If Affectionate Unequal [Hollywood]

Nancy hesitated to speak, and finally left without saying anything, her whole face wrinkled.

Hopefully we can all be nominated successfully.

And I have made up my mind, no matter whether I win the prize or not, I will confess my love to her.

I want to hug her and kiss her and tell her I like her, I love her like Lily loves Rebecca.

It turns out I was lucky.In the following awards event, I also won some outpost awards.Female supporting role can definitely be nominated, and it is possible to get it.Angelia's female lead competition is more intense than mine. She has won the supporting role once before, and the female lead has been nominated twice, so she still has a good chance of winning the female lead award.

After successfully winning Otti, I am more confident. It would be even better if both of us can win the award. We will stand with her and stay in the history of Oscar forever.

I thought beautifully.

With this wish in mind, we went to the Golden Globes, the Screen Actors Guild Awards, the British Olympic Awards, and finally the Oscars.

Maybe it was because Total Eclipse of Heart was a big hit, maybe it was because of the relationship between Tom and Angie, we were in a good position, front row center stage, and I was sitting next to Angelia.

The host is Alan. She is very handsome in a white suit.

"When I first got an offer from the Academy many years ago, I was so overwhelmed that I almost had a knock out of my body, and I thought it was the 'God only gives one chance' thing."

"However, I didn't expect that I received a second invitation very soon. The first time is a stranger and the second time is acquaintance. Well, I'm not so flattered this time. After all, the human soul can't often leave the body..."

"Well... for the third time, I even feel that God has given me too many chances! Is he too idle!"

The audience burst into laughter from time to time.

In such a global live broadcast occasion, everyone is beaming and peaceful.There was always a slight smile on the corner of Angelia's lips, which was extremely beautiful.

We stand together to chat with industry colleagues and accept their compliments.

It’s like this in Hollywood. When the movie of Chong’ao is popular, your popularity will naturally come. What’s more, with Angelia’s coffee position, from the time we appeared on the scene to the break, there are directors, producers and actors who come up to chat with you. We exchange pleasantries.

Angelia obviously took care of me, let me join in the conversation, and praised me without hesitation.

I have a sweetness in my heart, let the expectation extend in my heart.

It would be great if I could win the prize, and I would have more confidence to find time to be alone with her and confess to her.

Sitting next to her, I counted the awards, Best Cinematography - Best Art Direction - Best Costume Design...

The winners on the stage spoke their acceptance speeches.My fingers were secretly digging at the clothes.

"What's the matter, are you nervous?" Angelia asked in a low voice.

"Ah...um." I whispered vaguely.

"Don't be nervous." She looked sideways at me with a soft smile.

I let out a breath slowly, I am not just nervous about the award, I have other things...

I glanced at the beautiful woman next to me.

Maybe I will be more confident after winning the award.

Finally got the supporting actress award.

I lifted it to my lips in one breath, feeling like a balloon about to explode.

Then collapsed in an instant.

--not me.

The winner is Glenn Close. She has had Otti four times, and each time she lacked a little luck. This time it is well received.I did a movie with her, she played my grandmother, and we got along pretty well.

Before she came to the stage to accept the award, she ran up to me and gave me a tight and encouraging hug.

She took the stage and was greeted with the first standing ovation of this year's Oscars.

Because when the winner speaks on stage, the camera will also scan other nominees for the same award.I had to keep a smile on my face and show a mature and professional appearance that I am happy to replace the winner despite being defeated.

Something in the depths of my heart dissipated all of a sudden.

If you don't get it, you don't get it.

To lose is to lose.

And it was still in front of Angelia.

Originally, we had a huge gap no matter from that level, but I wanted to use an award to give myself a little strength and work hard to bridge those gaps.

Originally, I made up my mind to confess whether I got it or not, but if I couldn't get it, I felt a lot of vain and lost confidence.Especially when she saw her own failure.

I was absent-minded for the next hour. There was no important award to be announced, and I couldn't laugh too much, so I just sat quietly with my head blank.

At this time, Angelia came over and patted me gently, "It's okay, you still have a chance in the future."

My eyes hurt, and I bowed my head in silence.

Angelia didn't seem to expect that I would be so disappointed. Her hand had already stretched out as if she wanted to shake my hand, but halfway realized something and then retracted.

The action is obvious.

She is worried about me.

My frustration was swept away, and I couldn't help curling my lips, smiling, and went to see her.As soon as the eyes made contact, the light in her eyes gathered and became brighter, and she smiled back at me, as if relieved.

I really want to hug her.

I still want to confess.

I was about to ask her if she could wait a few minutes for me to be alone with her when the Best Actress award was about to be handed out.

I have to sit down!

come on! Come on!

please please!

It's her it's her!

"And the Oscargoes to..."

——It was really her!

I screamed in excitement, jumped up, and hugged her sideways!

The audience applauded.

She gave me a hug with a chuckle.

"Great! Great!" I kept yelling, more excited than she herself.

"...Thank you." She patted me weakly, brushing the hair on my back with her palm.

I was too embarrassed to hold her for too long, watching her hug Tom, and her two sons, and then came to the stage to accept the award and give a speech.

"Thank you to the academy, thank you to the outstanding actresses who were nominated with me, it is my honor to be with you..."

I stared intently at her on the stage.

Today, she pulled her hair up and was still wearing a black dress. She really loves black so much.The diamond pendants on her ears made her whole body shine brightly, she was so beautiful.

"I also want to thank Tom, without you, this excellent movie would not be possible, and thank you..."

Her eyes cast down from above and focused on me, her eyes were both far and near, "...Ai'er."

Her eyes followed me, she was silent for about two seconds, and then she walked around, "Thank you my children, for always being with me..."

She said a few words to all the people who thanked her, but she only called me by my name.

And that stare, that two seconds of silence.

What does that mean?

My heart was pounding and my cheeks were hot.

Is everything silent?

I watched her take the award backstage.

It was the end of the awards ceremony, and I had no time to pay attention to the next few big awards, and it was over soon. I avoided those who still wanted to greet me, avoided my agent and assistants, and ran backstage.The newly released actor and actress is being interviewed by reporters.

I can only watch from afar.

Finally, when the interview was over, there was another After Party activity. Angelia was surrounded by people like stars.

She was surrounded, and her eyes seemed to search the side, and I suddenly lost the courage to go forward.

Standing there in the crowd, she attracted the attention of the audience.

But my light was too weak, and it was already dimmed before it could reach her.

A kind of panic and sorrow clenched my heart, making me unable to breathe and afraid to go forward.

A gloomy look.

Chapter 49 Chapter 49

I need 20 seconds of courage.

—— "We Bought a Zoo"

It is extremely beneficial to have Otti to expand an actor's resources.

In the months after the ceremony, I received a lot of scripts.I didn't pick up any of them.

Nancy also has no objection, I am 24 years old, I can no longer try various roles like before, I have to find the style I am good at, and strive for a more stable and better performance, I hope to be able to play again, so I choose the script now There are more considerations.

I didn't think about it that much, I was just simply not interested.

In the middle of the year, I finally completed my college credits, and after I got my degree, I was even more relaxed.

It's rare for me not to go out and stay at home.Unexpectedly, Dakota and her new boyfriend came to see me and made love to me in front of me, it was really upset.

"You should find a boyfriend!" she said.

With a stab in my heart, I rolled her eyes a few times, pushed her out of the room, and covered her face on the bed.