[APH Luzhong] Ivan Diary

Road.

"It will definitely help - if you believe in this, you will be able to overcome any difficulties at that time. This is the help the Lord gives us. I have always believed in this!" Ivan smiled honestly.

"You..." Wang Yao was stunned for a moment, then smiled helplessly, "Perhaps, this is your true belief...you are a smart person." Smiling, even the amber eyes are much softer.

This is the first time I saw Wang Yaojun smiling... a bit cute.Ivan blinked to hide his shyness.

Although it feels weird, but is he being praised?

Ivan twisted his fingers together in embarrassment, and said slowly: "Thank you..."

"Hey, my name is Wang Yao, Wang is the surname, Yao is the first name, how about you?" Wang Yao moved a little closer to Ivan.

"Ivan, my name is Ivan Braginsky. If I don't have a father's name, I will be called Ivan." Ivan smiled shyly, clutching his scarf in his hand.

--Huh?Wait, isn't this conversation like...a friend?

Ivan realized suddenly.

——Then, why don't you give it a try?

"That, that, Yaojun, may I ask..."

Ivan swallowed hard, as if a thorn was stuck in his throat, his eyes widened, "Would you like to be friends with me?" He kept rubbing his thumbs.

Although Ivan became nervous again, it was unbelievable that he had an intuition that Wang Yao would agree.

Sure enough, Wang Yao only paused for a while, and then blushed and smiled: "Okay, let's be friends, but don't call me 'you' from now on." Wang Yao smiled and extended a little finger.

Ivan felt as if his excited heart was about to pop out of his chest, he quickly got up and hooked Wang Yao's little finger: "Yes! We have an appointment!"

——Okay, please be my friend forever.

*

"See you tomorrow." "See you tomorrow!"

After school, Iwan and Wang Yao broke up at the fork in the road.

Even though Wang Yao had already left, Ivan was still very excited. After all, Wang Yao was his first friend!

Ivan was completely in a frenzy of joy.

What are you going to do with Yaojun in the future?reading?Have a meal?fishing?swim?hide and seek?

--all!

But in fact, no matter what he did, as long as Ivan was with that child, he would be satisfied.

Ivan put his hands on his beating heart, took a deep breath, as if inhaling happiness itself, his legs were shaking with excitement.

The fiery sunset slanted into the black shadows of the distant mountains like a hidden contempt.

"Hey, wild boy nobody wants! Your family is finished!"

Suddenly, a hoarse voice that he was very familiar with came from behind Ivan, and suddenly, his whole body froze, as if the machine had suddenly cut off the circuit.

The voice full of malice continued: "Hey, are you still unwilling to give in to my uncle? The lost dog—" The swear words were deliberately protracted, appearing to be very mocking.

oh oh oh oh oh oh

Ivan turned around slowly, and said in a low voice, "Keil...Mr. Burt..."

It's Gilbert-kun!run away!

*

small theater

Wang Yao: Ivan, don't you eat during your lunch break?

Ivan: Ah, my family is very poor. I saved my lunch money to pay my school fees.

Wang Yao: (shocked) Is it okay to do this?I'll give you half of my lunch.

Ivan: Oh, what's so embarrassing?Or...forget it...forget it...(hungry faint)

Wang Yao: Ivan! ! !

diary two

As a friend, even a little bit, I want to cheer you up. ——Wang Yao

cloudy on October 2

I was bullied again by Gilbert-kun today, but Yao-kun saved me.

For the first time someone saved me!

Thank you very much Yaojun.I really like Yaojun and hope to be good friends with Yaojun forever.

However, I'm still a little stumped.I don't want to be bullied and protected all the time.

One day, can I become as strong as Yaojun and Gilbert-kun, and then protect Yaojun?

*

"Yaojun really likes small animals."

When Ivan crouched down, Wang Yao was stroking a little tabby cat at their feet, rubbing his soft fingers back and forth on the fluffy cat's head, and the kitten closed its eyes and snored so comfortably.

"Hmm!" Wang Yao turned his head, blushing, he opened a pair of bright amber eyes and asked Ivan excitedly while scratching the kitten's chin, "Isn't it cute?"

Ivan put his fist against his mouth, opened his eyes wide and blushed and whispered, "Well, cute..."

After dating for two weeks, Ivan and Wang Yao did many things: skipped class to go fishing by the lakeside on the mountain, hid in the warehouse on the playground to read idle books, picked catnip in the flower field, climbed to the roof of the classroom to eat lunch, and passed a hundred lectures in class. Zero seven notes... The days became transparent, and the pleasant memories made Ivan look forward to tomorrow more and more. The arrival of Wang Yao seemed to cast some magical magic, which made Ivan's dry and tasteless life unbelievable. It filled up, like a gray opaque balloon, with some colorful light dust floating inside, that was the precious gift Wang Yao gave him.

Ivan also gradually discovered some of Wang Yao's character traits.

For example, he has no resistance to small animals. When he is excited, he will blurt out "Alu" in his tongue. Soon blushing and gasping for breath or something.

To Ivan, the process of discovering these characteristics is like digging out treasures.As if building a bridge, Ivan felt himself getting closer to Wang Yao day by day.

—Maybe it can be realized, "be friends forever"?

This idea silently grew wildly in Ivan's mind.

Every time Ivan thinks of this possibility, a wave of excitement and apprehension suddenly surges in Ivan's heart, creating an illusion of happiness. However, when the tide of thoughts recedes, his heart begins to waver again:

——Can it be done?

——Even for someone as weak as me?

——Is Yaojun really happy to be friends with me?He... did he force himself?

These thoughts stuck on Ivan like the stings of poisonous scorpions, entangled him tightly, and reminded him all the time how far there was between him and Wang Yao.

Ivan Braginsky is an orphan who no one wants. His older sister and younger sister are also orphans. They are the most down-and-out family in this small town.Even a tramp has the strength to give his oppressors a hard fight, but the three orphans don't.

In the crowd, Ivan is always a weak bug. Since he was a child, he shuttled around begging for food from house to house with fear and shame. What impressed him most was the indifferent and impatient eyes of the adults, and the pair of Rejected hand.

The children also bullied him, because he was a helpless beggar, he would never dare to fight back, he would never be able to fight back, and there was no one to complain about.

Often, Ivan felt that he was an isolated island drifting in the vast ocean, crumbling in the violent wind and waves.

In this way, Ivan grew up slowly, and he heard a lot of ridicule and belittling. Ivan became more aware of his own incompetence, so he stayed away from sharp crowds. Alone.

In the end, Ivan and Wang Yao are still two isolated islands.

So Ivan frantically went to play:

In school, in the field, in the pond, accompany Wang Yao to do everything he wants to do.

Running around like a dork, like a lowly clown, showing off his acting skills and racking his brains to please Wang Yao.

Slowly, Ivan became only able to smile sincerely when Wang Yao laughed.

Why did it become like this?This is obviously wrong, and Ivan knows it.

—But it can’t be helped, who made Ivan Braginsky a coward?

He is weak and timid, afraid of losing Wang Yao, afraid of losing his only friend, and he has no confidence to keep him - there is no way, he is such an incompetent child.

Gilbert Beshmir, the Japanese boy who always bullied Ivan, also commented on Ivan: "Useless crybaby!"

*

"Hey, let's play hide and seek." Ivan carefully glanced at Wang Yao who was sitting listlessly doing homework.

After school, the classroom was already empty, but Ivan and Wang Yao were not in a hurry to go home, because there was nothing at home.

As soon as he heard the word "hide and seek", Wang Yao, who was shaking his head, immediately became much more energetic. He put down his pen and stretched out his right hand to Ivan: "Okay. Rock, paper, scissors!"

"Hmm!" Ivan smiled, and stretched out his right hand pretending to be engrossed.

"rock-paper-scissors!"

Wang Yao produces cutting, and Ivan produces cloth.Wang Yao mischievously cut Ivan's palm with his index and middle fingers.

"Ah, I lost again," Ivan squinted his eyes and pretended to be depressed, "Yaojun is really good! He can win every time." In fact, Iwan had already discovered that Wang Yao only used scissors for the first time when he guessed fists. .

Sure enough, as Ivan expected, Wang Yao who was praised was like a cat whose fur has been smoothed, his eyes sparkled, and he showed a proud expression unabashedly: "Then you are a ghost, come to me after counting 50." .Let’s start now!" As soon as he finished speaking, he slipped out of the classroom like a gust of wind.

Ivan let out a long breath, and counted on the table: "1, 2, 3..."

Ivan's mind was in a mess, and Wang Yao's blushing face and sparkling eyes always appeared. Yaojun seemed to be too cute.Ivan has recently noticed that Wang Yao is cute, the way he reads, eats, and takes a nap