Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

It's hard to imagine that the decent middle-aged woman ten years ago, the middle school teacher with a good voice, would talk to me with such an old and dull voice ten years later.There were long stretches of embarrassing silence in our conversation, and there were too many things that were hard to say, and after speaking out, it undoubtedly brought Ling Chi-like embarrassment.Family ugliness should not be publicized, if I hadn't revealed my identity and let her remember our past.He also said that he was studying psychology, and he saw that Lin Yi suffered from mental problems, and hoped to do his best.Maybe this mother wouldn't tell me these things either.

Or maybe it's because the mother's fragile shoulders can no longer carry such a heavy family forward. For a long time, she has longed for someone who can share the burden. However, her husband fell ill and is still lying in bed. There was a big trouble, the whole family depended on her alone, she had no one to complain, until a familiar stranger like me suddenly called her one day, she would take the opportunity of not needing face-to-face, to make this paragraph too much The heavy past speaks to me.My relationship is neither close nor far, so there is no need for too many scruples, and the tone of my conversation with her is so gentle and persuasive, revealing a faint concern, this mother who was about to be overwhelmed suddenly found a vent, so that The heavy flood of stories drowned me in an instant.

Maybe I regret hearing such a story, maybe I don't, I don't know what I'm thinking at the moment.But this is not important anymore, I know that I am in a big trouble, my reason is seized by emotion for the first time and I cannot turn over, I let the inexplicable complex emotions control my heart.

Tonight, I fell headlong into the abyss, I hope I can climb up one day

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In March 2012, 26-year-old Lin Yi met a man with a successful career through the introduction of his parents.The man's name is Zhang Yucheng. He is two years older than her. He graduated from a famous American school. He owns an investment company with millions of income every year. He has a house and a car. He is tall and has a good figure. , full of masculinity, can be described as authentic tall, rich and handsome.

At that time, Lin Yi returned from studying in the UK and had just been working for a year. She studied accounting in college, and she had already obtained the qualification of an international accountant during college.After returning to China, he quickly joined a large accounting firm.

Both of them were born in economics, they are talented and beautiful, they are a match made in heaven, and they are from the same family. The old man has long intended to match the two.Lin Yi's father and Zhang Yucheng's father were old comrades-in-arms in the past, and now both work in government agencies.Lin Yi's mother and Zhang Yucheng's mother were colleagues at the same school.When Lin Yi first met Zhang Yucheng, he had a good impression. The two had the same interests and hobbies, and their views on many things were also very similar, so they got along very well.

Zhang Yucheng acted very gentlemanly, courteous, and very considerate. From head to toe, Lin Yi was very satisfied. After getting along for a few months, he decided that he was the one he wanted to marry.

It's just that occasionally Lin Yi also feels strange that this Zhang Yucheng is too good to be true.Although she doesn't have a rich love history, she also talked about a boyfriend during college. She understands that a man will inevitably have an intention to be intimate with a girl he likes. Maybe it's all normal.But she and Zhang Yucheng have been dating for more than half a year, and he has never even held hands, and has always been polite, which makes Lin Yi always feel separated from him.

But Lin Yi quickly fell into it. His gentleness and politeness are fatally attractive to a girl like Lin Yi who is very conservative in her bones.From Lin Yi's point of view, his reserved and every move exuded an extraordinary charm, which made her fall into the mud.

Lin Yi is not a very ambitious woman. Although she has a high degree of education and is engaged in an enviable good job, deep down in her heart she longs to be with someone she loves and who also loves her. Get married, get married and have children, and spend the rest of your life happily.She longs to be pampered, and she is very cuddly in her bones.

The progress between them was very smooth. At the end of 12, Zhang Yucheng proposed to get married. Although there was no very grand marriage proposal ceremony, he just simply said let's get married, but Lin Yi still happily agreed.

The two elderly people are very happy and are very concerned about the marriage, so all the arrangements are put on the agenda.

In May 2013, Lin Yi and Zhang Yucheng officially received their marriage certificate, and held a wedding banquet the next day.The day of the wedding was very lively, many people came, Lin Yi was so happy that she was dizzy, this was the most important day in a girl's life, today, she completed a gorgeous transformation.

On the wedding night, after the quarrel was over, Zhang Yucheng, who was drunk, took advantage of the strength of the wine to complete the ceremony of husband and wife with Lin Yi. For 27 years, Lin Yi has been guarding her body like a jade. Her boyfriend when she was in college couldn't help wanting her, but she flatly rejected her.Being extremely conservative in her bones, she hopes to treat this matter as a sacred ceremony, hoping to complete it on her wedding night.

However, her first time left a very bad memory.Zhang Yucheng was not gentle, on the contrary, all the politeness in the past seemed to disappear that night, leaving only roughness.She was in so much pain that she couldn't want to live, but he seemed to be venting his anger, and the strong impacts almost made Lin Yi faint.