I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

Therefore, Subaru felt that instead of making arrangements according to Otto's memory, it would be better to meet Echidna again and try to learn from Echidna what he needed to do.

After all, Echidna herself has the most complete "Book of Wisdom". Echidna must know exactly what Roswaal wants to do and what will happen afterwards.

However, even if he wanted to enter the ruins again and ask Echidna if she could help him, it was actually not very convenient now.

Even though, he himself was standing at the entrance of the ruins.

And the reason...

"I said, are you really okay?"

Subaru looked at Gafiel, whose hands and feet were so stiff that he didn't seem human, who was standing next to him, and asked with some uncertainty.

"Fuck, what are you kidding, my condition is better than medical treatment!"

No, I can't see it at all.

While thinking silently, Subaru looked helplessly in Ram's direction.He, or Garfield, the reason why all of them are at the entrance of the ruins is because of Ram.

"Be more careful next time. As the loser, you can only fight for Barus and Master Ram."

"It is also extremely stupid to turn the behavior of hurting others into hurting yourself while losing the defeat. It is also extremely stupid to turn the blame of the debate from the outside to yourself."

"If you don't want to stay in an unclear situation, then just prove that you haven't stopped."

"Can Jia Fei change, or is he still squatting there like a child and stagnating?"

A large number of actions similar to the aggressive method should be out of good intentions, but because of the too flat and mocking tone, Jia Feier, who has just recovered his ability to move, is furious.

So no matter how others discouraged him, Garfield seemed to come to the ruins in order to prove that he was not a coward.

only……

'The feeling is still very reluctant. '

Subaru, who never considered escaping something shameful, thought so.

Chapter 473 Garfield Wants to Challenge

Garfiel's behavior resembled Subaru's uneasiness after experiencing the trial for the first time.

No, it's the same as Subaru, but it's actually more serious.The nightmares I experienced when I was a child did not dissipate after many years, but became more and more heavy with the accumulation of time.

For Garfield, everything she saw and experienced during the trials has already become a nightmare in her heart, something she doesn't want to remember or think about, let alone face it again .

Even though Garfield is different from the past at this moment, and has the urge to change, the pain and fear of avoidance accumulated in the past are not things that can be easily eliminated.

The courage to change gained during the battle with Subaru and the conversation with Subaru was not such a convenient thing.Even if you have the courage, it can't completely eliminate the fear.

However, she still worked hard to take her first step forward.

- Change, change from now on.

Although it is undeniable that he does not want to be looked down upon by Subaru and Ram who have defeated him, but more of it comes from the fact that he has realized his own shortcomings and realized that he has never seemed to grow up for so many years, so he wants to restore this. All impulse.

"This is... a sign that I've already made up my mind!"

Noticing the expression on Subaru's face, that although he didn't open his mouth but had fully expressed his thoughts, Garfiel said as if to cheer himself up again, and as if to prove his determination.

Then, she walked towards the entrance of the ruins without looking back.

The corridor that hasn't been stepped in for ten years seems to be the same as it was ten years ago, and the damp air and heavy pressure don't seem to have changed in any way.

Obviously it is a body that has been tempered and can easily cut mountains and rocks, but Jiafeier unexpectedly felt the coldness of the airflow.

Jia Feier knew in her heart that it was not from the coldness of her body, but from the coldness of fear in her heart, not wanting to move on, not wanting to repeat that experience.

However, they have already stepped into the relics of the trial, and in this cemetery, it seems that there is no reason to give up halfway and run out like a bereaved dog.

Otherwise, there would be no need for Ram to call her a puppy, and she would regard herself as a worthless and defeated dog in her heart.

"I really don't want to stay here..."

Then just end it quickly and leave quickly. Whether it is out of disgust for the "witch of lust" or instinctive resistance to the past, Jia Feier hastened his pace and walked towards the depths.

That's right, if you are afraid, face your fear, if you hate it, speed up and stay away.These are not the reasons for her to escape, but the factors that make her have to go on.

"However, it's a shame they still trust me..."

'Protection of the Earth Spirit', this is the name of the protection held by Garfield.

That is a very powerful protection, with a very outrageous recovery ability.Just like she was able to stand up again after being cut open by Subaru, that blessing could restore her body and magic power to the best condition extremely quickly.

And the magic power absorbed by Parker before has been completely recovered at this time.Even the wound caused by Subaru, the knife wound hidden under the bandage has healed, only a little pink and white marks are left, which will gradually disappear with the passage of time.

He has already recovered and has the ability to fight, even the cemetery he is in can be easily destroyed.

Garfiel didn't think that Subaru and the others couldn't notice this, so it could only be said that it was her trust in her.

"This kind of inexplicable understanding is really annoying."

Jiafeier didn't realize that this was a tacit understanding between each other, but to her, it was more like the margin and control of the winner over the loser.

Better at fighting than using his brain to think, in other words, the not-so-intelligent Garfiel shook his head vigorously.It was still too difficult for her to think about Subaru's thoughts, so she might as well concentrate on the trial in front of her.

Then, stepping barefoot into the depths of the tomb, Jia Feier, who was in the first room that was glowing with fluorescent light, heard the same voice as ten years ago.

"—First, face your past."

"Wait - this voice, and that guy..."

A familiar voice, it was the voice of the man who was supposed to be standing outside waiting for her.

Subaru, as expected, is someone related to witches.Thinking like this, the world in Garfield's eyes began to shake and spin, and then he fell to the ground without even saying a complete sentence.

——Then, the eyes opened again.

"Unpleasant experience."

Garfield, who was smacking his lips, slowly got up from the ground. The original environment in the cemetery had disappeared. At this moment, he was already used to the environment of the forest in the sanctuary that he had lived in for more than ten years.

However, it is a forest ten years younger.Regarding this point, Garfiel, who can be said to have an incomparable understanding of Sanctuary, can easily make a judgment.

The trial has already begun, although Garfield wanted to say that he passed out suddenly and was transferred to the forest, but his conclusion that the forest is ten years younger will not change.

Garfield cannot deceive himself.

And in front of her, on the road near the sanctuary enchantment, there were three women standing there talking.

One of them was a woman whom Garfield knew and had lived with for more than ten years.It was a young girl with a petite body and long light red hair, and it would not be obvious that she was actually a few hundred years old.

The other girl was also known by Garfield and lived with her for about 5 years.It was a girl younger than she was now, with beautiful, slender blond hair, and a girl in a white dress.It was her older sister, Frandelica, whose appearance matched her actual age, who existed ten years ago.

And the last woman, standing in the middle of the two, directly opposite to Garfield, a mature woman who would not find her even if the eyes passed by her, and she was hugged by the woman in a very gentle way , Babies who keep reaching out their little hands trying to grab women's hair.

The identity of the baby is Jiafeier, the Jiafeier who was still a baby ten years ago.

And the woman holding Garfield in her arms is——

"--Mother."

Chapter 474 The Voice of the Past

"Mother……"

That is, the evil that I am not familiar with, the face of my mother that I only saw once in the sanctuary ten years ago, and I can't remember it with the erosion of time.

Jiafeier couldn't help making a sound, but the faint voice calling for her mother didn't come along with the breeze, and the woman who was only a few steps away from Jiafeier couldn't hear her voice.

She knew this, she had known it ten years ago.Everything here is just an illusion, just a 'farewell dream' created based on the memories she had seen when she was still a baby, but was never able to write down.

Here Garfiel can only be a bystander, a weak person who is powerless to change anything and can only let the development develop without being able to resist, watching with his own eyes the arrival of the ending he already knew.

Garfiel felt a little regretful, she clearly knew everything about the past and what the ending would be, but because of Subaru's changed thoughts, she once again came to this place that could only be a nightmare for her.

"what……"

In front of the trembling, standing still Garfiel, mother and Ryuzu were talking.

It was clearly in front of him, but neither the content of the conversation nor the reaction to the words could be conveyed to Garfield.

Luz's feeling of loneliness is good, the feelings of Frandelica holding back her tears, and the thoughts of her mother who smiles faintly as if troubled, but she's just a stupid child who smiles innocently but doesn't understand anything. My own is also good.

Nothing was conveyed, because these were the memories of Garfield's infancy.

Since those did not remain in the memory of the young Garfiel, the content of the conversation could not be reproduced.It's just that it was too late, as if to let myself know the feeling of powerlessness, just kept repeating the scene of no sound.

"...Anyway, it's just some boring quarrel."

Recalling what he saw ten years ago, what happened after that, and what the content of the conversation was, Garfield could more or less imagine it.

It was nothing more than the mother who left the forest to go to the outside world, and Ryuzu and Fardelica who kept her mother.Only the baby himself still has an expression of not knowing anything, enjoying the joy of being held by his mother.

That young, stupid, innocent smiling one who didn't understand what was happening in front of him at all, and didn't even realize that he was watching his mother die——self.

"—You bastard!"

Looking at his own smile as a baby, Garfiel couldn't bear the anger towards him and stretched out his sharp claws.

Want to tear myself to shreds.Take that ignorant, powerless self who just watched innocently and smiled, and watched his mother die——

However, the claws penetrated the baby's face and even the wrist of the mother holding the baby.Stepping on the ground, with the intention of stepping on the ground, rushing to kill the past self.

...but the protection did not activate.

Cannot interfere with the past.This is the absolute truth in trials.

"In this case... In this case, why? Why did you let me see these things!?"

What kind of trial is this? Isn’t the so-called trial supposed to be about asking difficult questions, overcoming difficulties, and relying on wisdom or courage, or even physical strength to pass key points?

Nothing can be changed, nothing can be changed, just reappearing a person's past as an influence, like tearing a healed wound again, making people feel unbearable pain.

What kind of trial is this kind of thing—!

Jia Feier vented the pain in his heart angrily, but the body that could easily cut mountains and rocks could not have any influence on the surroundings at all.

The arms waving vigorously, the feet stomping on the ground vigorously, no matter how much they waved, they couldn't move a trace of air, no matter how much they wanted to destroy, they couldn't even touch a single tree.

She can't affect everything here, how can people in the future affect the past?How could people in reality be affected by hallucinations?

Jia Feier knelt on the ground weakly, and didn't care if such behavior would lose face.In the final analysis, the people other than her who exist here are nothing more than step-by-step drama puppets, and there is no way to find her.

"...So, I shouldn't have come at all."