Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

I have been depressed for a long time, and when I said it now, the tears seemed to be opened, and the tears flowed down and wet my cheeks.Youyou probably doesn't understand why I cry like this at all, but this little guy knows to wipe my tears for me. Those little hands wiped my face, still babbling baby language, and my heart warmed , feeling comforted.

I wiped away my tears, took a deep breath and adjusted my mood, then put the little guy in the rocking bed, and said softly:

Youyou, maybe Auntie won’t see you anymore, it’s okay, even if I can’t see you in the future, Auntie will bless you and mother in a distant place, you must live happily ever after.

I think this is the last sentence I leave for Youyou, even if she doesn't understand at all, I will say it.

I opened the door, went into the bathroom, washed my face, stared at myself in the mirror, and made sure that Lin Yi would not see anything, and then walked out of the bathroom.

As soon as I went out, I saw Lin Yi standing at the other end of the corridor, looking at me with his hands down, without saying a word.I froze in place, not understanding what she meant by that. It was already dark outside, the lights in the house were not turned on, and the corridor was even darker. I couldn't see her face clearly.

The meal is ready, let's eat.She said, her tone was calm and nothing special.

good.I answer.

I sat next to her at the round dining table. There were two dishes and one soup on the table. The dishes were very simple, but exuded a strong aroma.She added a bowl full of rice to me, and I held the rice, but I had no appetite at all.

Eating it was so tasteless, I felt like I couldn't even taste the food.It's rare that she cooked such a meal for me, eggplant, tofu, these are my favorites, why doesn't she even let me taste the taste?

The atmosphere on the dining table became more and more condensed, Lin Yi ate in silence, and it didn't look like he was tasting delicious food.The two of us didn't say a word, the atmosphere was indescribable, as if we were having the last dinner together before going to the execution ground, after which we would say goodbye forever.

Why, why is it such a torment? Maybe I shouldn’t have come today. It’s better to just break up and leave outside the court just ten days ago. See you no more.But now he is facing such embarrassment again, tormenting his heart.

After I ate half a bowl of rice, I put down my chopsticks. I really couldn't hold on.I felt like I was suffocating, the air was so condensed that I couldn't breathe.

Don't you want to eat? Why do you just eat so little? Is it because I cooked the food that it didn't suit your appetite? She put down the bowl and chopsticks and asked.

no.I shook my head, my stomach felt a little uncomfortable today, and I couldn't eat.

Let's drink some soup. I have stomach medicine at home. I'll get it for you.she hurriedly said.

No, no need.I raised my hand and refused.

She didn't listen to me, served me soup, and then went to get the medicine.When she rummaged through the box and brought the medicine, she found that I hadn’t moved at all, and the bowl of soup was still on the table. She asked again:

Is the pain severe? Take your medicine quickly.I'll pour you some water.

It's really not necessary, it's not very painful.

Then drink the soup to warm your stomach.

I just shake my head.

Lawyer Gu's soup is lotus root soup, and she seems to continue to persuade me to nourish my stomach.

Lin Yi! I stopped her from going on like this, with anger in my tone, I said no!

She fell silent and stood quietly by the table.I took a deep breath, not daring to look at her, so I closed my eyes and said:

Lin Yi, I have something to tell you.

I do not want to hear.she said.

It seems that she knows what I want to say, from the moment I put down the bowls and chopsticks, even when I stepped into the door, she has known it, so she has been using all kinds of polite words to stop me from speaking.

Hehehe I smiled wryly, and said: You, don't you even give me a chance to speak?

She stopped talking.

I stood up, faced her face to face, and finally got the courage to look into her eyes, but she staggered her eyes, stopped looking at me, tilted her head, and stared at the corner of the wall.

Whether you want to hear it or not, I am here to say these words, you have the right to listen, after listening, I will give you the right to judge, you can do whatever you say, I will never resist again.

Lawyer Gu, this is not a court, and I am not a judge.she said.

You are!

I'm not!

Who are you!

She was angry, and I was also angry. She grabbed the medicine box on the table and threw it on me, then stepped sideways and quickly, intending to escape.The pill box fell to the ground with a thud. I turned sideways and reached out to grab her arm. She was brought back by my strength and crashed into my arms.She shook her arm vigorously and said angrily:

you let me go!

I won't let go! I stretched out my hands to wrap her around her, confining her in my arms.

She started to struggle, I pushed her hard against the wall, resisted, but because I was afraid that she would hit her head, I used the back of my hand to cushion her head.