Love Comes After Learning

"are you an idiot!"

Asada froze in place.

"Speaking like this will only make us who like you feel that it's all our fault! Who wants the person we like to feel this kind of pressure! Is it worth it, obviously no one thinks so except you Haven't you!"

His tone was obviously impulsive and sharp, but his eyes were gentle and disappointed.

"Please, think about it...

If it wasn't because of you, how would I know that liking someone is such a happy thing..."

At the end, the voice was weak and hoarse, like the cry of the sea.

Ruyi stretched out her hand, and gently tugged at his sleeve with her fingertips, tightening it bit by bit.

What she wanted was not an answer, she just wanted him to feel better, and stop showing that cowardly and bitter look that was huddled in a corner.

Her heart felt uncomfortable as if it was being pinched, she lowered her head, and his fingers stuck in the sand were reflected in her somewhat blurred vision.

I do not know how long it has been.

"...Maybe, that's the case."

Asada spoke softly, as if with a little sigh.

"Thank you for your comfort, it makes me feel better... Go back, the wind is getting colder."

Without any wavering, he stood up straight, with the same expression as before, showing no emotion at all.

Ruyi's hand was forced to lift up, but she still held on to his sleeve.

Asada stopped moving and looked at her who was still sitting on the ground strangely.

"What's wrong? Do you still want to stay?"

He lowered his head and shook silently.

Asada hesitated for a moment, glanced at the thin shirt on his body, and after confirming that he couldn't carry out the action of putting on a coat to avoid catching cold, he sat back helplessly.

"Forget it, let's risk your life to be with the gentleman. I'll blame you for catching a cold tomorrow... Stay for another 10 minutes and go back. You have to get up early tomorrow."

"enough……"

Before Asada could sit still, he heard her whispering these words.

"what?"

"I've said enough!"

Like a sudden eruption of a volcano, like a long-compressed spring out of control.

With a sudden force of both hands, Rui pressed Asada down to the ground, then rode on his body, pressing both hands on the sides of his head, so that the shadow completely enveloped him.

He stared blankly, his body and mind were in a state of bewilderment, before he could react, he was suddenly thumped by someone on the beach.

Even though there was soft sand behind him, after being pushed down to the ground by the girl with all his strength, his back still hurt a little, and he made a sound with some difficulty.

"Rui, you..."

"You are so gentle with others, why can't you be nicer to yourself? Why can't you be more willful?"

The whole lovely face was wrinkled in discomfort, and the starlight between the brows and eyes flickered, gently hitting Asada's eyelids.

"Give me a serious, think about it for yourself! Don't you have something you want to do?!"

He was speechless.

Then he laughed helplessly and confessed.

"Are you saying that I am selfless? Then you are wrong.

It is because I am too selfish, enjoying the feeling of being liked by them and enjoying the ambiguous relationship, that I have been hesitating until today, making things more complicated.

It's more to solve your own guilt, so even if you know it will make them angry like you, you have to make a decision arbitrarily. "

He made a conclusion out of nothing to do with himself, and the smile on his lips remained unchanged.

"Because of my clumsiness and willfulness, I couldn't hold her hand tightly when she reached out, couldn't hold her tightly when she ran away, and couldn't seriously respond to the straightforward feelings she didn't want to escape.

It all comes down to me, I say that, you know? "

Her cheeks were flushed with anger, Ruyi couldn't help gritting her teeth, and grabbed his collar, her always flat voice suddenly set off a huge wave of emotions.

"So so what? It's all their business! If you think you are selfish, do it if you want to! Don't worry about what other people think! Is it interesting to be a self-righteous sinner!"

Asada didn't back away, and looked directly at her trembling pupils.

"Someone said they would wait for me, but I can't guarantee that I can make her wait. Who will be responsible for the energy and time she wasted on me during this period? And who will pay for it?

Do you think I haven't been confessed to by others before?But now facing them, I can't directly refuse them like before, and I can't stop them from approaching me anymore. None of them can decisively stop communicating with each other, and meeting them is like strangers——

Do you hear me clearly?I am giving them hope! "

He took a deep breath, and his face began to tense again, as if he was holding back something, and a low voice came out from between his teeth.

"It's me who doesn't want to leave them...

It was hard to become their educator companions, it was hard to get through the difficulties with those five people, it was hard to be accepted by everyone in the student union, and they had a place full of laughter. The maid who can only survive on the face, finally has a gentle, lovely and virtuous sister...

It’s happier to know nothing, and you can live a rose-colored daily life by pretending to be a fool... Do you think I don’t know?Do you think I don't want to? "

Slowly clenching his fists, he suddenly leaned up, his forehead pressed against Rui's forehead, and stared at her forcefully from a very close distance, baring his teeth, his voice hoarse like a wounded beast.

"It's because I know that I can't do such a thing!"

"Waiting for the princess to eat the apple knowing that the apple is poisonous, just to be able to kiss her, sleep with her, and enjoy the happiness of being with her, do you want me to be such a scumbag prince?!"

"You said—"

Facing her inexplicably calm eyes, Asada opened his mouth, his expression gradually changed from excited, uncomfortable, complicated, and depressed to be overwhelmed and lost.

The fist loosened again, and the words gradually lost their strength, getting lower and lower.

"Why is it so difficult to protect someone you value..."

He looked away, his shoulders slumped, and he fell back onto the beach.

Lying on his back, looking up at the vast starry sky with dim eyes, he only felt that the silver light on the black curtain suddenly became an eyesore.

Tick.

A drop of warm water suddenly slipped from the edge of his eye socket.

Asada couldn't help squinting his eyes, the sky wasn't raining, and he wasn't in the right mood to cry now, so this is...

"Great."

Rui rolled her watery eyes and shed tears without any sadness.

One drop, two drops...

She smiled slightly instead.

"Is this your real trouble?"

Asada looked at her puzzled.

She relaxed the hand holding Asada's collar, then clenched it quickly, and lifted his upper body up.

With the bitterness and moisture of tears, she pressed her cheek to him, closed her eyes, and kissed him gently, mouth to mouth like this.

Chapter 160 Seven Promises Under the Starry Sky

"!?"

The pointer seems to stop at this moment.

The sound of the wind, the sound of the tide, everything disappeared in this kiss, only the touch of the lips was extremely obvious, a little cold, but unimaginable heat spread from the place where they met.

Asada's eyes widened, his mind fell into a blank, and he stared blankly at her slightly trembling eyelashes.

When the lips were parted, time resumed to flow, there were waves in the ear, and her breath, surrounded her in the night with incomparable tranquility.

Asada sat on the ground, motionless.

Rui wiped away her tears, her slightly flushed cheeks were a little cold under the moonlight, and her expression was indifferent and gentle.

"This is a selfish move I made to satisfy myself. Will you hate me? Will you leave me?"

"..." Asada remained silent, and she made her own conclusion.

"You won't, because you like me too, even if it's not between men and women... If you do the same thing to me, I won't, because I like you."

"...It's hard to say."

"Then you come and try?"

Asada turned her face away, full of confusion, trying to find words to refute her, but the kiss just now was always replaying in her mind.

It was as if the network signal suddenly disappeared, and he couldn't send a message, so he simply let go of the keyboard and stopped responding.

Rui stared at his expressionless side face, and said in a serious tone

"Don't think too much about yourself. You can't decide what will happen in the future, and you can't influence our relationship. Why should you carry all these things on yourself?"

After a long silence, he spoke sullenly.

"...Just say it, because you are the ones I care about. Is there anything wrong with thinking about your friends and sister?"

——It is because of this that you are so gentle that people feel distressed.

Rui didn't say these words, but just touched his face with the palm of her hand.

Asada gently waved away with one hand, always looking sideways at the sand.

"Stubborn as a rock." Ruyi sighed, brushing away the bangs scattered in front of her eyes, and said helplessly.

"So, your intention is for our own good, right?"

Asada didn't nod, it seemed that admitting this at this time would make him a little ashamed.

"But what you're doing now will only make us sadder and more fond of you in the future. Instead, we'll be farther and farther away from your goal."

Rui made a firm conclusion.

Because she herself was like this, after realizing the unexpectedly slender and clumsy place of the young man in front of her, she already wanted to touch his head and pour out all her tenderness to comfort him.