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If it was before, Meng Xiaofeng would naturally refuse, but now, even thinking of Dr. Chen's words, Meng Xiaofeng really dare not say the words of refusal to anger her.

No matter how good the blind date is, Meng Xiaofeng is not interested at all. Meng Xiaofeng needs to take into account Feng Qiu's mood, so he has no choice but to meet the blind date. After meeting, he has to find a reasonable reason to refuse.

The pressure was as heavy as a boulder, and the pressure on the heart made people breathless. Su Mubei's phone calls from time to time gradually became a source of pressure in Meng Xiaofeng's heart.

She was depressed all day, and her mentality was on the verge of collapse. She had never experienced this before, and the changes in her family made her completely at a loss.

"How is the boy I introduced to you before?" During the meal, Feng Qiu asked about the specific situation.

A little impatience flashed in Meng Xiaofeng's eyes, and he said perfunctorily, "It's pretty good."

"Since it's fine, why don't you contact him anymore?" Feng Qiu frowned, looking at Meng Xiaofeng, and said, "I just chatted with him, and he told me he sent you a message and you didn't reply."

The food in my mouth became dull because of this topic, "I just couldn't talk, so I didn't reply. I feel that I have nothing in common with him."

Seeing that her attitude was not bad, Feng Qiu loosened her frown, "People also have to pay attention to fate, it doesn't matter if you don't get along with that boy, don't force it."

Hearing this, Meng Xiaofeng suddenly felt relieved, and his mood relaxed a lot.

Meng Xiaofeng took a piece of meat and put it in Feng Qiu's bowl, "Don't talk about it, eat more dishes, and don't suffer from hypoglycemia again."

Feng Qiu ate the food Meng Xiaofeng brought, "Yesterday, your Uncle Huang introduced you to someone, so you can find some time to meet him another day."

As soon as the last one was solved, the next one came right away. Meng Xiaofeng was furious, but did not dare to attack, "Mom, I don't want to get married, I just want to live alone, so don't arrange this kind of thing for me again."

"What are you going to do if you don't get married?" She raised her voice suddenly, and her emotions became agitated in an instant, "Are you not getting married because you want Lao Meng's family to have no children and grandchildren? Will your father rest in peace when he sees you like this? There are three ways to be unfilial." , No offspring is great."

Meng Xiaofeng touched his forehead in depression, and comforted him: "Mom, I'll just say casually, don't get excited, Doctor Chen said you can't be angry."

"Knowing that I can't be angry, you keep saying such things to anger me." Feng Qiu glared at her angrily.

Meng Xiaofeng let out a long sigh of relief, and calmed down, "Okay, okay, I'll see you if Uncle Huang introduces you."

Seeing that Meng Xiaofeng agreed, Feng Qiu's excited expression eased down.

Meng Xiaofeng was running around on blind dates all day long, and after seeing this and that, he couldn't refuse Feng Qiu's request.

"Do you have any hobbies?" The handsome boy asked with a smile.

Meng Xiaofeng replied politely: "I don't have any special hobbies, I just like small animals, dogs and cats."

"Really," the handsome boy was a little excited, "I also like small animals. I have two cats at home. It seems that our hobbies are the same."

Meng Xiaofeng smiled far-fetchedly, took a sip of the milk tea in his hand as he walked, and didn't pick up the topic much, the handsome boy was not discouraged, and kept looking for topics.

The two were walking on the side of the road, the handsome boy asked Meng Xiaofeng and answered, and this way of chatting went on for half an hour.

Just when Meng Xiaofeng wanted to find a reason to leave, he happened to see Su Mubei who suddenly appeared by the side of the road.

Why did she suddenly appear here in City S? Meng Xiaofeng was very surprised, "Why are you here?"

"I miss you, come and have a look," Su Mubei set his eyes on the handsome boy and asked, "Who is this?"

Meng Xiaofeng was startled, he didn't know how to introduce him with a guilty conscience.

The handsome boy introduced himself very familiarly, "Hi, you are Xiaofeng's friend, right? I am Xiaofeng's friend."

Su Mubei smiled and nodded, the boy glanced sideways at Meng Xiaofeng, and continued boldly and shyly: "Of course, I am also very likely to be Xiaofeng's future boyfriend."

Hearing this, the smile at the corner of Su Mubei's mouth froze, and Meng Xiaofeng waved his hands in a guilty conscience, "No, that's not what I meant."

Meng Xiaofeng pulled Su Mubei's arm, turned his head to the handsome boy and said, "I'm sorry, my friend and I still have something to talk about, I'm leaving today, sorry."

Before the delicate boy could speak again, Meng Xiaofeng pulled Su Mubei away from here.

Meng Xiaofeng held Su Mubei's arm along the way, without saying a word, the atmosphere was silent and oppressive.

Su Mubei stopped, and the two stood on the side of the road. From time to time, vehicles passed by the side of the road and picked up the dust on the road.

Su Mubei stared at the person in front of him, and asked: Who is that person?You were on a blind date just now? "

"It's not what you think." Meng Xiaofeng scratched his hair violently.

"Don't scratch," Su Mubei grabbed Meng Xiaofeng's hand that was scratching his head, and said with a smile, "If you scratch again, you will pull out your hair, and it won't look good if you're bald."

There was a smile in the corner of her eyes, and she spoke in a joking tone, she didn't even need Meng Xiaofeng's explanation, she chose to believe it directly, for the trust she gave, Meng Xiaofeng felt ashamed.

"I was on a blind date just now," Meng Xiaofeng looked directly at her, "I have no choice, and I don't want to go on a blind date, but I really don't know what to do."

Su Mubei was startled, and it took him a long time to smile again, "It's okay, I understand you and believe you."

Meng Xiaofeng looked away, "Why do you trust me? I'm not worthy of trust. Also, why did you come here suddenly? Can you stop putting pressure on me? I'm really going crazy."

Just a word of understanding and belief turned into pressure, and Meng Xiaofeng was full of boredom and had nowhere to vent, so that Su Mubei's appearance did not make her feel happy at all, but rather irritable.

Meng Xiaofeng's attitude was not good, it could even be said to be bad, but Su Mubei and Meng Xiaofeng would never quarrel.

Because Su Mubei would always give in unconditionally, "It's my fault, I shouldn't have come here without telling you, I won't do it in the future."

Meng Xiaofeng took a step back and calmed down, "I'm sorry, I've lost control of my emotions recently."

The two walked to the rest bench by the side of the road and sat down. They were silent for a long time, and neither of them spoke.

Meng Xiaofeng looked at the passers-by in front of him, but his heart could not calm down.

"My mother suffers from depression." Meng Xiaofeng never told Su Mubei about this matter, until now he confessed.

Su Mubei showed concern, "Have you seen a psychiatrist? I know a famous psychiatrist..."

"Look," Meng Xiaofeng interrupted her, "She's in a serious condition and tends to commit suicide. I can't provoke her. In this case, I can't stimulate her because of you."

Hearing this, Su Mubei clenched and loosened her hands on both sides, she turned sideways and looked at Meng Xiaofeng beside her, with a calm expression that did not reveal any sadness or joy.

"So, you mean," she smiled slightly, "to give up on me?"

Meng Xiaofeng's heart was clenched tightly, and she was suffocated to the point of being unable to breathe when she heard the word "giving up", but she had no way to refute, so she could only bow her head and remain silent.

Feng Qiu's illness is a long-term tug-of-war, and it may take many years to recover. During the period when Feng Qiu is not recovering, it is impossible for Meng Xiaofeng to do anything against Feng Qiu.

Maybe they will continue to go on blind dates, and maybe even follow Feng Qiu's wishes to make a boyfriend, which is too unfair to Su Mubei.

So, in fact, he gave up. If love and family affection must be chosen, the latter is Meng Xiaofeng's final choice.

☆、Tear wet pillow towel

"I like you, and because I like you, I want to be with you," Meng Xiaofeng buried her head low, guilt welling up in her heart made her dare not look directly at Su Mubei, "but I dare not, I really did it several times I worked up the courage to tell my mother, but I just couldn't do it."

The cold winter wind made people shiver, and the hair on the forehead was a little messy, Meng Xiaofeng fiddled with it a few times in annoyance, "Li Shen broke up with Uncle Li because of his boyfriend, I heard the news at that time My first reaction was to be afraid, I don’t want to quarrel with my family to that point, and I can’t go to that point, my mother is not in good health now, and I can’t stimulate her..."

Listening to her inner thoughts, the corner of Su Mubei's mouth showed bitterness, "Is our relationship so embarrassing for you?"

"Yes, it's very embarrassing," Meng Xiaofeng said angrily, with red eyes, tears gathering in them, "I have to take care of my mother as well as you, I'm not that capable, I can't take care of so much, Ling Xu still You're right, I'm not worth your heart and soul to like."

Meng Xiaofeng spoke fiercely, but Su Mubei just sat aside calmly. Meng Xiaofeng's hard punches were like hitting cotton, and he couldn't use any strength at all.

Su Mubei lightly brushed away Meng Xiaofeng's wind-blown hair, smiled lightly, and said peacefully: "You can give up mine, it's not your fault, don't feel guilty."

"The most important thing for two people to be together is to be happy. I hope you will be happy. If separation can make you more relaxed and happy," Su Mubei paused for a moment before continuing with sobs after two seconds: "Then let's separate." , let’s be friends again, the most comfortable relationship, don’t feel sorry for me.”

The tears in Meng Xiaofeng's eyes burst out, one after another, and Su Mubei gently wiped them away.

Meng Xiaofeng was buried in Su Mubei's arms, tears dripping down his neck into his clothes, bringing a chill to the bottom of his heart.

The phone rang for a long time, I don't know how long it took, Su Mubei let go of the person in his arms, suppressed all emotions, "answer the phone."

Meng Xiaofeng wiped away the tears, and answered the phone with a sigh of relief, "Mom, what's the matter, why call me now."

Meng Xiaofeng suppressed his crying on purpose, but Feng Qiu still sensed something was wrong, "Why is your voice so hoarse?"

She pretended to be relaxed and replied: "It was windy outside, and I caught a little cold."

"You too, I don't know how many more clothes to wear when I go out," Feng Qiu scolded, "By the way, how is your relationship with that boy?"

"It's good," the tears slipped down again, and she quickly wiped them off the moment they fell, "It's good, don't worry."

"It's very good again. Every time you arrange a blind date, you always use these three words. I don't know what you are picking. You still have to try to get along when you are looking for a partner. How can there be so many love at first sight? You have to make good friends with them." touch……"

The phone call lasted about 10 minutes, and the whole process was about the blind date. After Meng Guangming passed away, Feng Qiu put all her thoughts on Meng Xiaofeng. She had an almost terrible obsession with Meng Xiaofeng's marriage and family.

After hanging up the phone, Meng Xiaofeng put the phone away, tilted his head and said, "My mother is urging me, I have to go home, do you want to go over and sit?"

Before Su Mubei could answer, Meng Xiaofeng shook his head, "Forget it, you can go back to S City."

Su Mubei hummed lightly, without much response, Meng Xiaofeng stood up and said goodbye, "Do you want me to see you off?"

Su Mubei shook his head and refused: "No, you go first, I still want to sit here."

Meng Xiaofeng raised his eyes to stare at her for a moment, then hurriedly avoided his sight after a moment, turned around and left as if fleeing, without looking back.

The people who left hurriedly walked, and Su Mubei stayed where he was, leaning on the rest bench and staring blankly at the people who left.

Watching, just watching like this, although there are no familiar people in that place long ago.

She put her hand on her heart and patted it lightly, as if she was a little out of breath and needed to pat it a few times before it could work again.

"As long as you are happy, as long as you are happy, as long as you are happy..." She kept repeating this sentence, her voice slowly began to choke.

"It's good to be happy..." Gradually clenched her hands, clutching the clothes around her heart, "But I will also be sad, what should I do when I'm sad."

Always with a smile on his face full of tears, in this strange street, he showed his unknown fragility without concealment.

The passers-by stopped. They looked at the crying man with his face in doubt, looked sideways and pointed, and then left. They finally disappeared at the end of the road, as if they had never appeared before.

Someone patted Su Mubei on the shoulder, and a pair of wrinkled hands handed over a tissue, "Young man, don't cry, just wipe it off."

Su Mubei's eyes were full of tears. She looked at the old man who handed her a tissue in front of her. The old man stuffed the tissue into Su Mubei's hand and asked in a soothing tone, "Broken love? Or have you been wronged?"

Su Mubei half-bited her lip until the skin of her lip was broken. She held the tissue tightly in her hand and turned her head, "It's okay, thank you."