Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

When the door opened, my heartbeat stopped for a moment. She was wearing a light-colored home dress, with smooth black hair, and she appeared in front of me so tenderly and beautifully, which made me instantly stunned.There was a scent wafting in the room, far from the strange smell I smelled when I first came here.It was the smell of cooking, and she still smelled of oily smoke, with her sleeves rolled up, she was obviously cooking.

Lawyer Gu, why are you here now? Come in.She smiled at me faintly, bent down and prepared slippers for me.But the words of Lawyer Gu instantly hurt my heart.

I silently changed my shoes and entered the house, and she started to greet me, her attitude and behavior were far more than normal, and she was even more amiable than the average host's hospitality.

Please sit down, you must be thirsty all the way, what would you like to drink?

Don't bother, just boiled water is fine.I said, and then slowly sat down on the sofa.When she first came to her house, she sat in this position in a daze, but now it's me.

After a while, she came over with a glass of white water, smiled apologetically at me, and said:

Sorry, I am cooking here, and there is a smell in the house.

Don't worry about mine, you're busy with yours, I'll just wait.In fact, there is nothing wrong, just send a document, and I will leave in a while.I hurriedly said, but my heart was very tormented. I mustered up the courage to come in, but now I saw her but I wanted to shrink back. I couldn't say those confession words at all. I really just want to escape now.

How can this work, please come, you can at least stay for a light meal.She said, and then said: Ah, I forgot to ask, do you have anything else tonight? If so, then I will not delay

No! I rushed to answer almost subconsciously. She was stunned by my strong reaction. I realized that I was acting too violently, so I could only whisper in a low voice: No, I'm free tonight.

okay.She lowered her head, remained silent for a moment, and said, "I fried eggplant and roasted tofu with minced meat. The craftsmanship is not good. You can eat some while you're alive. I'll treat you to dinner next time."

I shook my head quickly, but my heart was terribly sad, I just felt like I was being so polite to her, tears were about to fall.

Then you sit down for a while, I will cook, and it will be fine in a while.

Um, ah, I'm here to help.

No need, it will be fine in a while, there is no need for guests to help.She hastily refused, brushing away the drooping hair, looking a little flustered.

Oh well.I slowly clenched my fists.

She turned and walked towards the kitchen. I gritted my teeth and called out to her:

Lin Yi!

Huh? She turned to look at me.

Er, the courage slipped away again, and I changed my words: I'll go and see Youyou, is that okay?

Of course, she was in the back room.This little guy should still remember you, she is smart.There was joy and pride in her words. Although I was very entangled in my heart at the moment, I was also infected by her emotions, and a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.She stared at me for a while, then turned around and went into the kitchen.

I stood there stupidly for a while, sighed deeply, and walked to the back room.

☆、Chapter 18

The little cradle chuang once stayed in my bedroom for a month, and now, I saw it again in Lin's house.The little one is in the cradle bed.Now she is very sober, very lively, babbling, patting and entangled with each other with her chubby little hands, and she doesn't know why she is having so much fun.

The little guy saw me, staring straight at me with big black eyes, she should have recognized me.Immediately, those little fleshy hands reached out to me as always, she always begged me for a hug like this.I liked this child so much that it was hard to refuse her request, so I took her out of the cradle bed.The little guy hugged my neck with his arms, drooling, and looked at me with a cute face, speaking a baby language that I couldn't understand, babbling, as if calling me.

I put my forehead against the little guy's forehead and whispered:

Hey, Youyou, do you know, I like your mother very much, I want to spend my whole life with her, take good care of her, take good care of you, watch you grow up, grow old with her.But Youyou, what should my mother do if she doesn’t like me? My mother and I are both girls, and my mother thinks it’s wrong and bad for two girls to be together.I'm so sad now, Yoyo, I'm so sad

The little guy blinked his big eyes and looked at me ignorantly. She didn't know what I was talking about, and I could only say these words to such a little guy who didn't understand anything.I really feel so useless, I can't even say "I love you, stay with me". I couldn't say it ten years ago, and I still can't say it now. Could it be that I and her are really just destined to pass each other? ?

Youyou, what do you think I should do? Should I say it or maybe not, I can still leave some room for it, maybe I can come and see her again in the future.But if you tell me, what room do I have to see her again in the future? The senior sister said that I should forget her and don't see her again, but I can't do it. Every night, I close my eyes and see her. Youyou, what should I do? ?