I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

It's just a momentary impulse, it's just being distracted by words.Gafiel wanted to think like this, but Subaru's voice reappeared in his mind.

"No, this... This is simply not okay..."

They have already been preached like that, whether it is force or reason, Jia Feier has lost in a complete mess.She was very clear about whether Subaru's words were sophistry or rhetoric.

I just want to escape, I just want to deceive myself and others, I just want to curl myself up like a hedgehog and reject everything outside without any growth like in the past.

However, this is not acceptable!

Although it was a wayward thought that she realized after being lectured by Subaru, it undoubtedly originated from the thought that protruded from the bottom of her heart and pushed her forward in the first place.

Wanting to change—although she has been saying that it is good not to change for ten years, but now, she is looking forward to changing again.

Because, the man she regarded as incompetent had shouted.With that power that seemed to knock her down, she yelled as if to wake her up.

If she still hasn't made any progress at this moment, if the desire to change and take the first step has just been thrown away...

The past, stagnation, unchangeable things, enchantment, sanctuary, family.

"As long as you want to keep going, shouldn't you be able to go on at any time..."

The man who defeated her also challenged the test, and the man who defeated her passed the test.

For no reason, the man had overcome his past.Even today's Jia Feier, now she is just a loser, just an escaper.

However, if you want to change——

"I still want to punch him hard..."

Just never give up here.

Garfield regained her composure, her eyes became firm again, and just when she raised her head to look at the opposite mother——

"—Are you going anyway?"

A familiar voice came from the mouth of Ryuzu on the opposite side.

It was the voice that should not have been heard by Garfield, that should not have been conveyed, that should have existed in the past that she could not touch.

Chapter 475 She's Only 14!

"...Are you going to leave anyway?"

Voices that shouldn't be heard, voices that shouldn't exist in memory.It was as if a miracle had broken the rules, and the heart had overcome the limitations, the voice was transmitted to Garfield's ears along with the breeze.

At this moment, Jia Feier seemed to have truly integrated into this world.Even though the few people on the opposite side still couldn't detect her existence, Garfield had a sense of reality that she was really standing here, really standing on this land ten years ago.

"This is--"

what happened?

Garfield couldn't understand, her brain, which was not good at thinking, couldn't deal with this situation that could be regarded as an emergency for her.What's more, instead of thinking about why, she focused more on the conversation between the few people.

"Well, I have to go. Although such a willful behavior can be said to be troublesome for you, Master Liuzi..."

The mother in the memory spoke softly, it was the gentle voice of the mother that only existed and imagined.Even though it was the first time he heard it, even though he had never heard it before, Jia Feier was extremely sure that this was the voice his mother should have.

Gentle, strong, people can feel at ease and warm voice.

Unlike what Garfiel thought before, when she was arguing because of going out, both her mother and Liuzi seemed very calm, and there was no conflict or contradiction between them.

Even her elder sister, who already had independent thinking, did not choose to cry because her mother was about to leave.

"There's nothing on my side, and I don't care about this kind of thing. The problem is that the children's mood is more worrying."

Ryuzu, who had a bitter expression, was only worried about the feelings of the children who were about to leave their mother.And following Liuzi's words, Garfield's mother also turned her attention to the little Garfield in her arms, and Flandreica beside her.

"Master, I, my words..."

"I'm sorry, Xiaofa. Mom won't be by your side anymore."

The mother said to Frandelika with guilt and apology, but Frandelika shook her head.

"It doesn't matter to me."

"But, Garfield is too pitiful..."

"I'd love to be with you guys, but mom I'm a clumsy one."

"If this goes on like this, it will definitely leave bad memories for Xiaojia. Xiaofa is a mother's child, but he is amazing, so can Xiaojia ask you for help?"

"And, I'll give this to you two."

Garfiel's mother took off the jewelry she was wearing around her neck, which was a necklace inlaid with a beautiful navy blue pyroxene.

Seeing his mother's movements, Garfield, who could only be a bystander, subconsciously clenched one of the necklaces he was wearing.

The necklace itself has nothing to do with the 'Apostle's qualifications', it's just an ordinary video that is worn as jewelry because of its beauty.

I and my sister both have one, which is the last gift from the parting mother.And it was precisely because of this that Garfield kept it on his body all the time, reluctant to throw it away, and even used it as the proof of the apostle and an important pass to the core.

Garfield cherishes this gift from her mother very much. For her, wearing this necklace on her body feels like her mother will be by her side.

Then, such Jia Feier heard the farewell words from her mother that she could not understand anyway, unimaginable, and even never imagined.

"Xiaojia, mother will come back as soon as she goes."

"I will definitely bring your father back. So before that, please wait for your mother."

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"Speaking of which, can Garfield really pass the test?"

Rem, who was standing outside the ruins with Subaru and the others, asked uncertainly.However, among those present, there was no one who could answer Rem's doubts.

Although Otto had said before that Garfield had passed the test, that was only the 'future' that existed in his memory.Whether everything that happened now will be the same as in memory is something that cannot be determined.

And Otto herself is not standing here now, because in line with the idea of ​​not being discovered by Roswaal if possible, and maybe becoming a surprise soldier in the end, both she and Elsa stayed in the house where several people lived. go out.

"It shouldn't be a problem. After all, as long as you have awareness, then no matter what kind of predicament you are in, you should be able to overcome it."

No one knew the correct answer, so Emilia only answered Rem's question according to her own thinking.

As long as she has the awareness, there is no problem. It seems that she can admit the past without hesitation, whether it is before the memory is restored or after the memory is restored. It is because she has the awareness to walk side by side with Subaru, and she can do anything for this. .

Therefore, in Emilia's view, if Garfield really has the awareness to move forward, then even the painful past can be borne.

"I think the same way as Emilia. As long as you have awareness and faith, and the courage to move forward even with heavy burdens, the pain in the past will only become the driving force for you to keep moving forward."

Subaru said so.

"What's more, Jia Feier is not a child anymore. Although I personally don't dislike the idea of ​​escaping, since she has already decided to take her own steps, she should give her confidence at this time."

"Barus is really getting better at saying things that seem to make sense."

Ram looked at Subaru beside him with raised eyebrows, and then the corners of his mouth curled up.

"But you are wrong about one thing, Barus, that puppy... Jia Fei is indeed still a child!"

"--child?"

Somewhat confused, Subaru asked back, and subconsciously looked at Ryuzu Sima who had already entered and who came with Garfiel.

No matter how Subaru looked, Garfield looked like he should be 16.7 years old, that is, he was about the same age, and it was a critical stage for a young man who was about to come into contact with society and gradually matured into adulthood.

However, Ram said Garfield was still a child?

However, Ryuzu Shima did not stand by his side when he questioned Subaru, but agreed with Ram's remarks.

because--

"Xiaojia, she is only 14 years old this year, she is indeed a child."

Chapter 476 I'm Not a Lolicon

"Only... 14 years old?"

Subaru couldn't believe it, because he couldn't see that Garfiel, who was only slightly shorter than himself, was actually a year younger than Ruri.

You must know that the 15-year-old Liuli looks like a junior high school student in line with her age. Although Liuli's height may lack a little reference value, it can be seen from the appearance that she is not very mature.

As for Garfield, should it be said that he has grown too old?No, it may be a bit strange to say this, because it is more heroic than mature, but in the final analysis, whether it is temperament or appearance, it is difficult to associate Garfield with children.

Well, except for personality and thoughts, Subaru thinks that in this respect, it should be in line with Garfiel's age that Ryuzu and Ram said.

"However, he is actually 14 years old..."

Subaru had the urge to cover his face, unable to bear to look directly at the people around him.

Since Garfield is 14 years old, does that mean that he and Rem actually beat up the 14-year-old little girl mercilessly in the morning as the 14-year-old big brother and big sister?

It may be a bit difficult to have an intuitive impression by saying this, after all, it is only 3 years old.But to put it another way, the big brother who is already a high school student suddenly ran to a junior high school and beat up a junior high school student together.

If it was someone of the same age, it would be better to say that even if the opponent was a woman, even if he fought with more bullying than less, Subaru would not hesitate at all.

But the other party is a child, wouldn't this turn into him bullying and beating up children?And more importantly——

——He actually looked at the body of a 14-year-old girl who was as young as a junior high school student in a real sense!Is it perverted?It is indeed perverted!

Although Beatrice looked young, she had the kind of youthful appearance that if Subaru was older, she might be regarded as a father and daughter if she was walking on the street.

But Beatrice is actually 400 years old. If you have to say who practices who, it should be the age gap that beats Beatrice.

Apart from Beatrice, the youngest girl beside Subaru was Ruri, but Ruri was over 15 and a half years old, and was about to turn 16.

Under such circumstances, he suddenly met a girl who was actually still under the protection of the children's law, but he happened to violate the children's law, which made Subaru feel as if he had lost something important somewhere in his heart.

"What's the matter, I heard that Jiafei is only 14 years old, so I can't control my expression because of excitement?"

Of course, Ram noticed Subaru's strange appearance, and knew in his heart that Subaru's thoughts must be different from what she said.But it's one thing to know the truth and quite another to say it.

For Ram, it was more interesting to tease Subaru like this than to tell some boring facts, as if she would challenge Subaru's fighting power every night with Subaru.

Although, every time she went to the back, she just cried and begged for mercy, but Ram would definitely not admit it.Moreover, like the venomous tongue and teasing towards Subaru in daily life, there is more or less revenge for being 'bullied' at night.

"Barus is really perverted. Is it true that at Ram's age, he can no longer satisfy Barus' desire? But if things continue like this, wouldn't Barus set his sights on those under 10 years old? Is the child on it?"

"—Who would set their sights on children, that would be a crime, and I don't have such perverted interests!"

Subaru felt that he needed to prove that his xp was normal and that he was not a lolicon.It's just that Beatrice, who has been holding his hand all the time, makes his rhetoric seem a little hollow.

Ram also raised his eyebrows at this, and gestured to Subaru with his eyes.And what is contained in it can be said to be obvious.