Quiet

Chapter 9

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This seems to have no interaction.

So I like you, but I am afraid of me who likes you.

I am afraid that one day, I will do the same, lose my reason for love, and turn myself into a lunatic who is insecure and infatuated.

I have to admit that while I admire the person who jumped off the Xiangjiang River, at the same time I am afraid that I will become the next Nankang Baiqi.

But it shouldn't be.

After all, Nankang's love is from hope to despair, and you never gave me any expectations from the beginning to the end.

58.

I have always been someone who longs for time to pass faster. After all, the length of adolescence always makes people restless.

And I never thought that one day, I would also ask for time, hoping that he could take it easy?Go slower.

Let me have another look at you.

Favor is a gift to me.

Sometimes I will always be grateful for that super performance exam, which allowed me to enter the first class and meet you.

But now, after the division of arts and sciences, they meet once a week from now on, even half a playground away from each other during the flag-raising ceremony.

I am glad to see you every day, from the annual rings of the years, I quietly took away the fragments that belonged to you, and then quietly treasured them.

I remember that when I was reviewing at the beginning and end, I hesitated for a long time and bought a recording pen.

I've always been reluctant to record classes, whether it's because it's so easy to keep up with or because the background noise is annoying.

But after thinking about it, I finally decided to buy a recorder.

This makes me always have a secret extravagant hope, as if if I keep your voice, I can also keep you.

You see, I'm always looking for things that don't belong to me.

There is a saying that goes, "What I gain is my luck, and what I lose is my life."

I have always liked this sentence.But in fact, who can really let go?

Just kidding yourself.

59.

When my best friend was writing a speech, you unceremoniously complained about her language skills.

Before the lights were turned off at night, she and I complained for a long time.

So I changed her speech and added parallel sentences and a lot of literary elements.

Finally got a qualified evaluation from you.

Inexplicably happy.

It's probably the kind of joy of being recognized by you.

Although you don't know it's my handwriting, it doesn't matter.

After all, our appreciation style is always the same, isn't it?

It seems to mean that I am one step closer to you.

☆, 21

60.

During the sports meeting, you sat very close to me.

Godsend opportunity.

The high-definition profile photos are mine.

I took the camera and laughed like a fool.

What surprised me the most was that when I passed by you, I was stopped by you.

You told me a lot, such as a recent competition, and the trivial matters of the student union.

But all I can think of is the moment of your last smile, with your eyes slightly narrowed, the corners of your lips curled up, and a small dimple on each side of your face.

When I got back to my seat, I found a hidden angle and peeked at you.

You said, why do you look so, so good-looking?

61.

You should have graduated from Beijing Normal University. It seems that most of the teachers in the school are alumni of Beijing Normal University.

I think, maybe I have to study geography in college.

Liberal arts and three subjects are naturally compared, and it happens that the geography major is also very suitable for me as a science student.

I want to be closer to you.

I graduated from university at the age of 22. If I am tighter, I may be able to take another degree.

Five years, as long as five years.

It is said that judging by your height, it is almost impossible to find a partner.It's kind of immoral, but I think it's really nice.

Maybe this way you can wait for me.

Wait for me to catch up with you in the near future.

As a capricious person, I suddenly have some hope that time will pass faster.

62.

When I first chose to study theory, I kept telling myself that anyway, you don’t teach liberal arts classes in the second year of high school, so as to make myself feel at ease.

When I learned that you were the only liberal arts class in our class, I had the urge to regret it for a moment.

Why is it you?

I also thought about switching to literature, but I was not reconciled to the fact that half the semester had passed.

After thinking about it, I was relieved, probably, there is no fate,

When I realized that I was about to forget what it was like to like you, I gradually became a little afraid of seeing you.

As long as I see you, I can't control myself and chase you with my eyes; as long as I see you, those scars that have been smoothed out by time are like gray lines of grass snakes, revived.

I don't want to hear, I don't want to see, I don't want to see you, so I have to avoid you.

So later I gradually understood: the more I like it, the more I stay away from it, what kind of feeling it is.

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63.

Love is a bitter wine, the more you try to sweeten it, the more bitter it becomes.

There is a saying that the one who loves first loses first.

You always say this is the logic of liberal arts students.

But to me, it makes sense.

It can be seen that sometimes you are wrong.

I finally have to admit that the original joking liking has long since become a sentence of "I love you".

These three words are so precious that I still don't want to take them seriously.

What can I do, like it is like it.

Back when I was holding your picture and obsessed like a psycho, I was beyond redemption.

But you see, it is even more impossible for you to like me like this.

You see, since the division of arts and sciences, you have gradually forgotten me.I don't blame you. After all, I have brought so many students. In your opinion, it is nothing more than a failure.

Not to mention I almost forgot about you too.

I try to tell you every day that I love you.

But you don't even want to look at me.

It really hurts a little.But sometimes I also have a hard time thinking, maybe if you ignore me a little more, I can forget you a little more?

64.

"Lolita" said, "The moral sense in human nature is an obligation, and we must endow the soul with a sense of beauty."

You are my beauty.

You see, what a dissatisfied creature man is, he pushes forward until he falls into the abyss, especially without repentance.

At first I just looked at your back, and then I longed for your voice, your smile.Until now, I have been wishing to be with you.

Greed is the original sin.

And I probably already understand why hell is so difficult, but there are still people who abandon heaven one after another and rush to the burning sea of ​​suffering.

I am guilty, greedy, and especially dissatisfied.

But if there is no greed, what else can I ask of you?

So far, I have only embraced the possible growth in the impossible, with slim hopes, and prayed for everything that would never happen.

I always thought that I would have to wait until graduation at least to give up thinking.

But recently, I suddenly realized that the return date is not far away.

65.

Now I can only look at you through the glass door of the office.

Thanks to the four physical education classes a week, I can look at you openly almost every day.

Before this, how had I ever been so humble?

Even if I am isolated by the crowd, I still have my own interests.

But now, it seems that only you are left in the center of the world.

Sure enough, high school is really not a good place.

It was tiring and difficult, and it made me meet a nemesis like you.

On the one hand, I cast aside my ignorance and regretted the first meeting, but on the other hand, I couldn't help but rejoice that I "met".

I wrote my post-reading impression again, and there is a sentence in the composition "Even if the truth is revealed, the first love never fades the original beauty".

They said they liked it very much.

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