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However, it was too late.I love Huang Shiya, I can't bear her, I want to spend the last few dozen days with her.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I can't promise you."

With a "slap" slap, my mother hates iron and steel, "Do you have to be like this? Are you so unable to let go of her? Do you know how painful it is in my heart, do you have to beat me?"

My face was hot, but I didn't avoid it, I looked up at Mom, "I'm sorry, I really can't let her go! I'm sorry, Mom, I'm really gay."

"No, I won't allow it!" Mom almost yelled.

But I suddenly became calm, "Mom, I'm already 19 years old!"

"Your father will beat you to death if he finds out! Your aunt had her leg broken by your grandfather, do you know that!"

It turned out to be like this.No wonder my aunt left her last pen and threw it into the river.But, how could we go wrong!

"I'm not afraid, even if Dad wants to kill me, I won't give up!" Maybe this is love.I used to not understand those who sacrificed their lives for love, but at this moment, I am also willing to die for Huang Shiya.

"No, Qingshan, no, I can't let you do this. Maybe you are not at all, you are just curious for a while, I don't believe it, I don't believe you will be!" Mom kept shaking her head, as if she was muttering to herself.Also, in this world, how many parents can calmly accept that their child is a different kind!

"Mom, I'm really sad, I really love her! Please, please, don't stop me, don't stop me, okay? Okay?" I took her hand and knelt down, sobbing.

Mom also knelt down and begged me crying, "No, Qingshan, don't do this. You don't know what love is, and I can promise you everything else. Just this time, let her go and don't talk to her again. She's in a relationship, so don't go to school."

"Mom, don't bite me."

"Qing Shan, don't beat me either. If you decide to continue, then, then mother will have to die for you first." Mom said decisively.

"Mom!" I almost begged.

"Qingshan, can you promise mom?" Mom begged me too.

Our mother and I have come to the point of oppressing each other.

The plot of dog blood was staged on me, I just felt that I was crying so hard that my heart was broken and my voice was hoarse.I knew this scene would happen, but I didn't expect it to come so fast, so I was unprepared and caught off guard.

We hugged our heads and cried for a long time, and my mother and I kept confronting each other.I didn't agree to her, and she didn't agree to me, so they were deadlocked.

"I want to be quiet." The conversation didn't go on, and I hid in the room.Close the door, fall on the bed and cry loudly.Neither of us was wrong, but we tortured each other.On one side are my dear parents, on the other side is my beloved girl.How should I choose? How can I choose! Grievance, resentment, helplessness, despair, heartache. . . . . .

My senior year in high school was destined not to be peaceful, and I was destined to be miserable.

The word "death" flashed in my mind.Since I can't choose between the two sides, I can only give up myself.

I don't know how long I lay on the bed, and it was dark outside the window, and there was no sound outside.Oops, mom didn't go to school, did she?When I opened the door, I saw my mother was sitting on the sofa looking at my room.It turned out that she has been guarding me.Her eyes were also red. It was already night, and it looked like Mom hadn't even eaten lunch.There was a burst of distress in my heart, she is my mother.Since you are so worried about me, why not fulfill me?

"Are you hungry?" She asked me, her voice hoarse.It was as if his heart was being grabbed hard, his nose was sore, and he almost shed tears again.

I shook my head, not wanting to speak.Mom didn't say anything, and went to the kitchen by herself.

Dad came back to see that I was there, and asked me why I came back.Mom just said that I was not feeling well and went home for a few days.Dad saw that there was nothing wrong with me and would stay for a few days, so he planned to teach me again.Mom hurriedly gave him a wink, motioning him not to speak.The dinner table was very quiet, and my mother served me some vegetables and soup for me. I knew she wanted to make up for me, and she thought that my behavior was caused by her negligence.But I really didn't have any appetite, so I went back to my room after two bites.

I don't know what Mom told Dad, but Dad didn't continue nagging me, and didn't tell me to go back to school quickly.After being bored at home for a few days, I still didn't want to talk. I kept wondering how my mother knew.Could it be that Yang Yue said it? When I opened the drawer, I found that the diary was unlocked.That's it! Mom seems to have flipped through my diary.My feelings for Shiya are all recorded in it, no wonder!

I just blame myself for being too careless.Hurry up and hide the memory card in your phone.

The phone card has been taken away by my mother, and the network cable has also been unplugged.I felt like I was under house arrest.

I regret that I left without telling Shiya that day, we probably won't meet again.If there is an afterlife, I really want to meet you again.

Jump into the sea! Then no one will ever find me.I've always wanted to learn to swim, but never had the chance.Mom is watching me at home every day, and I don't have a chance to go out for a while, but I have decided to go this way anyway, and it doesn't matter if I live one more day or one day less.Think about my classmates who are still reviewing seriously.And I, will be completely freed.

When I woke up in the morning, my mother was not in the room and the door was open.Then do it today.I went out and hitchhiked in the car for a long time. I felt as if there was a car following me, but when I turned around, I found that there was no car. Could it be that there was still a little nostalgia in my heart? The scenery outside the window moved back row by row. Has disappeared.Life is nothing more than this, in a hurry, it turns out to be a dream.

I found a quiet place, and some grasses were trying to sprout, maybe it was too early, and there were still crystal dews.The willows were beginning to sprout, and the sky was a bright blue, which was fine weather.

Standing on a rock, there is a raging river under your feet.Close your eyes, bid farewell to parents, farewell to Shiya, and this world forever!

"Wait a minute!" Mom's voice came to mind.He opened his eyes and turned around to find that his mother was also standing on another rock.

Seeing it made me tremble with fear, "Mom, what are you doing?"

"I know you have been looking for opportunities these days. I can't stop you, and I can't lock you up forever. You dance, I will dance with you, you will become like this, I have inescapable responsibility, you are dead , I don't want to live anymore, I have no face to live. You dance!" Mom was very calm, I knew she wasn't joking with me.

"Mom, get down quickly, what are you doing!" I yelled at her vigorously on the stone.She is my mother, there is a child who can look at her parents like this and remain indifferent! I am afraid that she will really jump, and I am afraid that she will accidentally fall.This scene pierced my heart.

"Mom, get down quickly! Why are you bickering with me? Just pretend you never gave birth to me. After my death, my brother will definitely come back and listen to you. Mom, please forgive my unfilial piety. Go back quickly!" "I yelled at her like crazy.When the wind blows, she feels so thin, I am really afraid that the wind will blow her down.

"Are you jumping or not? If you don't jump, then I will jump first!" Seeing that she is really ready to jump.

My heart suddenly rose to my throat, and I blurted out, "I won't dance! I won't dance! Mom, I beg you, come down quickly, I won't dance!"

"Then you go down first." She was obviously relieved.

"Okay. Okay. I'm going down, come down quickly!" I cried so hard that I couldn't make a sound.

She came over and hugged me tightly, as if she wanted to rub me into her body, "Silly boy, I don't want to do stupid things anymore, silly boy!" She kept saying "Silly boy".

She was frightened by me, and I was frightened by her.I know she's pissing me off, but I can't help it!

"Mom, don't force me to leave her, okay, I promise you, I will never do stupid things again, please don't force me?" I cried and begged her.

Mom looked at me disappointedly, and went back to the room without saying a word.She was sad inside the house, and I was sad outside the house.