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Shujin reached out and hugged An Yi from behind, put her chin on An Yi's shoulder, and said softly: "An Yi, I'm really not angry. I just love you. I know you miss Auntie and feel sad; I still love you. I feel sorry for you when you are sad, but you have to sit there with strength and eat carefully with us; I love you even more, sitting on the beach blowing the wind, drinking sadly; what I feel most distressed is when you see me coming, The momentary smile..."

An Yi listened to Shujin's warm whispers in her ear, her heart was wet, her eyes were also wet... She sat on the bed, hugged Shujin, and said in a low voice: "I'm really afraid that I made a mistake." Yes, you are angry..."

Shujin turned her face sideways, kissed An Yi's cheek, and comforted her.

An Yi smiled happily, she let go of her hand, straightened up, gently kissed Shujin's forehead, and said, "Shujin, go to sleep..."

Shujin nodded, she was really tired after a busy day...

An Yi turned off the light, and lay down on her side.With one arm around Shujin, facing Shujin, An Yi slept soundly...

The author has something to say: I have done a lot of psychological tests in a convulsion. Can the test comments help me understand myself better? Why do I always feel that it is not like me...

There are always too many things I want to do, but too little I can do. After two weeks of trance, it's time to wake up...

Hehe, by the way, yesterday was May 5th, I asked a gossip, hehe, did anyone lazily send a text message to the "her" in my heart at 20:13?

Hey, I'm a piece of wood, if others don't tell me, I don't even know what's going on... It's a failure, it's such a failure...

Chapter 43

In a blink of an eye, the two-month period Wen Ziru promised to Lu Jie was about to expire. During this period, Wen Ziru had more contacts with Lu Jie than before. Lu Jie wanted to ask several times, but she opened her mouth, but I couldn't speak again several times.

Lu Jie couldn't figure out whether Wen Ziru had forgotten, or whether her parents couldn't make sense, Lu Jie didn't dare to ask.Every time we meet tenderly, it is always in a hurry. If you ask this question, no matter what the answer is, you must let the atmosphere drop to the bottom.In such a rare time, Lu Jie didn't want to have silence or even quarrel for a minute, so Lu Jie kept holding back and didn't ask.

An Yi once asked Lu Jie this question inadvertently when she was having dinner with Lu Jie. Lu Jie just turned her eyes away and replied calmly: "I believe her..." This is what she said to An Yi, and it was her Tell yourself, trust her.

An Yi stared at her, the emotions contained in her eyes were too complicated, distressed, puzzled...

This love, up to now, may have hurt Lu Jie more than sweetness. The sincere smile on Lu Jie's face has gradually become a cover-up to cover up her sadness. She gradually fell silent... An Yi knew that Lu Jie was tired , but she knew better that Lu Jie was unwilling to give up.

An Yi couldn't say anything to comfort Lu Jie, couldn't say anything to make her let go and end it, the current Lu Jie, isn't she the same as she used to be.At least Lu Jie still had Wen Ziru's promise, and at that time, she didn't even know where Shujin was going, and she was unwilling to give up just relying on her own obsession, let alone Lu Jie at this time?

Because I understand, I feel more distressed.

An Yi leaned back on the chair, raised her head, took a deep breath, and said, "Lu Jie, you are tired, aren't you?"

Lu Jie looked at An Yi and didn't speak for a long time.

An Yi said in a low voice: "Lu Jie, we are friends who are closer than relatives, aren't we? Why don't you want to tell me and keep everything in your heart?"

Lu Jie smiled imperceptibly, with some joy and sadness: "I'm just afraid that my emotions will affect you, An Yi, the happiness of you and Shujin is hard-won, and you still have to pass the checkpoint. I hope you can deal with your current situation with all your heart, and get recognition and real liberation sooner..." After she finished speaking, her voice lowered a little, and her head lowered, as if she was speaking to herself: "It's liberation. , in this kind of love, our love is forever chained to the cross of family affection, we carry it forward and watch it getting heavier and heavier, the sinking makes love a little unbearable, cracks begin to appear, But there is nothing we can do about it. One day, when the peg is untied, it will be the day when love will be truly liberated. At that time, there will be no other love that can hold us back... If only family affection and love can have both."

An Yi held his chin with one hand in a half-clasp position, and kept rubbing the thumb of the hand he was holding with the other hand on the table.Lu Jie spoke very softly, but An Yi still heard clearly, she clearly understood what Lu Jie meant.Same-sex love is love tied to a cross. From the day they fall in love, they are doomed to bear this heavy shelf. The deeper the love, the heavier the shelf.On the road of love, the wind is strong, the rain is heavy, and the road is very rough. Two women, holding hands, stumble along the way, and no one is willing to reach out for a hand.Family affection stands on the opposite side of love, their beloved parents and relatives stand by the side of the road and watch, and even add another column to the already uneven road, watching them fall, watching them cry, watching them helpless, watching them Let them go forward stubbornly, hoping they will turn back.She and Shujin have also walked this road before. An Yi can't forget the days when she cried and her mother cried too. She can't forget the scene when her mother beat her and cried at that time. The sadness and guilt of my mother's low sobs, this love is more than just putting on airs... We all hurt the one we love, for that, the one we love more...

An Yi seemed to understand what Lu Jie meant. Just as Lu Jie couldn't tell her mother the reason why she hadn't found a boyfriend so far, if Wen Ziru didn't get a divorce, it was because her parents stopped her, or she couldn't say it out, or there was something wrong with her. A deeper reason.With so much confusion and trouble, how tired should Lu Jie be?

Lu Jie fell into her own emotions, and after a long time, as if she suddenly came to her senses, she raised her head and said to An Yi with a smile: "An Yi, you and Shu Jin must take care of your uncle and aunt, and walk happily all the way. I am better than anyone else. Everyone wishes you well..."

An Yi also smiled, and replied: "We won't let you down, Lu Jie, just let it be, don't think too much, make yourself too tired..."

Lu Jie nodded: "Well, whatever wil be, will be." After finishing speaking, she took a sip of a small bowl of soup, then raised her voice and said, "An Yi, it's all you, it's okay to bring up this topic." What, look, the soup is getting cold..."

An Yi smiled, and said aggrievedly: "I don't care about you..."

"Don't talk to me anymore, hurry up and eat, you are under the care of your wife now, it's rare for me to ask you out for a meal, don't ruin this table of good food..."

comfortable:"……"

In mid-September, An Yi began to plan to go out with Shujin during the November holiday. This was the first time that An Yi was interested in traveling on October [-] after graduating from high school.When she had time in the evening, An Yi actively searched for information. There were too many places where she wanted to go with Shujin, and the vacation was too short, so An Yi hesitated, not knowing where to put this first time.

Shujin took a shower and brought in a glass of milk for An Yi.

An Yi stretched out his hand and pulled Shujin over, motioning for Shujin to sit on her lap.Shujin looked at An Yi's slender arms and legs, but finally couldn't bear it, moved a chair and sat beside her.

An Yi watched Shujin's movements and laughed out loud. She liked to see Shujin feel sorry for her.She moved the screen, then pointed to those places and asked, "Shujin, where do you most want to go?"

Shujin pursed her lips and smiled, and said, "Let me take a look... Jiangnan water town, it's not bad... well, this ancient city on the border is not bad, hey, and this one is also not bad..." Shujin said a lot of "this Not bad...this one is also good..."