No, that's not what I asked..." Wang Yao felt a little distressed by the limp Ivan.

Very unwilling.

Ivan felt very shameful and unwilling to allow Wang Yao to see himself in the worst state.

—and scared at the same time.

Yes, be afraid.

Afraid that Wang Yao would look down on him.

I was afraid that Wang Yao would despise himself and his cowardice.

Afraid that Wang Yao would find him troublesome and stop being friends with him.

really really scared...

——Before Ivan could react, tears flowed down his face.

The faint pain and soreness spread from the tear-filled eyes, and what resonated with it was the twitching heart.It was as if all the gas in the body was sucked out at once.

This is much more painful than the wound on the hand.

Ivan blinked belatedly, and more tears welled up in his eyes.

"Ivan...?" From Ivan's perspective, Wang Yao's eyes gradually widened.

Wang Yao was stunned for a moment.

Ivan realized that it was the tears on his face, and blushed suddenly. He hurriedly wiped them off with his sleeve: "No, no, it's just..." He felt unspeakably shamed and wronged.

But he forgot the blood on his hands.The scarlet red hurt Wang Yao's eyes.

Ivan tightly covered his tear-stained face with his hands.

"...Ivan, Ivan," Wang Yao unconsciously called out Ivan's name.Instinctively, Wang Yao held Ivan's hand and buckled his fingers in, making it immobile: "...Ivan."

Ivan gritted his teeth and covered his face with his hands, trying to defend his last dignity.But his tears couldn't be stopped, as if he was venting the grievances he had suffered in the past few years.

No, hate this.Only I don't want Yaojun to see me like this.

"Ivan..." Wang Yao continued to whisper.

"Hey, Ivan..." Wang Yao held Ivan's hand, leaned close to his ear and carefully asked the question that he had cared about for a long time:

"Are you really happy with me?"

--Ugh?

For a moment, Ivan opened his mouth slightly in surprise, and even forgot to cry.

He only felt that Wang Yao was blowing hot air in his ear, and the skin quickly burned like a fire: "I feel... I feel that you have never shown a real smile when you are with me..."

"Hey, Ivan, is Ivan happy with me?" Wang Yao repeated his question.

happy.Very happy.Just be together all the time.What about Yaojun?

But Ivan said nothing.

But at some point, Ivan stopped crying.He slowly put down his hand and hugged Wang Yao who was close to him: "Thank you...thank you for being Vanya's friend."

"Well, I also want to thank Ivan for being my friend." Wang Yao silently made this mouth shape.

Wang Yao closed his eyes in embarrassment, his face blushed violently.Ivan's blood was still flowing on his hands, as if feeling