If Affectionate Unequal [Hollywood]

I'm thinking, maybe I'm the only one who can't tell the truth from the fake.

She will play when she is out of the play, go back to her life, go back to her children.I was the only one still in the play, ignorant, worrying about gains and losses, and enjoying it as much as I wanted.

Chapter 41 Chapter 41

My guess was not wrong, Angelia did not stay on the set after several days of filming.The director called the card, she smiled and said "Thank you" to the staff, nodded to me, and left.

It seems to be back to the time when she filmed Maleficent, but her children were with her at that time.She obviously didn't bring her children with her in this play.

These scenes are very sweet with Lily and Rebecca.They date, get intimate, and Rebecca even gives Lily the keys to her house.

No matter how sweet the scene is, no matter how sparkling our acting is, when we call cut, all her emotions will be taken back, and she will become the polite and gentle person in the scene.

There is only one thing, I am sensitive to the fact that she treats me differently.

Her eyes began to be alienated, which is the normal way of getting along with the people she works with.

One or two greetings, polite and kind, nothing else.Without a gentle smile, without patience and tolerance, there is nothing. We haven't even been familiar with "Maleficent 1" yet.

I don't know if other people have noticed that we get along a little differently, but Nancy has noticed, "Hey, what's the matter? Why don't you cling to your goddess?"

"..." I pursed my lips and didn't speak.

Maybe after that scene, Angelia felt too embarrassed to face me.Thinking of it this way, I didn't feel any better, on the contrary, I was more embarrassed than sad.

It was rare for Nancy to soften her tone with such a dejected look on her face, "It's enough to film well, don't think about anything else."

It's useless to think about it, but I'm just thinking about it.

I know I like her, and I also know I don't stand a chance.

Lily was luckier than me, she was able to fall in love with Rebecca in the play.

She can love her with all her heart and act like a baby with her.She was able to rush to the hospital in one breath after being successfully admitted by the dance troupe, pretending to be her patient, throwing herself into her arms and screaming excitedly when she saw her, and then enjoying her smiling and praising eyes.

She can complain about Rebecca's cooking and then kiss her in the kitchen.

She was able to sleep soundly in her arms at night and drive her to work the next morning.

And I, every time after the show, I can only watch her leaving back...

The more involved in the play, the more trance will be outside the play.

Did I empathize because of the play, or did I act because I already had feelings for her?

I don't know, I can't tell.

And Angelia's distance after every play tells me: what's fake in the play is true outside the play.I should distinguish between true and false, and I should adjust my feelings.

I didn't dare to take the initiative to look for her anymore, I just looked at her silently and endured her alienation.

In contrast, the relationship between Lily and Rebecca in the play is getting more and more stalemate. She thought it was a one-night stand, and thought it was a short relationship. The young Lily gradually became dissatisfied, and she urgently needed to know that she was in Rebecca's heart. In the middle position, I want to have a future with her.

Rebecca cared about her and loved her, but never made promises to her.

Lily knew that she had a marriage. Although it was a marriage in name only, it also meant that Rebecca was not free.

She spends a few days a month with his son, a private time she doesn't allow Lily to intervene.

Lily felt pain, she was really in love with Rebecca, but the other party might not love her that much.

The young Lily was much braver than the person I played her. She started to attack, hint at her, and force her, but Rebecca kept avoiding her.

Until one time, Lily followed Rebecca and met her son.

Only then did Rebecca get really angry.

She returned to the residence without saying a word, and Lily felt a great deal of panic and grievance at the same time.

When Angelia is not smiling, her whole face is cold and indifferent. When she is not speaking, the corners of her eyes are covered with ice. How greedy she is when she is gentle, how heartbreaking she is when she is cold.

Although I know I'm not Lily, but just looking at her expression, I collapsed.

Especially when there were so many sweet moments before, I couldn't stand the sudden switch.And Angelia is not affected at all, she seems to become one with Rebecca in the play, changing as soon as she says.

I bit my lip, tears opened, she held her breath, held back her tears, didn't speak, just stared at Angelia so fixedly, trying to see her true heart from her face.

"I hope this kind of thing doesn't happen..."

Angelia finally turned her head to the side, and she looked straight at it. The ice in her eyes had not changed, but her tone had softened a little.

When Lily got along with her, she was pampered and used to teasing her, and she was usually pampered and proud when getting along with her, so naturally she couldn't accept her cold treatment. She caught the slightest softening and held on tightly, "I'm just like this Can't you see anyone?"

My tone is slightly aggressive.

Angelia frowned, and she looked back at me without answering.

I hold my head high, here Lily is bluffing, no, or in other words, her body language is tense and on the verge of collapse.

"What do you want to hear?" Rebecca said. Angelia's voice was low. Usually, this voice would say words that would tease her, sweet to her heart, but now it was very sad in her ears.

Lily suddenly lost her temper.

What's the point?

Isn't that clear enough?

Do you still think you are not embarrassing enough?

I really felt the overwhelming sense of powerlessness and sadness, and I rolled my eyes, "Okay, you don't need to talk about it."

I took a sharp breath, took another deep breath, straightened my head, and turned around.

The posture of a ballet dancer must be good-looking, not dejected.

"Lily..." Her voice was like water piercing stones, and it sounded as soft as before. Turning her back, she couldn't see her indifferent expression, as if she had returned to the past.

There was mist in my eyes, I stopped, and asked in a low voice, "Have you never thought about the future, about my future?"

After a pause, I turned around again, "The future of only the two of us..."

Angelia's green eyes were full, as if she had a thousand words to say.I have felt so many times before that Tom’s casting is so good. She is undoubtedly the most suitable person for the role of Rebecca. With a slight frown on her brows, a frown on her lips, and a flash in her eyes, she interprets such a complicated character vividly. .

A person like her is destined to be loved and hated.

She said: "I'm sorry, Lily..." She stood there, her tall and charming body was straight and thin, so beautiful that one could think of the warmth in her arms, and her words were thorns in the softness, when you were relaxing and indulging Immediately straight to your heart.

"If you want this, I can't give it to you," she said.

Lily's family broke up early, and all she wanted was to have her own home and build a home with her loved ones. After meeting Rebecca, she had already fantasized about their lives in the next few decades. That is to live happily together.

And now, the woman she loves so much in front of her says she can't give it to her.

At this moment, I felt a heart-piercing pain very clearly. The mist in my eyes formed and fell, and soon covered my face.

Angelia's shoulders trembled slightly, and her words were bitter, "I can give you everything except this..."

This person, people can't help but love, can't bear to complain.

"Why? You don't like me? Don't you love me?" I cried.

Angelia's eyes flickered, she stared at me, her plump lips moved slightly, but she didn't speak a line.

--what?

Tom poked his head out from behind the monitor, took a glance at the script, put it down, and reminded her, "Of course I like you, of course I love you...Angie?"

Angelia's eyes seemed to drift away for a moment, and then turned back to my direction.Even though we were not far away, her eyes gave me a feeling of being far away and weightless, as if she didn't want to say this, or she didn't want to say it to me.

My throat was blocked, and I could only stand still.

Maybe the line was too awkward for her.If it wasn't in the past, it shouldn't be, but since that scene, I can understand that she would mind and hesitate.

The atmosphere is a bit eerie.The weirdness that everyone at the scene could feel.

Tom looked at me, then at her, scratched his head, "You guys watch the show."

I lowered my head, the undried crystals fell down one by one, I reached out and wiped my eyes, I wanted to apply to the director for a temporary rest.