[APH Luzhong] Ivan Diary

Take it easy.Today's Yaojun is really strange, afraid that something bad will happen.

On the deserted street, occasionally a few cats passed by, howling and rushing into an alley, vying for food in the garbage dump.

Anyway, sure enough, I still like him.

Ivan sat silently for a while, ashamed of the thought he had just had.He moved his numb leg and couldn't help sighing: I couldn't figure out a solution today... At least, let's be more active from tomorrow and try my best to do my own thing well.

If you really can't be friends anymore, then fulfill his wish.

Ivan choked up, blinked his eyes and slowly stood up.It was so late, it was time for him to go home and go to bed, Natasha might have fallen asleep a long time ago, I don't know if Sophia had come back.Sophia has been very busy recently and often stays out at night.

Following the water pipe, Ivan climbed down the roof and returned to the corridor in front of his house. The lights in the house were already off.The sound of beating and scolding from the neighbors has disappeared, but the wine must be drunk all night, so it is much quieter, and I should be able to sleep well tonight.

Just as Ivan took out the key to open the door, he suddenly heard a strange noise coming from the street.

"Ding Dang Dang Dang", like the sound of metal collision.

Ivan paused when he opened the door.Then the sound stopped.

Ivan hesitated for a while, but still felt something was wrong, so he put away the keys and poked his head downstairs——

On the empty street, the figure of a child holding a kerosene lamp was facing Ivan's direction.

"..." Ivan's heartbeat suddenly missed half a beat, and a name was almost blurted out.

The children on the street also saw Ivan, and he ran away.

Ivan rushed downstairs without thinking.

The sound of his "dong dong dong" footsteps disturbed the people in the room, who shouted angrily: "Be quiet!" But he can no longer worry so much.

The child was still running when Ivan rushed to the street, so Ivan shouted: "Yao!" Wang Yao didn't stop him.

"Yaojun!"

"Yaojun!" Iwan's physical fitness was much better than Wang Yao's, and he quickly caught up with Wang Yao.

Ivan hugged Wang Yao who was running away: "What's wrong with you?!" Wang Yao who was stopped by Ivan suddenly slumped on the ground, and the kerosene lamp was knocked to the ground, making a tinkling sound.

With long hair loose, Wang Yao silently pushed Ivan away, but Ivan couldn't see his face clearly.Ivan gradually sensed something was wrong with Wang Yao, and felt scared for no reason: "...What's wrong with you? Why are you alone..."

Ivan found that Wang Yao came out in such a cold night wearing only a single shirt, and he was barefoot, so he quickly took off his scarf and put it around Wang Yao's neck: "Yaojun, what's wrong with you... "

Suddenly, a drop of warm liquid hit his hand.

Ivan shivered.

"Let me go..." Wang Yao lowered his head and resisted, trying to run away, but Ivan hugged him even harder.

"Wait, Yaojun, raise your head."

Ivan said firmly, and tightened his grip on Wang Yao with one hand, and brushed away Wang Yao's hair with the other. Wang Yao couldn't break free, so he had to turn his head: "Don't touch me!"

Ivan, who has always been docile, suddenly didn't want to compromise today. He forcefully pushed Wang Yao's hair back, and couldn't help but gasped.

The exposed skin of Wang Yao was covered with bruises and tear stains.From the eye socket to the chin, there is no good flesh on the left side of Wang Yao's face. Iwan can tell at a glance that it was caused by a beating. I don't know how many scars like this still exist on Yaojun's body.

How is this going?Ivan thought terrified.

Wang Yao slapped Ivan's hand away, so his face was blurred again, with tears running down his cheeks.He didn't struggle anymore, but he didn't speak either.

"..." Ivan fell into confusion and sluggishness. He felt a needle-like pain in his throat, and he couldn't speak. He was afraid that what he said would bring tears, and he no longer dared to ask Wang Yao what was wrong. , just hugged the child's cold body tightly, trying to warm it up, but was afraid of hurting Wang Yao.

was found.Wang Yao thought desperately.

What’s wrong with you?Who hit you?Why are you walking down the street alone?Can't you go home?Are you in pain?

Many questions bypassed Ivan's mouth and were swallowed by him.

—Probably, domestic violence... This kind of thing is not uncommon.However, Yaojun's situation is too...

Ivan recalled the constant beating and scolding from his neighbors, and a soft place in his heart was stabbed suddenly, and the pain made him burst into tears.He never knew that the situation of Wang Yao's family was so serious. Wang Yao's material conditions are usually very good, so he used to think that Wang Yao was the treasure of the family.

So, Wang Yao, who became homeless, walked across the street alone and walked downstairs to his house barefoot, did he express his expectations for himself?

Silently hugging Wang Yao for a long time, finally, Ivan trembled and said to him:

"Yaojun, if possible, you can stay at my house tonight..."

Wang Yao's tears could not be stopped, he covered his kicked abdomen and leaned against Ivan's arms, trying not to cry out.His bare feet touched the cold floor, and he curled up in pain.

Ivan, you are a cunning fellow, how could I refuse you to say such a thing now?

Wang Yao was thinking in the pain, cold and tears: I have tried very hard not to involve you...

don't come near me.

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Ivan led Wang Yao and tiptoedly opened the door of his house. There were no lights around, and there was silence. Wang Yao followed Ivan into the house silently.

Gently opening the curtain, Natasha was sound asleep on the bed, but she was not covered with a quilt, as if she was waiting to welcome Ivan who returned at any time.Ivan carefully covered her with the quilt and tucked in the corners of the quilt.Sophia, however, has not returned.

Ivan pulled the curtain in the middle of the bed, and the long plank bed was divided into two parts, separating Natasha from Ivan and Wang Yao.

Ivan took Wang Yao's cold little hand and slowly climbed onto the bed, trying not to make a sound, Wang Yao's heart was pounding, and for some reason, he and Ivan slept on the same bed face to face.

Fortunately, it was night, and neither of them could see each other's faces clearly, otherwise they would not be able to sleep.

Although it's not that the two of them have slept together in the same bed before, but now... I always feel that sleeping together like this has a little more meaning.

Ivan noticed that Wang Yao was extremely cold, and taking advantage of the darkness, he quietly held Wang Yao's hand: "Yaojun...you have to get up early tomorrow...don't be discovered...otherwise Natasha will be angry..." Ivan Feeling that his heartbeat was louder than his own voice, he felt ashamed and excited for his presumptuous behavior, and was afraid that Wang Yao would hate him even more, so he closed his eyes and relaxed his hands as if to escape.

I know.Wang Yao thought so, but his breathing was so disordered that he couldn't sleep at all. He was afraid of waking Natasha, so he didn't break free from Ivan's hand.

What am I doing now?Wang Yao's mind was completely confused, and even the shame and pain of being beaten by that person faded a lot: Why are Ivan and I so close?

Go to bed quickly, get up early, I just have to stay at Ivan's house for one night.Wang Yao closed his eyes to hypnotize himself, but he felt hot when he smelled Ivan's breath.Don't be found out——Wang Yao warned himself in his heart, and then tried to adjust his breathing smoothly, trying to ignore the pain coming from all over his body.

Ivan felt that he was going crazy, he longed to touch Wang Yao more, but if he was exposed and he didn't know what Wang Yao would think of him, would he be regarded as a pervert?Kissing someone is enough to offend...

But gradually, Ivan heard Wang Yao's breathing became calmer, as if he was slowly falling asleep.Ivan couldn't help but moved a little towards Wang Yao's side, and then a little more, until the two were close to each other.

Ivan watched Wang Yao nervously, afraid that he would wake up suddenly, and worried that his gaze would wake him up too.

Wang Yao suppressed his beating heart, blushed and continued to pretend to be asleep, lest he wake up in an embarrassing atmosphere.

When I met Wang Yao, Ivan felt that the skin was burning. While he spurned his despicableness, he wrapped around Wang Yao's leg and gently rubbed the smooth skin.Wang Yaoguang's bare feet felt slightly cold.

Ivan was a little dizzy.He had endured these things for a long time, but when he actually practiced them, his sense of shame overwhelmed him.

Wang Yao almost cried out, he didn't expect Ivan to go one step further.The heat and itching from his wounded calf filled him with pleasure, shame and fear at the same time, and he wanted to back down, but he didn't dare to make the relationship between himself and Ivan worse .

Ivan was defeated by his own shame, he was still afraid of being discovered by Wang Yao, so he slowly retracted his legs.But the touch of Wang Yao's smooth and soft skin was deeply imprinted in Ivan's mind. The delusion was worse than the reality. Ivan felt that his mind had become a mess, which made him want to abandon his reason and continue. conduct.As for Wang Yao, he breathed a sigh of relief.

Ivan thought of Natasha across the curtain, and finally suppressed his desire and tried to fall asleep.Wang Yao felt that Ivan stopped his hands, relaxed, and finally felt a little sleepy.

However, after a long time, Ivan's heart calmed down, but Wang Yao was still in Ivan's mind: Wang Yao's hands, Wang Yao's legs, Wang Yao's neck, Wang Yao's hair, and Wang Yao's lips.

Ivan quietly turned his head to the side, Wang Yao's face was facing up, quietly, as if he was also fast asleep.

Ivan's heart started beating wildly again, Ivan held it down, and peeked at Wang Yao's sleeping face without daring to show his breath.But the night was too dark, and Ivan couldn't see the red on Wang Yao's face.

I always feel that there is something good about Yaojun