Cleanliness

Mo Xiyuan grew up with his mother, so of course he couldn't understand Xiao Tong's feelings.Although she was an illegitimate daughter born outside, she was the only child of her father. When she returned to the Mo family when she was two years old, she was the sole heir of the Mo family.She was brought up according to the standards of the heirs of the Mo family, with the best food and clothing, and the care of her parents was at her fingertips, so even if she knew that Xiao Tong must have suffered a lot growing up, not to mention other things, just in Yu What Qinghan has suffered here is enough for Mo Xiyuan to blame herself for a lifetime, but she can't empathize with it.She is not Xiao Tong, so she will never be able to empathize with her.

In Mo Xiyuan's perception, there are no parents in the world who do not love their children, and there is no child in the world who hates their parents. It was the mother's fault that she abandoned Xiao Tong at the beginning, but it was also her mother's last resort. In the days, there is not a day when I don't regret the decision I made at the beginning, and there is no day when I don't miss Xiao Tong.

Mo Xi used to watch his mother think about Xiao Tong day and night until today, but now his mother is very ill and only wants to see Xiao Tong, but Xiao Tong is not even willing to fulfill such a simple wish, I would rather my mother... I would rather my mother not die !

Mo Xiyuan said to Xiao Tong: "I didn't know before that you hate mother so much."

"I don't hate her. No one can do better than her in her position at that time." Xiao Tong just smiled and said, "There is a big difference between not hating and accepting, who says not hating Does it mean acceptance? How can there be such a black and white thing in the world, Mo Xiyuan, you are not a child, so you don't know this."

Xiao Tong's attitude was firm, and Mo Xiyuan couldn't persuade her, so he sighed and made the next best thing, "You don't have to accept her, just let her come to see you when she is free, isn't that okay?"

"Sorry, I don't need one more person to sympathize with my life."

"She's not pitying you. She just wants to love you."

"Love?" Xiao Tong was slightly taken aback.

Love this thing, extravagant and mysterious, Xiao Tong once wanted it so much, but couldn't get it, but it's a pity that she doesn't want it now.

Xiao Tong has been a poor man all his life. There are many things that are lacking in the world of the poor, but there is only one thing that is never lacking, and that is self-knowledge.For things that cannot be obtained, even the illusions are simply eliminated. Without thoughts, it is no longer a necessity.

Xiao Tong laughed loudly, knowing that she couldn't get emotional, but she couldn't stop laughing.

She was laughing at Mo Xiyuan, laughing at Mo Xiyuan for being so childish.She laughed at Mo Xiyuan, but also envied Mo Xiyuan.

Only those who are loved are qualified to be childish.

Good thing she doesn't need it now.

Mo Xiyuan didn't understand why Xiao Tong laughed, but she heard the sarcasm in Xiao Tong's laughter, and she was slightly annoyed.

But Xiao Tong's laughter was so intense that even her shoulders began to shake. Her body became thinner and shivered in the air with the laughter, as if she was about to fall apart in the next second. The laughter hit Mo Xiyuan's eardrums, shaking her Her chest was tight and she couldn't breathe.

"It would be great if I found you sooner." Mo Xiyuan sat beside Xiao Tong, clutching his painful heart, sighed very low, but passed into Xiao Tong's ears without leaking anything.

"A little earlier and a little later, what's the difference." Xiao Tong stopped laughing, leaning his head against the head of the bed, staring at the ceiling with an indifferent expression, "I'm always the one who was discarded."

"I found you earlier, before you are disappointed in this world, at least let you know that there is someone who loves you sincerely and wishes you well." Mo Xiyuan tilted his head to look at Xiao Tong, "Xiao Tong, I spent 12 I came to you for more than a year, not for my mother, but for myself, not to find my mother's daughter, but to find my sister."

Xiao Tong turned his head away, not looking at Mo Xiyuan, but after a while, Mo Xiyuan found that liquid had fallen from her face and landed on the pillow, soaking a large area.

Xiao Tong cried.

It wasn't crying hysterically out of control, or sobbing curled up in fright, she turned her head away from Mo Xiyuan, tears fell from her eyes uncontrollably, and finally she had to bury her face in the pillow and weep silently.

She looked like a little girl who was bullied outside and ran home to be wronged.

For the first time in a long time, Mo Xiyuan felt that Xiao Tong was so alive, pitiful and helpless, he was no longer that wooden man who wrapped himself in a hard shell.

Mo Xiyuan lay beside Xiao Tong's pillow, stroking her hair slowly, comforting her, "My silly sister..."

Xiao Tong stretched out his hand to grab her collar, buried his head in her collar, and did not move.

Soon, Mo Xiyuan felt that the neckline was soaked in warm liquid. She hugged Xiao Tong in her arms, and she didn't speak or move. Feeling wronged and crying heartily in my arms.

"My Xiao Tong, I have suffered a lot outside."

"It's my sister's fault. My sister didn't find Xiao Tong."

"My sister is not here, Xiao Tong is so scared."

"Xiao Tong is not afraid, my sister will protect you from now on."