If Affectionate Unequal [Hollywood]

I sniffed and was about to speak when Angelia walked up to me and pulled me into her arms.

I was taken aback.

Tom reacted faster than me, "Hey..." Going through the script, "Angie, you can't hug her here..."

I couldn't see Angie's expression, only that he glanced at her and didn't protest anymore, "Okay, okay...you watch the acting..."

I was so startled by her sudden embrace that I didn't dare to move a bit, and I was able to distract myself-it seemed that Tom didn't have too many opinions on our acting after that intimate scene.

"Of course I like you, of course I love you..." Angelia stroked my cheek.

I am obviously a few centimeters taller than her, thanks to the flat sneakers under my feet, I can nest on the side of her neck, close to the pulse there, and listen to her magnetic and sexy voice.

She seemed to be panting slightly, as if there was a dark gurgle and a little pain when she spoke.

Soulful and touching.

She didn't call "Lily" as if she was really saying it to me.

Chapter 42 Chapter 42

Originally it should be called "Lily", why didn't she call it?

"It's just... I've passed that stage, I won't do it again, I can't give you what you want..."

She was short of breath, as if trying to control her inner emotions, "I'm sorry..."

I made up my mind and wanted to wake up from her words "Of course I like you, of course I love you" and let myself forget the illusion.

But I couldn't wake up, it was fine if she didn't hug me, but when she hugged me, tears flowed even more.Originally there was no such action in the script, but why did she choose to improvise like this...

I can't stand it.

Lily couldn't take it either.

How can you accept that the person you love hugs you and says such cruel things?

I struggled out of her arms, suppressed crying, and choked up: "I want this, if you can't give it to us, we will break up!"

Angelia's expression was shaken, as if she was suddenly hit by a stick and couldn't bear the pain. There was a slight flicker in her eyes, staring at me, and pursed her lips.

she is sad...

My heart throbbed with pain.

How could it make her sad...

Angie, Angie...

No no no no no this is Rebecca, Rebecca, this is Lily, Lily.

I couldn't bear it until my breath trembled.

"If this is what you want..." Angelia looked at me intently, with tears streaming down her face, she bit her lip subconsciously, as if she was trying to make up her mind, "I am with..."

I rushed over and hugged her, "I was wrong, we don't want to break up, I don't want anything..." With a panicked tone like drowning, crying like a child, I also shouted in my heart, I love this woman, what about me Whatever, I can't be separated from her, at least not at this moment.

At this moment, I forgot all the plot.

I felt Angelia hugging me back. She was stunned for a moment, then passively caught me, then hugged me tightly, sighed, and trembled slightly.

Her tenderness and forbearance broke me down.

I held her tightly, touching the pain and confusion in her eyes.

"I thought you...I didn't know you had thought so far, maybe...maybe..." She stroked my face, "I shouldn't..."

I didn't dare to listen to her anymore, desperately, grabbed the sudden impulse, and kissed her lips.

As soon as I touched her plump and sweet lips, I couldn't move.

From just now to now, I have been led by myself to act, and I don't even know who I am, but at this second I am a little awake.

Only Lily could kiss her, and it was Rebecca, not Angelia.

But at this moment, Lily didn't dare to let Rebecca say what they both obviously knew.From just now, I forgot the script and kept improvising, including going up to kiss her, Angelia paused slightly, and then kissed me back.

My heart skipped a beat.

Then I felt sad.

She was willing to cooperate with me.

This day is my home field.

There's a lot of drama on me.

Although Angelia's play is also very important, today's play needs me to lead the whole day.And it should be the day I have filmed the most crying scenes in the 20 years since I entered the industry.

Lily told Rebecca that day that although they hadn't broken up, they were obviously different, and the gap that had been torn apart could not be as complete as before.

She was young, valued and loved even more, and she didn't even care about her dancing. She quickly sank down and missed several important roles in a row. In such a competitive dance troupe, she was quickly accepted I have been warned several times and even received words of dissuasion.

Rebecca knows all this.

They would also quarrel, and the next second Lily would cry to make up, and Rebecca became more and more silent.

Finally one day when Lily returned to their residence, Rebecca's clothes were gone. She left the house to Lily and left by herself.The hospital also said that she had resigned. It was said that she had accepted an offer from another hospital and was leaving San Francisco.

Lily traveled more than half of San Francisco and came to her other home.

Standing not far from her home, it was already night. She hadn't eaten all day, but she didn't feel hungry. She looked at the lights in the room from afar, and she suddenly lost all her courage.

There's nothing more to understand, isn't there?

She has made up her mind.

Even if she tried to persuade Rebecca to stay face to face, it was impossible for Rebecca to look back, Lily knew that.

She just...wanted to see her again.

They didn't even say goodbye properly.

As soon as the camera moved, I stood still, just stood there, shrunk my shoulders, and clenched the corners of my clothes, time and time again, as if I was accumulating enough courage.

Suddenly, there was a faint sound of cars coming from the gate.

Someone is coming out.

I quickly hid aside.

It's the car she usually drives.

Her son was sitting in the co-pilot, and the two were chatting and laughing.gallop past her.

My chest heaved heavily. When passing by me, her gaze clearly passed over here, so short that it could be ignored.

But she obviously saw me.

Like seeing a stranger.

It was like we were strangers who had never met, never lived together.

I gritted my teeth, my breath trembled, and my heart ached so badly that I ran after him.

Tom was very strict with this shot.

What he told me is: the camera will start from my line of sight, and the passing car will be in slow motion for two or three seconds when it comes to me, and then my facial expression will be close-up, and then I will follow the car.

He didn't say how to run, how long to run, what expression to run with, all of these are up to me to comprehend, but I forget all these things as soon as I see that look.

I ran as fast as I could, my whole body was icy cold, like sinking into the bitterly cold lake, and there was only a little flame in my chest, which was to catch up with the car.

I didn't think about what I would say or do after catching up.

All I have left is this belief, to try my best to catch up, this is all my hope.

But no matter how hard I try, I can't catch up.

Finally, I fell to the ground and cried almost instinctively.

At this moment, I finally understand that everything is over.

I didn't care, sobbed, sobbed, cried tremblingly, and wailed loudly, like a big hole in the bottom of my soul.

The filming of this scene was very difficult, and at the end Tom cried "cut" while wiping his tears.

Tom: Beep.

Tom: Woohoo.

It was finally finished.

I was almost exhausted, and the effect was very good. Tom was crying and fell into the arms of the assistant director, sobbing, he came over and hugged me.

There was no other shooting task for this day, I just sat on the chair on the set to rest, my cheeks were stiff, and my eyes hurt.

I lowered my head, and the high heels appeared in my sight.

I looked up immediately.

I thought she was gone long ago.According to before, she left long after she left the show.

Angelia brushed her long hair and sat down beside me.

I pursed my lips, a little nervous.

She didn't speak, and I could only keep quiet.

From the corner of her eyes, her side face is exquisite, the tip of her nose is straight, the expression in her eyes is unpredictable, and her voice is soft.

Staff passing by gave us strange looks, but they politely stayed the course.

"You said—" I paused, trying to speak, "Why didn't Rebecca leave without saying goodbye? Does she really love Lily?"

Angelia seemed to have raised her lower lip, and she said softly, "What do you think?"

I murmured in confusion: "I don't know..."

"Maybe to her, Lily is nothing at all...at least not that important, otherwise why would she just leave...Lily is so much younger than her, it's just a relationship to her, so she You didn't think about their future, did you?"