I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

Subaru sighed.

He did agree with the behavior of the harem in the communication with Liuli, but what he considered was only the girls who liked him in the other world besides Xiao Si.

Opening a harem does not mean that he is going to be promiscuous, because they like him, so he has to respond. This is the concept he has after agreeing with Xiaosi and Liuli's ideas, but it does not mean that he wants to Take the initiative to provoke those girls who still don't like him.

However, according to Ruri's approach, it was obvious that Yuno, who still didn't like her, would be added to his harem, which hadn't been seen yet, which made Subaru feel a little distressed.

I'm afraid this is the thing that makes him the most confused about how to deal with it besides Beatrice's matter?

'Stop complaining like me at a time like this! '

Liuli sent such a message.

'I'm trying my best to teach you how to open a harem. Only when Yuno really likes you and agrees to your behavior of opening a harem, can I prove that my teaching is okay and you have fully learned it. '

'More importantly, if you don't want Yuno to be your harem too, why did you agree to date her? '

Liuli felt that her kindness seemed to be completely ignored by Subaru. Although it was necessary to consider how much of this kindness was not mixed with her own thoughts, she was indeed working hard to help Subaru open the harem.

And the news from Liuli also successfully made Subaru speechless.

It is indeed like what Ruri said, since he didn't plan to attack Yuno from the beginning, wouldn't it be good if he didn't agree with what Ruri said to use the "date" with Yuno as a practice?

Although Subaru really wanted to say that he didn't think so much at the time, but saying these things now is more like an excuse, which makes him a bit hypocritical, a bit of a harem and trying to pretend to be pure.

"Forget it, let's leave Yuno as it is...Compared to this, I have more troubles now..."

'Um?What's wrong? '

Liuli, who was sitting in front of the computer, frowned. Her first reaction was that Subaru encountered something related to the story development of her re0 novel in this world, but because the latest volume has not been released, she has no way of knowing. What exactly happened.

'It's about Beatrice...'

Subaru sighed, and briefly sent Ruri what he was thinking about with Beatrice.

Although Beatrice's reaction to a child's body is a bit inhuman, after all, Ruri always called him a pervert, and also said to help him open a harem, so Subaru, who didn't know who to discuss with, took advantage of this. Opportunity consulted Liuli.

"I don't know how to face Beatrice..."

Subaru said so...

End of this chapter

Same as the previous chapter, it is 4k. I said in the group that today I will bring you thousands of updates to celebrate the New Year, but the actual situation is that I am staying up late to write this chapter. It is now 3:34 in the morning when I finish writing this chapter.

Because of my heart disease, I am already feeling unwell (although I only get more inspiration at night), so I will say the last word after I wake up, or on New Year’s Eve.

Chapter 144 Liuli feels like a mother

'I said you...'

Liuli pinched her forehead helplessly. Subaru's question gave her a headache for a while. She obviously felt that she was only half a child, but when she faced Subaru, she felt like she was already a mother, and now she had to deal with it for her own child. The same goes for the emotional problems of adolescence.

Obviously, she doesn't even know what to do with her own emotional problems, so who will help her deal with them.

'Have you ever really considered what Beatrice is thinking?Although you have said a lot here, it is actually your own opinion. Have you had a good communication with Beatrice about this matter? '

'You also know that the most taboo thing in relationships is silence and refusal to communicate. I don't know what you think, and you don't know what I think. Everyone thinks what the other person thinks without authorization. It's right to decide what to do on your own...'

Ruri sighed, she felt that what she was about to say might be a bit serious, but she had felt this way before, and now she saw the question Subaru sent her about his relationship with Beatrice After that, she confirmed this more and more.

That is a mistake that everyone makes, and it is a mistake that everyone makes without knowing it. Subaru makes it, others make it, and even Ruri herself makes it, but... everyone makes mistakes without knowing it. That's all.

And Liuli, as a bystander, can be said to be the most thorough at present, so she must speak out, and then put an end to it!

'There was no communication, no exchange, no real confirmation of what the other person was thinking.Subaru, you're just thinking about what your relationship with Beatrice should be and what it shouldn't be. '

This should be the first time she called Subaru's name directly, and while typing text in the private chat interface of the chat group, Ruri thought of such a thing for no reason.

"These are just your own thoughts. You think what the other person thinks without authorization, and then make a decision that is good for both parties. This kind of thing..."

'Isn't it really the so-called self-satisfaction? '

'Whether it's changing the relationship with Beatrice, maintaining the current relationship, or making other choices, shouldn't the first and most important thing be a good communication between you and Beatrice. '

'Everyone is not a child anymore, and they didn't say who would be unreasonable and unable to communicate because of something. You tell your difficulties and your thoughts, and Beatrice also tells her thoughts and expectations. '

'That's the real right thing to do, isn't it? '

Due to the suddenness of the matter, Ruri just sent out her own thoughts in the form of text, so it may seem a bit confusing, but Ruri believes that even so, Subaru should be able to understand what she wants to express.

That is, don’t decide something for others based on your own wishful thinking. Human beings cannot understand each other if they don’t communicate with each other. Apart from a coincidence, the so-called tacit understanding is just a tacit understanding of being together all year round.

If you don't understand the other person's thoughts, you just think about what is right and what is wrong, what is good for her and what will hurt her, if this is the case... isn't it all just one person? Is it wishful thinking and a strong frame on another person?

To put it bluntly, this kind of thing can only be a kind of arrogant "arrogance", or an act of self-moving and self-satisfaction.

Liuli sighed and didn't even look at the computer.Anyway, I can't find any useful information at present, and the follow-up plot reasoning of those silly netizens doesn't seem very reliable, so it's better to focus on solving Subaru's immediate problem.

But Liuli waited and waited, waited and waited, until she wondered if this kind of cross-world chat group would also have such a thing as network connection interruption, she still didn't wait for Subaru to reply her message, which made her hesitate for a while. became a little flustered.

'Hey, you are not angry, are you? '

Ruri became tense from her original leisurely posture, unconsciously exerting force on her toes as she stepped on the floor, as if worried that she would call Subaru autistic or make Subaru angry.

'I know I'm being a little heavy-handed, but that's just hoping to recognize that. '

'And you are not the only one who makes this kind of mistake, it is a mistake that everyone makes, and everyone is the same even if they make a mistake, they don't know themselves, just like parents always say to their children,'I am here for you. Hello' and then imposing one's will on the child, which is a common thing that happens. '

'I just hope you can realize this and improve it...'

On the other hand, Subaru, who hadn't responded to the message, saw Ruri's words, and realized that Ruri must have misunderstood her.

In fact, he was not angry because of what Liuli said, because although it was really hard to hear, it was undeniable that what Liuli got was indeed the truth. People find it difficult to accept.

After replying to comfort Ruri, Subaru looked at the ceiling in a daze. After thinking about it carefully, it was indeed like what Ruri said. Regarding the relationship between the two, he and Beatrice had never Neither have communicated.

Because from the day when the contract was concluded, he has assumed the past and future of Beatrice. With this responsibility, he instinctively positioned his relationship with Beatrice at a very special level. .

And because of this, after he reacted to Beatrice's closeness, he panicked and even wanted to escape, because there was no such situation in the relationship he arbitrarily assumed that the two should exist. , this should not happen.

So, what was Beatrice thinking?

Subaru set his sights on the bathroom door leading to the bedroom. In the bathroom over there, Beatrice was there, just like him, sitting there alone at this moment, accompanied by his escape just now. , as if just a door completely separated the two of them.

What would Beatrice think of the way he ran away just now...

Thinking of this, Subaru couldn't help feeling worried.

"Sure enough, just like what Liuli said, should we have a good communication..."

To be honest, Subaru was still a little reluctant. He didn't know whether he was afraid or just simply felt ashamed, but if he just continued to escape, he would be irresponsible to both parties.And how can he take on the responsibility of the future promised by Beatrice?

After sending a "thank you" on the chat interface with Ruri, Subaru took a deep breath, got up and walked towards the bathroom.

End of this chapter

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Chapter 145 The More 'Close' Subaru and Beatrice

Subaru pushed open the door and walked in. There seemed to be no difference from when he left, and Beatrice was sitting in the bathtub just like when he was still there.

However, unlike when the two of them were sitting in the bathtub before, Beatrice alone gave Subaru a feeling of loneliness. That kind of aloneness made Subaru feel a little uncomfortable, as if he had broken his promise. , betrayed the agreement with Beatrice, he... did not bring Beatrice the promised 'beautiful memory'.

"Pleiades……"

Noticing that Subaru had returned to the bathroom, Beatrice turned her head to look at Subaru. She opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say a lot to Subaru, but in the end she didn't say anything, just handed it in alone. The name of Subaru seemed a bit pitiful.

"Beatrice."

Subaru sighed, and lifted Beatrice out of the bathtub, then picked up a towel and carefully wiped off the water on her body, although Beatrice, as an elf, didn't seem to be surprised because she suddenly came out of the bathtub. Leaving in the lukewarm water and catching a cold, Subaru took out another dry towel and draped it over Beatrice.

And Beatrice didn't make any movements, just stood there and let Subaru dry her body, and then put on a bath towel again, she just looked at Subaru with a complicated expression, pursed her lips, didn't say anything, and didn't say anything. doing what.

"Beatrice...I have something to tell you."

Subaru hesitated for a moment before speaking like this. He didn't know what to say to Beatrice, and he didn't know where to say it. Even for him, just opening the mouth seemed to be a very difficult thing.

Is it shame?Is it face?Don't want to admit your mistakes?Or is it just simply not thinking about how to speak?

Subaru didn't know. For the first time, he felt that he seemed to be a little bit confused about his feelings and thoughts. Obviously, it didn't matter whether it was love at first sight when he first saw Xiao Si, or he felt that Emilia and others were treating him. It doesn't matter when you have a good impression, or when you really decide to open a harem...

At that time, Subaru was able to realize what his true thoughts were, what he longed for, and what he wanted to do.But... at this moment, when confronted with Beatrice and following Ruri's suggestion, when both sides were about to confess their hearts, Subaru was at a loss.

He doesn't know what his real thoughts are, what kind of relationship he expects with Beatrice, and he doesn't know what to do to make Beatrice understand his thoughts, which he doesn't even know idea……

But Beatrice's body became a little stiff when she heard Subaru's words. She knew that Subaru had no feelings or thoughts of a lover for her, and she also knew that it was precisely because of this that Subaru had just come out of the bathroom. run away.

Now that Subaru had calmed down and returned to the bathroom, instead of continuing to take a bath, he just stood in front of her with his clothes on and said that he had something to tell her, so what exactly is it that needs to be said?

Subaru...wanted to reject her!

"Do not listen……"

Beatrice murmured softly.

"what?"

"Betty said... Betty won't listen!"

Beatrice suddenly broke free from Subaru's hands placed on her shoulders in order to be at eye level with her. She couldn't help but push back like a person who was trapped in fear, injured and alone. Like a small animal licking its wounds.

Beatrice, who kept retreating, stepped on the puddles on the ground, lost her balance, slipped and fell directly to the ground, but she didn't accept Subaru's intention to help her up, and kept backing away. , didn't stop until his back was close to the bathtub.

"Never stop... Betty doesn't want to hear it! Betty's words... Betty's words..."

"Betty doesn't want that—!"

When she didn't want to be rejected by Subaru, didn't want to be alienated from Subaru, and didn't want to turn back into a person, for Beatrice now, Subaru was her most important existence, telling her that the important thing was not other people, but her own choice.It was he who allowed her to get out of the forbidden library, and it was he who made the future agreement with her...

If only she was satisfied with the present, it would be fine, if she didn't want more, if it was better to ask for more, if she wasn't greedy and wanted to get closer, if she wasn't testing her bottom line...

If it wasn't for these things, wouldn't it be what it is now?

Beatrice didn't want to accept it, and she couldn't accept it. She covered her ears in pain, trying to use this method to prevent Subaru's voice from entering her ears, and to use this method to avoid the words she least wanted to hear. .

"Beatrice..."

Subaru wanted to get closer to Beatrice, but he stopped in his tracks in embarrassment.Because he realized that Beatrice was refusing... she was refusing his approach, refusing what he wanted to say to her.

"why……"