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Speaking of this, Ling Yinhan paused for a long time, and finally, she let go...

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There are too few bookmarks, and there is no comment. Yangyang is going to finish Chapter [-], but it seems that there is no happy ending.It's so embarrassing.

Chapter 51 Chapter 51 Breakup

I stared straight at Ling Yinhan, not wanting to miss the expression on her face, who is more painful than whom?Do we have to learn to have fun while suffering?

"Is all this the reason for you to take drugs?" I asked Ling Yinhan feebly. Before, I was as confident as she was, so it was impossible for me to touch drugs, which are terrible things that I can't quit.

Love makes people sad, makes people have endless tears, love can make people decadent!Let people down!

I began to regret leaving without saying goodbye, and I also regret not confessing my illness to Ling Yinhan!

But now, I don't want to say anything.

"When I took drugs for the first time, the feeling was definitely not worse than seeing you leave me, but it was enough to make me hurt. After the pain, everything seemed to turn around. Now... I can't do without drugs Yes, it's your fault, and it's not your fault.

Sometimes I ask myself, if I knew it would end like this, would I still pester you and start with you... I keep asking myself this way, but I just can't find the answer... I also asked myself if I have any regrets. I have paid so much in this relationship... But after thinking about it, I feel that I have asked for it all.

There's nothing wrong with you... it's just... maybe you never loved me at all..."

For the first time, Ling Yinhan said so many words, and this may be the first time I really heard her heartfelt voice. She is always laughing and laughing in front of me on weekdays. It is rare to be serious, but now it is rare to be so serious. It broke my heart and I couldn't hold back the tears.

She said - I never loved her at all...

This sentence was undoubtedly a resounding slap in the face, which slapped me hard on the face, making me feel chilling while feeling unspeakably painful.

I stood quietly, staring at Ling Yinhan for a moment, as if time had stopped.

"I never thought there was any difference between the love between us and the love between a man and a woman. I have always cherished and cherished it, but I was wrong. I shouldn't have agreed to try it with you at the beginning, and let you fall too deep. You can extricate yourself, and now you are no longer the Yin Han I love..."

Who is more cruel than anyone else? I didn't want to say hurtful things, but I couldn't control my emotional collapse. In just an instant, I made the most painful decision in my life. I said that sentence to Yin Han with tears in my eyes. The words I won't say until I die.

"Let's break up and end it completely, and no one will be in pain in the future."

Things started because of me, and should end because of me. I looked into Ling Yinhan's deep and sad eyes, and finally, I chose to leave.

This time, she didn't stop me.

I love her like my life, love to the bone marrow, love to can't extricate myself, I know she loves me too, loves me as deeply as I do, if the past can be turned back, I don't regret ever being in love, I only regret ever leaving, obviously I could stay with her for one more year, but it made her fall into a quagmire. Looking at it now, I don't have much time left. I don't know how much my death will hit her, but I'm sure she I can't bear it, I don't want her to accompany me to die, I just want her to live well.

And the only thing I can do is to break up with her, completely cut off her thoughts, and completely end this relationship. Maybe one day she will regain her strength and fall in love with another person again...

And even if I die quietly, I have no regrets.

I don't want anything, I just want to give her a fulfillment, love, pain, until the end of the day, I don't regret it.

After I packed up my things and came out of the bedroom, Ling Yinhan was sitting on the sofa with a nearly burnt cigarette between her fingertips. She looked up at the handbag in my hand, hesitated to speak.

"There is no need to say anything, because it is no longer useful to say anything." Before she spoke, I spoke first. Although my eyes were still red, I had completely calmed down, and what I said was straightforward, without any Emotional turmoil.

Up to now, I don't need to stay, and the love between me and her doesn't need to prove anything. Who loves more deeply, we both know very well, it's not that I don't bow my head, it's not that she doesn't want to stay, but if I want Go, no one can stop you.

It is said that people who are jealous are irrational, and those who are angry have negative IQs. Although our quarrel started with Ouyang, none of us is jealous or angry, and we are all rational.

Saying the breakup has consumed too much of my courage, I don't want to say anything more, and go straight to the door.

Ling Yinhan stood up and grabbed my arm when I passed by the edge of the sofa. I saw her expression was sad, and there were faint tears in the corners of her eyes.

But she didn't say anything, just looked at me sadly, and I also looked at her stubbornly, my heart was beating violently, and the pain was getting worse, maybe it wasn't the effect of the new medicine, but my illness was getting worse and worse Seriously, leaving is actually my best choice.

……Ah……

In the end, Ling Yinhan let go of my hand, and sat down on the sofa with his head down. He was silent for a while, and then said vaguely: "I won the future but lost you. I am so unwilling." ..."

I held my head up slightly, but the peripheral vision of my eyes never left her figure, a line of tears fell silently, but she didn't see...

Silence... deadly silence...

I wanted to say something to say goodbye, but my heart suddenly ached like being crushed by a truck, and my whole body suddenly lost all strength, I staggered a step, on the verge of falling...

no!I can't let her see me like this...

Holding my last breath, I clenched the handbag in my hand, and there was nothing in it except for a few changes of clothes...

Now I can't even take my heart away...

"I'm leaving." A sigh-like farewell used all the courage and ruthlessness of my life.

The nails sank into the palm of the hand, dripping with blood, but it was far less than one ten-thousandth of the pain in my heart.

I pretended to be so chic when I turned around and left without any hesitation.

"Should we break up?" Ling Yinhan suddenly said in a hoarse voice.

I turned my face, looked at her slumped figure, and forgot to speak for a while.

After a long time, I gave a soft 'hmm', which was affirmative.

"If I quit drugs, can you forgive me? Can you give me another chance?" Finally she begged like this, but she still didn't look back. I don't know what her expression is, I only know that I long for her to see me again A glance, even with hatred.

I was determined to leave, but I couldn't say any harsh words. The pain in my heart became more and more severe. I didn't know how long I could last.

But I'm still waiting, waiting for her to say the last word to me, waiting for her to say goodbye to me...

Chapter 52 Chapter 52

"Please, Xiao Ruo...give me one more chance, without you, I will die..."Like a badly injured animal, Ling Yinhan finally looked into my eyes, her eyes were full of tears. sorrow and pain...

She was in so much pain and looked at me so sadly...

There is no need to be sorry between us, but it takes time. In fact, it is impossible for me to cut off the bond between Ling Yinhan and me.

After being silent for a long time, I finally let go, but I didn't dare to look into Ling Yinhan's eyes. I lowered my head slightly, enduring all the sad emotions and said: "Okay, when you quit drugs and become the best in the world." After becoming the top singer, I will think about whether to forgive you."

Ling Yinhan came up to hug me, I staggered her hand, sniffed, and continued, "But before that, let's break up, don't meet, don't contact, when you do it I'll be back..."