Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

She was babbling, and listening carefully, she seemed to be saying something like dirty and clean.

I know that she is suffering from obsessive-compulsive disorder again.

What was it that provoked me? I was a little annoyed, and thinking about it carefully, it was around noon when I accidentally cut myself that stimulated her.She had committed suicide by cutting her wrists before, and seeing such a bloody scene, she would definitely have a reaction.But why did she start washing her hands? I remember that in Lin Yi’s medical record, there was no such compulsive symptom as washing hands. She would only turn on the TV to change channels, and kept counting the floors below the building, or counting the steps at the top of the stairs. number.

According to the analysis my senior sister gave me, there is a reason for Lin Yi's compulsive symptoms. She turned on the TV to change channels to divert her attention, and the culprit was her daughter Youyou.Yoyo's crying sounded like a nightmare to her, so she would turn on the TV, turn it up to the max, and switch channels.

And she counted the number of floors of the building because the idea of ​​jumping to suicide appeared in her mind more than once, but when she was still in the moment of hesitation, she had to divert her attention and start counting.

Counting the number of steps is because Lin Yi once had a very painful experience.She once tried to bring Zhang Yucheng back.That night she sat in the corridor of the apartment where Zhang Yucheng and his boyfriend lived together, and sat all night.Since then, the stairwell has become her nightmare. Whenever she sees the stairs, she must start counting to divert her attention.

So now that she has started washing her hands, what is she trying to divert her attention from? Is it to divert her attention from cutting her own wrist?

Because of the lesson from last time, I dare not interrupt her immediately.Instead, he walked to the outer hall, got his mobile phone and called his senior sister.

I briefly explained the situation to my senior sister, who thought for a moment and said:

She should indeed be diverting attention from the wrist-slitting suicide, which was also the case when she slashed her wrists and killed herself that night.Her mother said that she stayed in the bathroom for a long time. She went in to take a shower, but she didn't know that it took two hours after she went in.When her mother realized something was wrong, she opened the door and went in to see, only to find that she had cut her wrist.It was a razor her father kept in the bathroom.

I asked about the situation in the bathroom at that time in detail. Her mother's memory was not clear, but she only remembered that there was water running and the faucet of the sink was on.Lin Yi didn't have any clothes on, she was dripping wet, and her skin was red from rubbing herself.The strange thing is that the shower above the bathtub didn't show signs of being turned on, and Lin Yiren didn't fall by the bathtub, but knelt by the sink, with his wrists under the water all the time.The ground was wet, full of stagnant water mixed with blood.Her mother said that Lin Yi has always taken a bath very slowly, usually taking an hour.That night because she was taking care of the child, she didn't pay attention to Lin Yi's movements for a while, and it was too late when she found out.

Combined with the scene you saw today, I restored the scene in the bathroom that night.Lin Yi should have gone in to take a shower, and after taking off her clothes, she saw herself in the mirror, and remembered her and Zhang Yucheng's shameful experiences on the bed several times in her mind, and suddenly felt very dirty.Seeing the bathtub, the thought of cutting her wrists came to her mind.She knew that was not good, so she decided to divert her attention.She opened the sink and began to wash her hands desperately, muttering words like 'dirty, just wash it clean'.However, washing her hands soon couldn't completely divert her attention, so she began to pour the water from the sink on her body, and began to wash her body desperately.

However, even scrubbing her body could not make her forget, and she fell into great terror.Finally unable to bear it any longer, he found a razor and cut his own wrist.

I felt extremely uncomfortable, gritted my teeth, and asked:

Senior sister, I remember her mother told me that she cut her wrist in the bathtub, and the bathtub was full of blood. Is your guess reliable?

Her mother was overly frightened at the time, her daughter was sent to the hospital, and she herself was seriously ill. It is not surprising that the memory is biased, and when she describes it to you, it will not be so accurate. Maybe she just said wrist cutting and a lot. Blood, you just made up the blood that Lin Yi cut his wrist in the bathtub, and the bathtub was full of blood.After all, it is rare to cut your wrists by the sink, but it is very common to cut your wrists by the bathtub.Otherwise, it would be impossible to explain why Lin Yi cut his wrists suddenly after taking a good shower.No matter how serious the mental illness is, there will always be warning signs before committing suicide.

In short, all the obsessive-compulsive disorders related to her suicide are very dangerous, this time is more dangerous than switching on the TV some time ago.It is easy to stop turning on the TV and changing channels, but it is difficult to stop this kind of obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Why? The sound of running water is still ringing, I am restless and anxious, my brain has given up thinking.

The senior sister explained calmly: You think, you interrupted her to change the channel, what is her next move? It is to go to the kitchen with a murderous look to get a knife.What does this mean? She turned on the TV to change the channel to suppress her urge to kill people with a knife. She wanted to kill her daughter more than once, or maybe it was Zhang Yucheng.This is an act of hurting others. It is not difficult to stop it. If you see the signs, you can stop immediately, and her sanity will return soon.