I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

Because she wants to have a closer relationship, because she wants to become Subaru's lover, Beatrice even starts to think about whether her body can accommodate Subaru's size, and whether the two of them can do some lovers like real lovers. things.

However, Subaru didn't think that way about her.

Although Subaru's body responds when she is with her, and although Beatrice is sure that even a barren body like hers can excite Subaru, she is also very clear that Subaru has no idea of ​​a lover for her. .

Because she is special and different from other girls, Subaru's feelings for her are also special and different from other girls. Even if Subaru's body responds to her, but more still Avoid and reject.

And all of this, just like just now... He left in a panic, away from her side.Refuse, resist, as if if you do something, it will hurt her...

"So, what an idiot..."

Unhappy, Beatrice stretched out her hand to slap the water in the bathtub like a child, and with the slapping of her arms, bursts of water splashed, some of which were scattered outside the bathtub, some of which splashed on her face, while others This time she seemed to be unconscious.

"Betty also wants to...be a lover..."

Beatrice is greedy, bid farewell to the long-term loneliness and loneliness, now she longs for more, hopes to get more, but although she has such thoughts, she doesn't know how to do it.

She wanted to be as proactive as Ram had been doing to Subaru in the dressing room during the day.Although she didn't really see the situation at that time, she was able to know what happened just by relying on her sense of hearing and the ability to feel the other person's emotions from experience.

She hoped that she could be more proactive and express her feelings to Subaru, hoping that Subaru could treat her as a lover, but at the same time, she was also afraid that what she took the initiative would usher in Subaru's rejection, because she Knowing that Subaru's feelings for her were not lovers.

So she acted nonchalantly as usual, but secretly sat in Subaru's arms and rubbed Subaru's body. Since Subaru could respond to her body, she also hoped that she could use her own body to make him feel better. Subaru felt comfortable.

Instead of throwing Subaru out of the window like before, but following Subaru's reaction, hiding his emotions, and making flattering gestures...

However, the result was obvious... Subaru escaped.

Subaru felt the feeling she wanted to bring to Subaru, but he didn't cooperate, and didn't even enjoy the silent enjoyment. Instead, he immediately expressed the idea of ​​rejection and fled in a panic, which made Beatrice feel a pain in her heart. There is even a feeling of being left alone.

"Fool……"

Beatrice is talking about herself, having read all the books in the forbidden library, she can boast about her erudition, and she is also very clear that if she does not express her thoughts clearly, the other party will not understand. And I think Ram and the others have never expressed their true thoughts to Subaru, so they haven't had any close combat until now.

But at the same time, she is also very clear that the reason why she is like a fool, who wants to take the initiative but hesitates, wants to please but hides it, is all because she is worried about being rejected.

The former Beatrice didn't understand and didn't care about how Ram and the others behaved around Subaru, but now she can understand what she feels.

Understood, but also confused...

"Betty, what do you want to do as a hobby..."

"How to do... to go further..."

Looking at the tightly closed door of the bathroom, Subaru was there on the other side of the door, as if seeing Subaru who was also alone at this moment through the door, Beatrice sighed softly.

After leaving the forbidden library and escaping loneliness, what she gained was not only happiness...

End of this chapter

There will be updates later.

By the way, I made a complaint in the group about whether to open a harem for future diary chapters, respectively, as long as my wife Yuno opens a harem, my wife Yuno and Kasugano Tsubaki, my wife Yuno and Uryu Miyane, the result is of course the most harem, my wife Yuno Second, the problem is... even Chunri Yechun has two votes, but my ninth sister doesn't have one?

When will Uryu Miniyao be able to stand up, her breath is shaking and cold.

Chapter 143 Subaru Doesn't Understand Girls' Hearts

"Ah, as a person, I'm almost disqualified..."

After leaving the bathroom, Subaru took a while to calm down, and complained to himself helplessly.

"What should I say at a time like this? I'm sorry for being a human being? I'm sorry, Osamu Dazai. It doesn't seem like this is used in this kind of place, is it?"

Sighing, Subaru flung himself straight on the soft bed, then turned around and quietly looked at the ceiling where there was nothing.

Sometimes he actually doubts whether he is an upright person, especially when he breaks away from certain impulses, he often falls into deep self-doubt.

In fact, he felt that he seemed to be sorry for Beatrice. After all, he became Beatrice's contractor and chose to bear Beatrice's 400 years of loneliness. A good time to remember even later.

But before doing this, he kept reacting to Beatrice that only between men and women, and although he knew it was wrong, should it be called the dark side?At that time, there will always be thoughts in my heart that I want to go further.

Subaru didn't want the relationship between himself and Beatrice to deteriorate, because he felt that it would be irresponsible to Beatrice. In his opinion, the relationship between him and Beatrice should be out of pure friendship, love, The pure emotional relationship of family love has the fetters of friendship, the love of family, and the responsibility of entrusting future memories.

He didn't want to change this because of his impulse, and he was also troubled by the fact that he would have a physical reaction to a child, so that he didn't know how to continue to maintain a close relationship with Beatrice in the future without feeling alienated.

Just like when he ran out of the bathroom by himself just now, Subaru knew very well that it was wrong to do so, he should not have left Beatrice alone in the bathroom.But what could he do if he didn't?Although he always talked about how serious he was, Subaru was really not sure that he could do nothing in such a situation.

"It's really... At this time, I really envy those so-called 'gentle' harem male protagonists. That kind of concentration is not something normal people can have, right?"

Turning over, Subaru who was lying on his side sighed softly, wondering what he should do next, and what he should say after Beatrice came out later.

"Miss System, what should I do..."

'How to do it... how about just accepting it?After all, after all, Beatrice just looks like a child, and you are also guiding her, but she is much older than you! '

"I've said it all, this is just one aspect, the more important thing..."

More importantly, what Subaru values, is his relationship with Beatrice.

And just when Subaru fell into the maze of thoughts and didn't know what to do, the private chat reminder in the chat group appeared in front of Subaru, and the person who sent the private chat message to Subaru was none other than someone who said that he wanted to be a guide Wu Geng Liuli, the 'black cat' of Subaru's teacher who opened the harem.

'Pervert, haven't you slept yet? '

Seeing the message from Liuli, Subaru curled his lips. This guy is always like this. Either he is called a pervert or a harem monster. It is almost the same when he really talks about it. Do girls have privileges?It's that kind of thing, girls say dirty jokes because they are informal and cheerful, but boys say dirty jokes because their hearts are dirty and their thoughts are corrupt?

'The dead house is a nocturnal race, how could it be possible to sleep at this time? '

Subaru casually replied to Liuli, and almost instantly, Wugen Liuli responded: "There is no game in another world that can be played by a dead house. You can't even watch animation. Are you staying up all night in a daze?" ? '

'That's the happiness you don't know about being in a daze. It's like meditation or something. To put it bluntly, it's also a daze! '

'Oh, I see, aren't you staying up all night in a daze, but using your brain to fantasize without games and animations?It really is a pervert! '

'Hey!Can you black cat talk properly? '

Subaru smiled. I don't know if it was a psychological effect. Although the problem with Beatrice hadn't been resolved, and he was being scolded by the black cat, his originally distressed and heavy mind became lighter.

'I've always spoken well! '

Liuli, who didn't know that Subaru was actually a little depressed, immediately sent another paragraph: "The school festivals here at Tomoyo's side are all over, it's a big loss for you to leave early!" '

'...whose fault do you think this is! '

Subaru sighed, and Liuli also said that it was a big loss for him to leave early. Isn't it all because of her that he left early?If she hadn't insisted on telling him to actually practice and let him go on a date with my wife Yuno, she wouldn't have let him run back on the first night because of embarrassment.

'Why do you say this like it's my fault? It's obviously because you are too thin-skinned. You must know that the guys who can open a harem are people whose skin is thicker than the city wall! '

'Maybe it's thicker than a school girl's shield! '

'School girl?shield?What animation is it? '

Subaru blinked strangely, although he and Ruri are both otaku, and both worlds have some common works, but there are still differences.

It's as if the clannad he's seen is an animation changed from a game, and the animation is adapted from a story with Nagisa Furukawa as the heroine interspersed with some other lines.As for Liuli, it is a game adapted from the previous animation. The main line of the animation is the same as the story of Zhi Yu with Sakagami Tomoyo as the heroine and the ending is not happy.

There are more works between the two worlds that are unknown to each other than the same works that both parties know.

'Hey, I thought there would be one in your world too... It's a mobile game with a heroine, a game that uses the summoning of historical heroic spirits as its selling point. '

"Heroic spirit... I have something similar here. It's a text adventure game developed by Xingyue. It's a story about seven people robbing the holy grail that can make wishes. In it, you can summon historical figures. By the way, in that game Inside, King Arthur is still a girl! '

'Ah...then we should be talking about the same thing, it's just that you don't have the mobile game I'm talking about. '

'Is that so...'

Subaru understood, this should be similar to clannad, the same work has different stories, it is the same theme but different works.

'However, Liuli, you don't chat with me early at night because you want to talk about Xingyue, right? '

"That's right, I almost forgot the reason why you interrupted me..."

'Is it still my fault? '

woman...

Subaru sighed in his heart, at this moment he finally understood why a certain American agent would often say this sentence.

'Of course it was your fault! '

Liuli replied like this, and then talked about the serious matter she wanted to talk about.

'Actually, although you left early, the effect of the date is still very obvious. In the next two days, Yuno obviously mentioned you more times! '

'It's just that you think I'm weird?After all, a man who is not familiar with suddenly goes to the college festival together, and then gets slammed by the wall. It is actually more disgusting than liking, right? '

'Not at all! '

Sitting in front of her old computer at home, Gogen Ruri, who was searching for the latest information about Subaru's story "re:ZERO -Starting Life in Another World" and the plot discussions of netizens, responded to Subaru wholeheartedly.

'So it's definitely a troublesome thing for you guy to want to open a harem, doesn't this mean you don't understand girls' feelings at all? '

'Bullshit, how can I not understand the mood of girls?If I don't understand, then how can I know that Emilia likes me?How could it be possible to know that Ram likes me? '

Subconsciously, Subaru defended himself, as if he wanted to prove that he knew women very well, and it seemed that he simply didn't want to admit defeat in front of Liuli.

But... in Ruri's own world, where Subaru couldn't see, in his own bedroom, Wugen Ruri, who was browsing the web, showed a disgusted expression.

'It's just that the other party's performance is too obvious, right? '

Ruri really wants to give Subaru a good lecture, but he is too self-aware. If he really understands a girl's heart, why would he be at a loss after the wall slapped Yuno?Obviously at that time, Yuno didn't show any obvious rejection, more just doubts.

Even if he didn't take advantage of the victory to pursue him at that time, he shouldn't have left as if he had run away afterward. Moreover, if he really understood, why couldn't he see her...

Shaking her head, Ruri threw those random thoughts out of her mind, and continued talking about Yuno.

'Yuno still has a pretty good feeling for you. Although I don't think I like you enough because I haven't been in contact for a long time, I still have a good impression! '

While sending the message, Liuli showed a smug smile.

'You have to thank me well, you know I have said a lot of good things about you! '

'Will you speak well of me? '

Subaru doubted the authenticity of Liuli's words: "Don't you always say that I am a perverted harem demon?" '

'Aren't you a perverted harem monster? '

Ruri curled her lips. Although she also knew that Subaru couldn't see her expression, she still showed the corresponding emotion in her heart naturally following the text conversation.

Sometimes it is like this, although there is no face-to-face dialogue, although it is only a text communication, but if you put in it, whether it is facial expressions or emotions, there will be the most authentic expression, and sometimes it will be more real than face-to-face Bar?

'You obviously agreed with my harem suggestion and practiced it, your title of harem man is solid! '

'Besides, I praised you well in front of Yuno. In order to inoculate you against your harem dream, I also hinted at Yuno that you might open a harem. '

"I always feel that you have done a little too much..."