[APH Luzhong] Ivan Diary

Pretend not to know?

Brother is a liar!Since childhood, we have been together all the time, why do you want to find someone else? !

Natasha held back the resentful questions in her heart, she didn't want to humiliate herself.

Ivan looked at Natasha whose face was blushing, and couldn't help sighing: "Nata is Vanya's younger sister, so I will always love Nata. You have nothing to worry about." He shot Pat her on the head.

Natasha was so attached to him, sometimes to the point where it frightened him, that maybe school and a few friends would help.Ivan thought.

—Hope she doesn't become like me.

For this reason, I also want to become stronger!

"Don't be afraid, I'll be back soon. I promise." Ivan felt that he should comfort Natasha, "I'm just going out to play. When Nata grows up, she can also go out to play by herself and won't be alone. of……"

After Natasha's eyes calmed down, Ivan finally smiled in relief: "Nata is a good boy." So he took the fish he caught yesterday and went out briskly.

Natasha watched his white scarf disappear outside the door, but she was speechless to keep Ivan.

— to be alone again.Every day, every day, everyone was out, except for Nata.

Natasha struggled to keep the tears from falling.

I don't want to be a good boy.To be a good child, one must look after the house alone.

I don't want other people, my brother is enough.Why don't you stay with me?

Why is man born alone?I give my brother everything, don't leave me alone...

brother.

Natasha wiped away the teardrops from her eyes, and stared stubbornly and almost paranoidly at the door that sent Ivan away.She will not let her tears fall no matter what.

*

"Tuk tuk tuk!" On this day, someone knocked on the door of Ostrovsky's house.

Ivan stood nervously at the door, waiting for the person who came to greet him.

Wang Yao in the room was startled when he heard the sound, he hurriedly tugged at the corner of his clothes, tried to maintain a calm expression and walked to open the door.Opening the door, he smiled and said to the people outside: "Ivan, come here..."

But the rest of his words were stuck in his throat.The normal face he had managed to maintain slowly turned red.

Standing outside the door, Ivan saw the blue clothes on Wang Yao's body first, followed by Wang Yao's prudish, reddish face.

Both Ivan and Wang Yao wanted to give themselves two slaps: why can't they wear their usual clothes?

No way, you can't run back and change your clothes, right?Wang Yao had no choice but to bite the bullet and keep the original smile: "...you are here. Come in."

"Ah, um..." Ivan didn't feel too embarrassed, but delighted.Wouldn't it be nice to wear the same clothes as Yaojun?I just felt ashamed...he walked into Wang Yao's house with the fish he wanted to give to Wang Yao.

"..." Ivan couldn't help but look at the living room of Wang Yao's house. There is not much furniture, it is bright and spacious, and everything is neatly tidied up, and the floor is clean, unlike his own home, which is always dark and Dirty, "Yaojun's house is so clean..."

Hearing this, Wang Yao couldn't help showing a proud smile: I cleaned it all morning and it must be clean!But he quickly restrained the expression that revealed his feelings.

"By the way, have you had breakfast?" Wang Yao suddenly remembered that he hadn't eaten because of the cleaning, maybe he could treat Ivan by the way.

Ivan just wanted to say that he ate, but the words turned into "didn't eat".Wang Yao took the fish from Ivan's hand and said with a smile, "Then I will cook this fish for you. I still have confidence in my cooking skills."

Ivan blushed and nodded confusedly.He didn't know why he suddenly wanted to give Prince Yao a bite.He followed Wang Yao into the kitchen.

The grass carp was alive, and when it was untied from the rope and placed on the cutting board, it bounced up and struggled instantly, which shocked Ivan.In the past, the fish he caught were all handed over to Sophia for cooking, so he had never seen a fish struggling in the kitchen, and he didn't expect the fish to become so terrifying, and he couldn't bear to eat it.

"Yaojun..." Ivan said weakly, trying to persuade Wang Yao to let the fish go.

"Bang!" Wang Yao calmly pinched the fish's neck and chopped it down with a kitchen knife, and the fish soon became limp and motionless.Ivan was taken aback again.

"Yaojun..." Ivan watched Wang Yao skilfully scrape the fish scales through cold sweat.

"What are you doing?" Wang Yao didn't raise his head.Iwan asked weakly: "Won't Yaojun be afraid? That fish struggled so hard..."

"What's there to be afraid of? It's on my cutting board, not me. That's why it feels scared." Wang Yao wiped the sweat on his forehead with the back of his hand.

So strong.Iwan was choked up, so he had to ask another way: "Don't Yaojun think it is very pitiful?"

"I think so." Wang Yao nodded seriously, but fish scales were still scratched on his hands.

"Then why do you..."

Wang Yao suddenly stopped what he was doing, and he turned his head to look at Ivan: "Because you don't have any meat to eat, I want to cook meat for you, so I need to kill this fish. Because you are more important than fish." He said seriously in an adult tone.But after saying this, he felt that he had said something very, very embarrassing, so embarrassing that he wanted to run away.

Ivan slowly widened his eyes.

Wang Yao hurriedly added in a cover-up manner: "However, we also want to thank this fish. We must finish eating it later, there can be no leftovers..."

Ivan wiped his face, nodded, looked seriously at Wang Yao's dodging eyes, and said, "Well, I see."

Wang Yao also nodded in agreement, he didn't know that in Ivan's eyes, he blushed without any pretense.He was just thinking about it, and he finally got away with it...

"——Also, I also want to thank the person who cooks for me." Ivan pursed his lips, and suddenly leaned forward and kissed Wang Yao.

"Hmm...!" There was a soft touch on the lips suddenly, the temperature and smell were familiar to Wang Yao.Wang Yao found that his first reaction was to say that he smelled fishy, ​​so don't come here.He didn't realize what happened for a long time: "..."

——Keep an inch!

Wang Yao's mind suddenly came back to his senses, he pushed Ivan away angrily, and pushed him out of the kitchen door: "Go to the living room and stay! Don't enter the kitchen again!"

He turned around and wiped his mouth hard.That guy seems to be getting bolder and bolder. Does he even know what he's doing? !It was so messy... He was very angry and ashamed.

Ivan sat on the chair in the living room with a blushing face. He stared at the figure in the kitchen, unable to tell whether he felt shy or proud.

Just now he really lost control all of a sudden, he became like an adult, he didn't know what was going on.Only grown-ups can do this kind of thing, right?

I don't know what he will do in the future... Does liking someone become like this?This feeling of impulsiveness, excitement, fear and...

No, you have to be steady, you can't let Yaojun hate me.Ivan patted his hot face, but he couldn't figure out the impulse in his heart...

In short, he would kiss Prince Yao once more, or twice, or keep kissing until he couldn't breathe.Thinking about it this way, it would be very uncomfortable, but Ivan felt that he liked Wang Yao even more.

*

Although the eaten fish was very pitiful, Iwan had to admit that the fish was really delicious, especially the fish cooked by Yaojun... It is no exaggeration to say that this is the best Iwan has ever eaten Unfortunately, my sister and Nata couldn't eat it.

"Will Yaojun want to be a chef in the future? There must be many people who like Yaojun's cooking..." Iwan looked at Wang Yao, trying not to make his behavior of licking the spoon too explicit.

"How is it possible?" Wang Yao shook his head, his eyes showed a look of looking into the distance but couldn't touch it, "My father wanted me to be a doctor or a lawyer, he said that other professions are inferior, and so are making friends. Noble people come and go..." He frowned.

The family education of Yaojun's family is very strict.Ivan thought of Yakov's indifferent face, and suddenly felt a choke in his chest.

Wang Yao didn't want to continue this topic, any topic about family would bring back bad memories for him.What is a noble person like?Wang Yao thought ironically.Obviously they are all despicable existences - that person, and himself.

"Ivan, have you ever played chess?" Wang Yao asked suddenly.

"...No." Ivan shook his head honestly.In fact, he doesn't even know what chess is. It seems... a game?

"Then, I'll teach you how to play." Wang Yao knew that Ivan had never touched chess.He got up and turned to his room: "I'm going to get the chessboard."

Ivan didn't know how to answer, so he nodded.At first he wanted to follow Wang Yao into Wang Yao's room, but later he felt that it was very impolite to enter other people's bedrooms casually, so he had to walk around the living room by himself.Everything in Wang Yao's house attracts Ivan. Apart from Wang Yao's bedroom, Ivan is also very interested in Wang Yao's bookshelf.

The large bookshelf in Wang Yao’s house has seven floors, and it is full of books. There are leather-bound books and paper-bound books in different colors with dark colors as the main tone, and the thin and thick spines are squeezed into a row.Ivan squinted his eyes to look at the characters on the spine of the book. Some he could understand, some he couldn’t understand, maybe there were foreign languages ​​in it, and some he had read. There should be a magical story.

In the center of the bookshelf is a picture frame.

Originally, it was difficult for Ivan to see the content of the photo frame clearly at his height, but the vague but familiar face in the photo frame attracted Ivan, and he was so mysterious