She is playing tricks on me again today (gl) + episode

Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah! ! ! ! !

Why do I have this dream?

I might actually be gay, it's so abnormal.

June 8, Wednesday, sunny.

I dreamed of her again, and it was even scarier than the previous ones. I dreamed that I put her on a leash and locked her in a big manor. , and did a lot of excessive things to her.

If I had known earlier, I would not have checked those messy things online.

I went to the library with her in the afternoon, I didn't even dare to look at her, I felt very sorry for her.

I'm sorry, Fang thought, I'm really sorry, I will definitely not dream of you next time.

June 8, Friday, sunny.

School will start tomorrow, but I'm a little scared. I've made up my mind not to dream about her again, but recently my dreams have become more and more frequent and terrifying!

If she knew that I had raped her so many times in my dreams, she would probably be so scared that she would never talk to me again.

Oops, I remembered the dream last night again, and I even clearly remember the feeling of my fingers inside.

How to do?

I think I'm going crazy!

Fang thought, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! ! !

I really didn't intend to have this kind of dream, but I really can't control myself, I can't control my head!Why does it always dream and always dream!Really annoying!

I will try my best next time, try not to dream.

sorry……

Fang wants to...

i really hate myself...

Sunday, September 9, sunny.

Today she came to my house to play, and we played backgammon together, she was always cheating, she was very ladylike in front of others, but she was never shameless when she came to me.

She was lying on the bed, I was sitting, her neckline was a bit low, she was still not aware of it, I could see it clearly, she was still holding my hand in her arms, not allowing me to block her piece.

She hugged her too tightly, my hand touched her directly, it really touched her directly, nothing separated me!

I feel like my hands are burning like hell, and my heart is beating so fast I can't stand it!

I was suddenly very scared, and I had the urge to grab her hard and push her down to block her thin lips.

I quickly withdrew my hand, pretending to be very angry to cover up, afraid that she would find out, and also afraid that she would hear my abnormal heartbeat.

She thought I was really angry and apologized to me quickly.

This is her that no one else has ever seen before. She is cute and cute, and she always smiles at me flatteringly. The way she knelt on the bed and rubbed her hands deliberately like in TV dramas and shouted "Linlin, I was wrong" made me more and more The more I feel palpitations.

She has no idea how cute she is.

She didn't even know the terrible thought that popped up in my mind at that moment.

I feel sorry for her, and I also feel that I have defiled her, and I am so disgusted that I want | yín my friend!

What to do, what should I do?

I'm really afraid that one day I'll get hotheaded and do something irreparable.

January 10, Tuesday, sunny.

During the National Day holiday, I lied to her that I went to grandma's house, but she didn't come to see me.

It is better for me to keep a distance from her in the future.

But I still dreamed about her last night.

In the dream, I am getting worse and worse, but in the dream, she is getting better and better. No matter how I treat her, she always smiles at me.

She laughed when I kissed her, she laughed when I touched her, she laughed when I licked her, she smiled when I raped her.

Those thin lips are so beautiful when hooked up, the tip of the tongue is bright red, the lips are bright red, the teeth are small and white, I don’t know how to describe them, I just want to kiss her, bite her, and the tip of my tongue slides over every corner of her mouth , swept her teeth, then bit her lip, and the slippery tip of her tongue.

I don't know what kissing is like in reality, but in my dream I forbid her to close her eyes, I like to watch her beautiful phoenix eyes look at me wetly, as if she just passed through the clouds, I The more he kissed her, the more moist the eyes became. In his dream, he could vaguely hear her humming slightly hoarsely. That voice was really nice...

God! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

How can I think of this again, I'm so disgusted! ! !disgusting! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Do not think!Can't think about it!Don't think about it!

Liu Yulin, you are disgusting!

Why don't you die Liu Yulin! !

Stop thinking about it!

June 10, Friday, sunny.

She felt that I was avoiding her. Today, she blocked me on the road and asked me if she did something wrong, and said that she would change it no matter what.

I said I didn't hide from her, it's just that the college entrance examination is very important, I have to study hard now, and let her work harder.

When I said this, I didn't dare to look into her eyes, those eyes were too clean, remembering what I did to her in my dream last night, I didn't know where my face came from, and dared to stand In front of her!

During this period of time, although I could see her every day at school, I was always nervous. Unless I was in class, I didn't even dare to raise my head, for fear of accidentally bumping into her eyes.

Only when I get home can I relax, but when I relax, I can't help thinking about her.

I feel that I am really poisoned, a poison named Fang Xiang, her smile, frown, every move, no matter what I do, I think it looks good.

I was doing stretching exercises between classes today. When she raised her arms, I peeked at her from behind. The school uniform was stretched tight because of stretching her arms, and her waistline was drawn out. Her waist is so thin, how could it be so thin? , as if two hands can hold the same.

I couldn't help but think of my dream last night. In the dream, she was lying on the bed moaning, turning her head and looking at me with wet eyes, begging me, that silky narrow waist collapsed into an unbelievable arc, so beautiful... up...

I just pricked my hand hard with a ballpoint pen, and it was bleeding. The blue oil stain on the pen tip stained the flesh. It hurts a bit, but it seems to be useful. When it hurts, I can’t care about thinking about things I shouldn’t think about. .

But next time, don't prick your hands. If there are marks, you will be discovered, so just prick your legs.

Monday, February 10, sunny.

I seldom spend time with her recently. When get out of class is over, I pretend to do problems or lie down to sleep. I only go home with her when school is over. But I also ride very fast, and I can hardly talk to her.

When I get home at night, I still miss her. However, I have a trick now. As long as I am distracted, I will prick my leg with a needle. The needles pricked, and my head was sweating from the pain.

Tomorrow, I will go to a pharmacy, an instrument store, or something to see if there are special acupuncture needles for sale. The needle is long. Last night, the needle was stuck so hard that it almost got embedded in the flesh and I couldn’t get it out. It still hurts.

October 10, Sunday, light rain.

Today she suddenly came to my house to look for me. I was a little surprised. Every time she came here before, she would call first because she was afraid that I would not be at home.

She has already come, and I have no way to drive her away, so I have to let her in.

Her eye circles were a little red, and she started to cry before she reached the bedroom, which startled me and dragged her into my room.

I asked her what was the matter, but she whimpered and refused to say anything, so I guessed wildly and asked if she had been beaten again. My aunt always lost her temper and hit her with a chicken feather duster not once or twice.

However, she always hides quickly, and she is protected by her uncle, so she is usually fine. What happened today?

After asking her for a long time, she suddenly stepped forward and put her arms around my neck, crying and saying, I'm sorry, I was wrong, and I want to forgive her.

It’s been a long time since I’ve been so close to her, and I just had a dream last night that she was lying on my bed, pressing my head and pushing her under her, looking at me with misty eyes. , begging me to help her with red lips half parted and the tip of tongue bright red, that cold and sticky voice made my blood boil.

Damn it, why did I remember it again!

She didn't understand my mood at all, what did she want to hug me so suddenly?

She cried and said, her breath was wet and hot, spraying on my neck continuously, I endured it, endured it, endured it desperately, I couldn't bear it anymore!

She doesn't know, doesn't know anything!

I want to hug her, kiss her, and push her down to the ground, just like in my dream, whether she wants to or not, tear off all obstacles, let her belong to me, completely mine!

She was still crying, and the more she cried, the redder her lips became, delicate and tender, as if they would break if bitten.

What's the taste of those two thin lips?I want to know, I'm going crazy thinking about it!

I clenched my fists, my whole body was stiff, I didn't dare to move, I didn't dare to move a finger, I was afraid that I would do something irreparable if I relaxed a little.

I regret it, I really regret it, these days, I don’t know how many times I regret it, if I knew that when I kissed her secretly, I should have kissed her a few more times, at least remember her taste, just touch it and it’s over Yes, I missed such a good opportunity, I am really stupid, there is no cure for stupidity!