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"When will you be back?" In the end, Ling Yinhan asked me as he took the next best thing and grabbed my arm.

"It depends on you, maybe a year, maybe ten years..." maybe a lifetime...

I wiped away the tears that were about to fall, took out a piece of paper from my bag and handed it to Ling Yinhan, and smiled at her: "This is for you, I'm leaving, you... take care..."

Turn around, leave, and never look back.

The door opened and closed, and I finally left her, my life, the love of my life...

Ling Yinhan looked at the piece of paper in his hand, and was stunned at the door for a long, long time...

On the white paper was written Xiao Ruozheng's beautiful characters:

Yinhan, I have never loved someone like this before, helplessly but at the same time, I fell into it. After we are together, it seems that I am taking care of you, but in fact it is you who loves me all the time. Forgive me I haven't learned how to tell you how much I love you. If I do something wrong, you must tell me. The following are the words I wrote for you~

listen

my heartbeat

what kind of omen

meet the best

accompany to grow old

your smiling face in memory

Flying in the wind is too dazzling

you are the love of my life

I am nostalgic, like and want to occupy everything

don't want you to say sorry

Because there is nothing owed in love

memories of that summer

seems too far away

walk hand in hand through every street

dancing in the rain

If you can have gray hair all over your head

Yunjuan and Yunshu are waiting for you

Make an appointment and don't let go easily

Even if there are thousands of unique styles

Only when there are tears do you know what is important

Only when there is difference can we know what is beautiful

If you don't talk about debts, you will have eternity

I really want to be with you forever...

Yin Han, do you know?

I love love love you! ! !

If possible, I really want, really want, really want to be with you forever... (I say the important thing three times!!!)

Subconsciously squeezed the paper in her hands, Ling Yinhan glanced at the closed door, then slowly squatted down, buried her head in her arms, and after the silence, she let out a burst of forbearance and mourning...

She hates herself who is so worried about gains and losses, and her Xiao Ruo finally left her, with deep love and despair for her, and left without looking back...

It's not that I don't love, it's that I broke my heart...

Although Xiao Ruo didn't say anything, she knew how hurtful what she said and how chilling what she did...

Xiao Ruo...

Maybe those "never" never arrive...

At this moment, Ling Yinhan suddenly remembered what Xiao Ruo told her seriously when Xiao Ruo moved in to live with her. Xiao Ruo said - "There is no eternal love in this world, I can only spend one day with you It's a day, if you don't get tired of it, I won't leave."

Thinking of this, Ling Yinhan suddenly became at a loss...

Perhaps, Ling Yinhan didn't understand until this moment that Xiao Ruo's love is not just saying the three words "I love you" bluntly, but staying with the person she loves day and night, never leaving .

Ling Yinhan also found that since Xiao Ruo came back, she always made her cry. She didn't do what she promised to make Xiao Ruo happy...

Ling Yinhan regretted it very much, but she didn't know why she couldn't control herself from thinking wildly, and the feeling of being afraid of losing made them all hurt completely, and it also made them become like soldiers, and they were no longer so brave.

Whose tears are falling into rain, blurring memories...

Facing the cool night wind, I walked a long, long way on the road, so long that I couldn't see the direction ahead, and I couldn't turn back and start over from the original point.

She hugged her arms tightly, her heart still ached and cold, she held back her tears, but couldn't help but feel sad.

Doctor Ling said that I inherited my mother's disease, and like my mother, I am not suitable for a heart transplant because of my special body, but my disease is much more serious than my mother's, and I still have half a year at most.

People are so capricious. When they don’t love, they feel that it doesn’t matter how they hurt them. They can say vicious things cruelly, but they won’t hurt themselves anyway. But when they love, they want to hold the most beautiful things in the world in front of them. , just to make him smile, even if he is completely disgusted, even if he is said to be a cheap person, he must make a mistake to the end and never turn back.

I'm not afraid of one mistake to the end, and I'm not afraid of making more mistakes, I have nothing else to ask for now, I just want Yin Han to live well and happily, not to be trapped in the shadow of my death and unable to get out.

Didn't they say that the two best ways to get out of a broken relationship are time and a new love?

If I don't leave, Yin Han will suffer even more in the future. If I leave, after a while, with a new love, Yin Han will live well for the rest of his life.

In the end, I had no choice but to leave.

The vibration of the mobile phone interrupted my sadness, it was my brother...

"Why are you going out so late?" Brother's tone was not kind, and he could be heard sullen.

"Brother..." I spit out a single word, for some reason, my eyes suddenly turned red again, I clenched my phone tightly, and after a long silence, I said in a crying voice: "I want to go home."

There was also silence on the other end of the phone for a long time, only to hear my brother sigh helplessly, and then said very helplessly: "Are you going to leave her? Never come back again?"

From the day I fell in love with Ling Yinhan, I had no intention of leaving her, and when I came back, I just wanted to be with her until the last moment of my life, but recently, the attacks of the disease have become more and more frequent, and I know that I can't How long have I been with her? In the past two days, I have deeply realized one thing, that is, Ling Yinhan cares too much about me. The kind of care that regards me as more important than her life will make me feel happy in the past, but It makes me feel scared now, I am afraid that without me, Ling Yinhan will really die...

"Yeah." I looked up at the sky, a few stars dotted alone in the vast dark blue sky, lonely, but so dazzling.

Chapter 53 Chapter 53 Goodbye

From the moment I stepped out of Ling Yinhan's apartment, I knew that we would never go back together again.

"Are you willing?" My brother asked a question lightly on the other end of the phone, and then I heard the sound of the car engine starting on my brother's side.

Every question my brother asked hit the nail on the head, but this one alone caused me so much pain that I didn't know how to answer it.

It was precisely because I was reluctant to part with it that I came back stubbornly. In fact, I knew from the very beginning that the best ending between me and Ling Yinhan would be - I died silently, and she gradually forgot about my existence.

However, when I was lying on the sick bed for the first time, all I thought about was her alone. I yearned for her warm embrace, I liked the fresh smell of her body, and I wanted to possess all her tenderness. I want everything about her, and I also know that she has a deep love for me, she is waiting for me to go back, how can I leave her alone...

I'm too selfish, in love, we are all selfish...

Before I could answer, my brother said again: "Do you know where Ling Yinhan went?"

Ok?

I was a little confused, but I replied: "She is at home. When I left, she was still at home."

My brother had already started the car, and asked me calmly: "Really? Are you sure? Then why did I receive the news that she just drove towards the city center?"

"How is it possible?" I don't believe it at all, Ling Yinhan is not at home now, where will she go?

As soon as the words were spoken, a large super long truck passed by me, and the wind howled through my body, and then I saw Ling Yinhan's red BMW appearing in my sight, her car Appearing conspicuously at the back of the van in the dark, the wind speeding towards the city center, we just missed it...