Quiet

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In the middle of reading the manuscript, you have something to leave.

A little happy and a little disappointed.

You probably didn't listen to what I read. You are glad that those immature opinions and words will not be heard by you, and you are disappointed that the original idea of ​​making you look different has not been achieved.

Anyway, as long as I meet you, I will definitely worry about gains and losses, speculate and feel uneasy.

got used to.

But I really don't want it to be a habit.

☆, eighteen

52.

Recently, I made a calculation and found that half of the semester is over, and the fate between you and me will be exhausted.

In fact, I am also very unwilling.

Every time I take the exam, I always think that if I get no more than a certain number of people in the exam this time, I must confess to you to motivate myself.

But after the report card came out, he hesitated again, pretending that the person who made the ambition was not me.

But every time I see you, I'm still not reconciled to the fact that my love for you can only grow in the dark and unknown corners, and can never be exposed to the sun.

On the one hand, I long to stand presumptuously in front of you, but on the other hand, I am timid and cowardly, so I can only secretly cast aside those contradictory thoughts.

Probably my secrecy was too good.

So that no one believes that I have someone I like.

After all, those who fall in love at this age have the light called "joy" dotted on the corners of their brows and eyes.But when I face you, I must regard life as a pool of stagnant water.

If there is nothing new, it will not arouse suspicion.

But it's over.

Even though I know how painful it is not to see you, I still hope that time can erase everything.

Wisdom will be hurt, and deep love will not last.

It's a pity, I still regret my life.

53.

["This is the sin we are all guilty of," whispered the King, "knowing the sin of beauty, which is forbidden."

----Mirror and Mask]

Maybe finally understand the sin of beauty.

There is nothing wrong with being beautiful.

It's just that your beauty is the heaviest crime in this world to me.

I seem to have touched the restricted area, but I stepped into this barren land without any grass.

The book always deliberately avoids everything under the shadows, and tries its best to describe the almost pitiful sunshine.

Only by stepping into the forbidden area can you know the cold wind blowing from all directions, even the strongest armor is hard to resist, not to mention that I have willingly exposed the softest part for you.

Fairy tales are always beautiful, but the reality is an empty castle made of gray and white deserts.

I am in this desolation amidst the splendor and prosperity, and I feel apprehensive and grateful.

This is another reason why I don't want to tell you.

It is of course my wish not to hear your rejection and more hurtful words, but what I hope more is not to pull you into this restricted area.

Even if it's because of me, I opened this strange door for you, or just caused you trouble, don't.

Of course I know how cold and heavy this sin is, and that's why I don't want you to be exposed to these negativity.

This place is too hideous, and how can I let you be sad.

Still the same sentence, your existence is my greatest courage.

For you, thousands of times.

Although dead is still alive.

54.

[Ling Gong peaches and plums are all over the world, why use more flowers in front of the hall. 】

I saw that the spider plant you raised died.

Not surprising at all, because you are often away from school, and even if you think about it, you forget to water it.

Every time I pass by, I have an urge to euthanize it with boiling water.

After all, the yellow Chlorophytum is almost a death-defying existence.

Then it finally died.

I want to comfort you with that poem, telling you that it is enough to have a cute student like me, don't grow flowers.

Unfortunately, I dare not tell you.

It seems that you have given up too.When I went again, there were no flowers on the windowsill.

One thing I want to know is whether you want to continue to grow flowers.

If you like it, I will send you a pot of flowers on June [-]st.

Anyway, I often go to your office, and it's okay to water it by the way.

I'm just afraid you won't accept it.

So it was decided.

☆, nineteen

55.

The classroom is full of pink bubbles.

The better the grades, the more college bullies, the more they are in love.

During lunch, I chatted with several grade mascot-level couples, and I couldn't help expressing my admiration for the beautiful adolescent emotions and sighing for my fate.

On the contrary, it attracted the surprised eyes of my best friend.

"Are you still worried about not having cp?"

"I have someone I like. She doesn't like me."

"It's okay, for a cute girl like you, it's his fault, she's blind."

My best friend comforted me.

What else can I say?

Only buried in silence.

Actually, the person I like is very nice.A person like her deserves the whole world.

Unfortunately, she doesn't like me.

Then what can I do.

But it's not something I can change.

So, every day, I still try my best to like her.

Looking forward to the feeling of being favored by the world one day.

……

I'm in an unexpectedly good mood today.

Probably because for the first time, the conversation with you alone exceeded ten sentences.

And my name and your name are put in the same sentence in other people's chat.

Although meaningless, I still regard this as a disguised affirmation of my sovereignty.

the person I like.

Then, the sky suddenly became clear.

56.

There is always a strange premonition these days, as if something bad is about to happen.

But in fact, things have really been going well recently, if God helps.

It’s probably because people like me are inherently insecure. After finally getting out of Africa and entering the EU, I can’t believe it is true, for fear that I will return to my original shape at some point.

Fortunately, nothing bad has happened yet.

Today, I finished your class in a very obedient manner, and then quietly walked away with your ppt.

In theory, you should not know.

However, during the second class, you didn't take the USB flash drive, and directly opened the copy of the ppt that I saved in the computer and didn't have time to destroy the corpse.

A little square.

I was uneasy for a class, for fear that you would say something suddenly.

Such as whether someone has touched your USB drive or the like.

Fortunately not.

Soon the get out of class bell rang and school was over.

It's strange, I usually feel that the last two classes are extraordinarily long.

Listen to lectures soberly and take notes.In a trance, I feel that the day is coming to an end, and when I look up at the schedule, it is only halfway through.

Looking forward to lunch break in the morning and school in the afternoon is probably a common problem among students.It seems that 10 minutes has been stretched to more than double the original.

It's a pity that your class always goes by so fast that I can't bear to part with it, wishing to extend the time again and again.

Thinking about you every day, never dare to forget.

☆, twenty

57.

The song "I'll wait for you until you're 35" is really nice.

Nankang is white.Nankang, Bai Qi.

The name itself is extremely gentle.

It's just that I listened to it a lot and understood what the lyrics meant, but I didn't want to continue the single cycle anymore.

"How tough the road in the restricted area is, and the eyes that gradually become tired."

I am always afraid.

While looking forward to the future with you in my spare time, I am also afraid of the unknown future.

You see, people who have been together since childhood will eventually separate, let alone you and me, who can't get together at all from the current point of view?

I missed your best years, and you are a passerby in my youth.