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Su Mubei put down the bowl and chopsticks, "Auntie, I'm going to see Xiaofeng."

Feng Qiu nodded, Su Mubei stepped up to catch up, and outside the yard, he saw Meng Xiaofeng who was kicking stones with his head down.

Su Mubei stepped forward slowly, Meng Xiaofeng ignored her and continued to kick the stones on the ground depressed.

☆, falling apart

The midday sun was scorching, Meng Xiaofeng stood under the camphor tree, most of the sun was covered by the layered leaves, she was depressed, her head was buried low, and she kicked the stones by her feet from time to time, the stones rolled away with the kicking, Make a "click" sound.

Su Mubei stood beside her, holding her hand habitually.

Meng Xiaofeng held back the hand she held over, curled his lips and said, "I'm fine, but I just feel a little annoyed. Every time she calls me, she either talks about a blind date or wants to hold a grandson. Now it's hard to come back, but she still keeps pushing me." The constant urging made me unwilling to come back."

Su Mubei sighed lightly, tapped the back of Meng Xiaofeng's hand with his thumb, and comforted him: "You don't need to be so anxious about our affairs, it's not too late to talk about it when the time is right."

Meng Xiaofeng smiled helplessly and didn't speak any more.

There is no extra guest room in the family, so Meng Xiaofeng lived in the same house with Su Mubei as a matter of course.

In the middle of the night, there was an ambiguous conversation in the room.

Meng Xiaofeng pushed Su Mubei weakly, "My house's sound insulation is not good, so don't mess around."

Su Mubei bit her earlobe lightly, "You know that the sound insulation effect is not good, so you dare to seduce me on purpose?"

"I don't have it." Meng Xiaofeng gave her an angry look.

Afterwards, Meng Xiaofeng slept very deeply and had no dreams all night.

Early in the morning, Su Mubei was woken up by the bustling voices outside the yard, Meng Xiaofeng also half-opened her eyes, and she complained in a daze, "It's so noisy, it's so early in the morning."

Su Mubei pinched Meng Xiaofeng's nose and said with a smile, "It's time to get up too."

Meng Xiaofeng patted her hand away, and with a little sleepiness, she got up from the bed, opened the window and took a look outside.

A big red arch was built outside the courtyard, and the word "Daxi" was pasted on the door. There were many neighbors gathered around, everyone lowered their heads and laughed and chatted, the atmosphere was very lively.

"Is someone going to get married?" Meng Xiaofeng guessed to himself.

It is true that someone is going to get married, and the married person's name is Li Shen, who is another resident in the courtyard.

Li Shen had a boyfriend before, and his family couldn't accept the same-sex relationship. This matter caused a lot of trouble for a long time. Li Shen broke up with his family because of his boyfriend, and even broke the relationship between father and son.

The person who used to persevere to the end and refused to compromise is now married to a girl.

"It's not that I want to give up," Li Shen smiled bitterly, "He left first. He couldn't bear the pressure and broke up with me."

Listening to these words, Meng Xiaofeng lowered his head and sighed, "Then do you like the girl you married?"

"I don't know, I can't say I like it or hate it, it's just suitable." Li Shen held the corsage marked with the word "groom" on his chest, with no sadness or joy on his face, "Actually, many people just find a suitable person in the end. In this world, there are not so many lovers who end up getting married, and more of them leave with regret."

Meng Xiaofeng stared at Li Shen, pinched the hem of his clothes, his heart tightened for no reason as he said.

"Do you like that person?" Li Shen pointed to Su Mubei who was talking to Feng Qiu in the distance.

Meng Xiaofeng didn't deny it, but nodded frankly, "I've been with her for almost a year, I like her very much, and she also loves me very much."

Li Shen patted Meng Xiaofeng's shoulder, "Come on, don't follow in my footsteps."

"Of course I won't follow in your footsteps. She won't give up on me, and I will definitely not give up on her." Meng Xiaofeng affirmed swearingly.

But these vowed words have not been realized.

It was also that day that Meng Guangming's stomach trouble suddenly broke out, and he usually recovered with medicine, but he passed out from the pain that day.

Li Shen's marriage, the big happy event in the courtyard, Meng Guangming drank a few more glasses because of this, the person who was sitting well, suddenly fell down on his back.

Seeing this, Meng Xiaofeng hurried forward. She panicked and shouted, "Dad, Dad..."

No matter how much he shouted, there was no response, Meng Xiaofeng was so anxious that he almost cried.

Su Mubei calmly called an ambulance and sent Meng Guangming to the hospital in time. On the way to the hospital, Su Mubei held Meng Xiaofeng's hand tightly and comforted him in a gentle voice: "Don't worry, it's fine, you'll be fine when you arrive at the hospital." It's..."

The rescue was timely, and although his life was saved, there was a bad news in the diagnosis notice. The gastric cancer was in the advanced stage, and the condition had reached the point where it could not be cured.

The illness came like a mountain, and the person who could talk and laugh a few days ago was lying in the hospital wearing a respirator, so weak that he couldn't even speak.

Su Mubei stayed in T Town for a whole month. She was worried about Meng Xiaofeng, so she was reluctant to leave, but the company's affairs piled up, and she had to leave after a month.

At the train station, Su Mubei looked at the person in front of him worriedly, "I'll be back as soon as I finish handling the company's affairs, don't you..."

Meng Xiaofeng pulled a far-fetched smile and interrupted: "I'm fine, you can go back at ease, I will take care of myself."

Su Mubei gave some worried instructions before turning around and getting on the train. The train started, and Meng Xiaofeng squatted on the ground, his pretended strength collapsed in an instant.

Because of Meng Guangming's illness, Meng Xiaofeng never left Town T again. She quit her job in City S, because Meng Guangming's condition was so serious that he might die at any time.

During that time, every day was very depressing, Feng Qiu shed tears every day, Meng Xiaofeng was in a daze all day long, and the sudden illness swept away the originally harmonious and happy family in an instant.

"He used to say that his stomach was uncomfortable every day. I always thought it was just an old problem of your Meng family, and I didn't bring him to the hospital for an examination. It's all my fault, it's all my fault..." Feng Qiu beat his chest vigorously, weeping with remorse .

Meng Xiaofeng grabbed Feng Qiu's chest-beating hand, "Mom, it's not your fault, don't blame yourself."

Within three months, Feng Qiu lost several laps of weight, and Meng Guangming's condition took a turn for the worse. After three months of hospitalization, he breathed his last breath in the hospital.

During the days of the funeral, Su Mubei rushed back from city S, but Meng Xiaofeng couldn't have a good word with her.

Meng Xiaofeng hesitated again and again, and made up her mind: "Dad is gone, Mom is alone now, I can't just leave like before, I think," she half bit her lip, "I think, I will always stay in t The town will not return to S city."

Su Mubei's eyes were dark, and a little lonely flashed, but he didn't say much, nodded and said: "Well, I understand, you can stay here and take good care of Auntie."

The two had no conflicts or disputes, they just suddenly felt that the relationship was a bit distant.

In the beginning of the long-distance relationship, we often exchanged text messages and phone calls, but as time passed, the phone calls and text messages gradually decreased, and sometimes we only talked on the phone once a week. In the past, there were always endless topics to talk about, but now there is nothing to talk about. The relationship seems to be getting worse. farther and farther.

Meng Xiaofeng didn't know what the problem was, Su Mubei was still the same as before, caring about herself all the time, she was as considerate, gentle and impeccable as always.

It's just that Meng Xiaofeng suddenly changed.

Meng Xiaofeng looked at Feng Qiu who was getting thinner day by day, and at this mother whose spirit became more and more sensitive because of the loss of her husband, she hesitated, flinched, and wavered.

The sworn promise fell apart step by step.

……

"I used to always send text messages to Meng Xiaofeng with a mobile phone. Why haven't you mentioned her in this period of time? Did you quarrel?" Ling Xu asked curiously.

Su Mubei shook his head, "No."

"No?" Ling Xu twitched the corners of his mouth, "Without your expression, I'm depressed."

Su Mubei turned off the computer and stood up from the desk. She walked to the balcony and looked down at the cars passing by downstairs. "Her father passed away some time ago. She is in a bad mood."

Ling Xu curled her lips, "I can understand that she is in a bad mood, but I can't understand that she left you alone."

Ling Xu stood beside Su Mubei, sighed and continued: "I heard you calling her before. You said you were going to visit her in T Town, but she found a reason to refuse. You find a topic to talk to her, and she He didn't answer at all, so cold that I wanted to hang up the phone for you."

Su Mubei frowned, "You overheard my phone call."

Ling Xu shrugged, "You don't care if I'm eavesdropping, anyway, what I'm saying is the truth, she's obviously playing cold war with you."

cold war?Su Mubei's frown became tighter because of these words.

There was indeed something wrong with Meng Xiaofeng during this time, Su Mubei only thought that she was too sad, and always understood and comforted her, and never thought deeply about other reasons.

"I didn't quarrel with her. There is no cold war or not."

Ling Xu sneered, "Then who knows, if she wants to break up but can't find a reason to say it, she can just play the tried and tested cold war. Although this breakup method is bad, it is very effective."

Su Mubei closed his eyes when he heard the words, and opened them a few seconds later, "You can help me buy a plane ticket to T town tomorrow. There are no direct planes, and I can also buy a transfer ticket for me."

"I'm also the second in command of the company anyway, things like buying air tickets..." Ling Xu closed his mouth knowingly when he met Su Mubei's unrefusing eyes.

"Okok, I'll buy the ticket for you right away, who asked me to be your personal assistant." Ling Xu bit the word "assistant" very hard.

Su Mubei was so preoccupied that he didn't want to talk to her. Su Mubei sat back at the desk again, but he didn't want to deal with any work.

Although the transfer was a little troublesome, the advantage was that it was fast enough. Su Mubei didn't tell Meng Xiaofeng that she would come to town T today, but came straight over.

In the past few months, the relationship between the two has been lukewarm. Su Mubei asked to come to see her several times, but she would find various reasons to refuse, and the relationship became more and more distant.

Listening to Ling Xu's words yesterday, Su Mubei felt uneasy, as if he had to meet him immediately to be at ease.

But on this side, seeing it is worse than not seeing it.

They broke up, and three days before the Spring Festival, they had just been in love for a year, and they broke up with the cold wind in the south.

So plain and peaceful, separated in just a few words.

☆, give up

After Meng Guangming's death, Feng Qiu has been depressed, no matter what she does, she can't cheer up, and she is depressed all day long.

For many years, Meng and Feng have been very affectionate. Meng Guangming has doted on Feng Qiu for more than 20 years. The husband and wife have always been inseparable. Feng Qiu couldn't accept it at all.

She kept thinking all day long: "I killed him, if I had realized earlier and taken him to the hospital for examination earlier, maybe it wouldn't have deteriorated to that extent, maybe he wouldn't have died, everything it's all my fault.

She was immersed in self-blame, and threatened several times that she would commit suicide to stay with Meng Guangming, and she kept losing weight without eating.

Meng Xiaofeng was very anxious, and stayed by her side every day, persuading her to eat and telling her not to be too stubborn, but the effect was not significant. A few days ago, Feng Qiu fainted and was sent to the hospital because of hypoglycemia due to not eating.

Meng Xiaofeng had no choice but to seek professionals for this kind of psychological problems. Meng Xiaofeng invited a psychiatrist, and the psychiatrist helped Feng Qiu for nearly a week. Also willing to take a few more bites, everything seems to be back to normal for a while.

"Mrs. Feng's mental state is very bad. Mr. Meng's death is a big blow to her, and the psychological treatment is very long."

Dr. Chen handed the medical records to Meng Xiaofeng, and motioned her to read, "It's resources! Sources! Rectification! Reasoning! Unknown! I don't know! She was moderately depressed, and I prescribed some antidepressants for her. Just pay more attention and don't irritate her."

Meng Xiaofeng looked down at the medical records in his hands, his brows and eyes were full of worry, "I see, thank you, Dr. Chen."

"You don't have to worry too much," Dr. Chen patted Meng Xiaofeng on the shoulder, "Psychologically, Mrs. Feng cares about her husband very much, and of course she also cares about you as a daughter. Psychological counseling is one aspect to help her divert her attention. Strength is also important."

With her father's death and her mother's illness, the atmosphere at home was very depressing all day long. Meng Xiaofeng was so worried that she didn't care about Su Mubei at all. When Su Mubei called, she dealt with it absent-mindedly.

Feng Qiu has not been immersed in the haze of Meng Guangming's death for a while, because she has started to make a blind date for Meng Xiaofeng, maybe this is also a way to divert attention.

"Old Meng's family has a single lineage. It's a great pity that he didn't see you get married and have children before he left." Feng Qiu shook his head and sighed, with a lonely expression. The top students who graduated from prestigious universities have one of the best jobs, so you just go and meet them and chat."