Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

When I was 15 years old, I followed my father's job transfer and moved to another school. My parents said so. In fact, the root cause of this move is for my college entrance examination.

The girl lives in the building opposite the building where my house is located, and we go to and from school on the same road.I didn't notice her at first, she didn't stand out so much in the crowd.At that time, she was a little rustic, with short hair, tanned skin, and a baggy school uniform. When she walked, she always bowed her head and held her chest, with a slightly hunched back.After a period of time, I gradually discovered her. She and I took the same route to and from school. She always followed me, like a little follower.

So I made up my mind to find out who she was during a certain evening self-study, ran all over the classrooms in the entire junior high school, and finally found her in the second and third classes of junior high school.I caught a primary school girl and asked who she was, and then I learned her name——Gu Fan.

A very simple name, but unexpectedly it suits my heart.

I took a closer look at her, a slightly shy kid, but not out of place.He smiled when talking to his classmates, and his white teeth were still covered with steel braces for correction.She is unremarkable at first glance, probably because of her dark skin.But if you look closely, you can see that the facial features are very delicate and pretty.Especially the eyebrows and eyes, very heroic, exuding a boyish handsomeness.She is thin and tall, and at the age of 14, she is already as tall as me, and it seems that she will continue to grow taller from this posture.If she didn't have breasts, she would be more tall and handsome.

This child always follows me and doesn't come up to talk to me. Naturally, I can't take the initiative to talk to her.So this game of stalking and being stalked lasted for two years, and finally ended when I was a sophomore in high school.Because she and I officially met.

To be honest, at first I found out that she was really interested in her when she was with me, but later, because of my busy studies, I gradually forgot her from my mind, and when she suddenly appeared in front of me, I Haven't noticed her for over a year.

At that time, she no longer had braces, and for some reason, she was also hunched without breasts. She stood upright in front of me, tall and thin, like a small green pine.Her hair was a little longer, but not very long, with a small knot tied at the back of her head, and her skin was much fairer, as if she had grown out all of a sudden, and her eyes brightened instantly.

I sighed at the time, the changes in adolescent children are so obvious.

Originally, in my perception, her academic performance was average, she didn't seem to be a person with special abilities, and she didn't have a position as a student cadre.But this time, she was introduced to me as a new cadre of the student union, and a good friend of mine told me quietly that she is the latest liberal arts top student, and her grades are among the best in the freshman year.In addition, she seems to be a master of martial arts.

Afterwards, I gradually and naturally got in touch with her, because our family lived together, and we started to go to and from school together slowly.This child is very shy. When I talk to her, she always has a shy expression and is very serious. Sometimes I don't have the heart to joke with her.

In the winter when I officially met her, I received a gift from her on Christmas. She knew that I like butterflies, so she gave me a pair of very beautiful butterfly hairpins.Although I was happy, after receiving the gift, I always felt that something was wrong.I have always been sensitive, especially to the relationship between people, often too sensitive.From that time on, I gradually became aware of the special affection this child had for me.I really confirmed that she likes me on Valentine's Day in February next year, when the school was on vacation, I was nestling at home doing papers, and when I got up and went to the kitchen to pour water, I accidentally saw her standing downstairs from the window, looking up at our house .I was taken aback. I stood behind the window and looked at her cautiously. I saw her wandering downstairs of my house for a long time. It was a cold day, her hands were bulging in her pockets, as if she was holding something.With sharp eyes, I saw that she repeatedly took out something that looked like a gift box, hesitatingly, but never came up.In the end, she left and went home.

I still remember how I felt at the time, very complicated and weird inside.Some are unacceptable, but some unspeakable feelings, like joy, are not so repulsive.But I still feel that I should stay away from this child in the future. She may not be clear about her thoughts, but I can't blur this kind of thing.How can two girls like each other, that's so abnormal.

I have always been strong in action, so soon, this child with a high EQ sensed my indifference and alienation towards her, and she wisely kept a certain distance from me, not getting closer.But he didn't cut off the relationship with me, and no longer communicate with him.I looked at her restrained appearance, and at the same time I felt rejoicing, but a faint sense of loss surged in the deepest part of my heart. I thought it might be because I had been longing for love for too long. The ideal boyfriend, otherwise I will become abnormal and like girls.

In this way, the days gradually slipped away. I was admitted to the ideal university and went to study abroad.During that time, there was nothing worth mentioning, but I made a few good girlfriends who were very close, and I went to the library when I was interested, and I went shopping when I was interested, and I skipped classes together when I didn’t like the courses. Share embarrassing things about your boyfriends.I had a boyfriend during college, and as an advocator of ideal love, I still couldn't find that perfect man, but this boyfriend was not bad, at least he passed the exam.He was introduced to me by my roommate. He is a boy majoring in science and engineering. Although he majored in science and engineering, he has a literary style on him. He wears glasses and is quite handsome.Sometimes he is silly and cute, but he is always nervous towards me. I can feel that he likes me and spoils me very much, but unfortunately, I don't like him that much.