We Are Gamers

Maybe it's not good for a person to persevere alone...

At this time, Bai Ge was very confused and fragile.

For the first time in his life, he encountered an accident that he couldn't handle. Even if he pretended to be fainted by the bridge, he couldn't solve any problems. He knew it clearly, but he still suppressed the frenzied impulse by destroying his body...

The pain is not comparable to the confusion in his heart. His parents are not here, his relatives are not here, and his friends are not here... No, even if his close relatives are by his side, Bai Ge will never expose his fragile side, because he thinks he can support You don't need to depend on others.

He never tells his relatives when he has a fever or is sick, and goes to the hospital to register by himself; when he is lonely, he just opens the game silently to refresh himself; when he encounters troubles, he finds ways to solve them, and don't cause trouble for others... He can solve his own problems. Wisdom, with his self-discipline and calmness, many troubles that ordinary people have to bow their heads have been solved in his hands.

He is more reliable than his parents. He grew up in this concept. He has become his own mentor. He does not need to rely on others, but can provide help to others.

Over time, he became the object of others' dependence and became an invincible foreign aid.

But when Bai Ge first encountered the unmanageable mental pressure, he would also be exhausted, shy, and subconsciously reveal his fragile side. He never relied on others for the first time and had the feeling of "if someone It's good to be around, too' thought.

"Go to sleep too." Bai Ge let go of his insistence, and relaxed the toughness in his words. For the first time, he showed an unprofessional gentle smile to Chu Wangshu: "Don't be too tired."

"I'm right here." Chu Wangshu smiled happily, "I'm not going anywhere."

Bai Ge lay down, closed her eyes, and felt the temperature in her palms.

He thought in his heart, maybe it wasn't that scary.

No matter how short the spirit is, it is just a part of himself, as long as he controls it, he did not hurt Chu Wangshu, as long as he sticks to this point as the bottom line, sooner or later he can curb this bad nature.

Thinking this way, he reconnected with the last dream.

It was that mirror again, and the same smile again.

"Yo, you're back?"

In the mirror, nature said to itself: "It's really fast."

"I'm going to suffer from schizophrenia. Are you still going to make a fuss?" Bai Ge's voice returned to calm. Although he was still a little trembling, the sense of fear had gradually subsided. There was nothing to be afraid of, it was just him.

"This kind of scene is just a dream." The joker is always smiling: "Because you are resisting, there will be a temporary distinction, but we are one after all, how about just accepting it if you don't want to be schizophrenic?"

"You want to kill her."

Bai Ge's tone was cold.

"It was you who wanted to kill her."

Joker shakes his fingers, emphatically.

"I'm not interested in playing word games with you. If we are one, then you shouldn't deviate from my ideas." Bai Ge said lightly: "Put down the madness, I can accept you."

"But madness is all about me!" joker winked: "It's also the part you discarded, the more you suppress it, the more you accumulate it, I'm the part you want to discard, and the 'abnormality' you desperately want to suppress ', now the shackles are gone, so I appear."

"The shackles can be put on again." Bai Ge said, "As much as you want."

"Ha, are you talking about Chu Wangshu?" joker poked out half of his head in the mirror, his smiling face full of jokes: "Are you joking, young man... You obviously want to kill her."

Bai Ge stared at joker coldly, listening to his crazy remarks, and was about to yell at him.

Suddenly, he stopped talking.

This is not schizophrenia. The conversation seems to be two personalities, but it is not. It is a question and answer between himself and himself. Both his crazy nature and rational self are part of him. Calm thinking is still in operation.

Therefore, this mirror is what I see in my subconscious mind, and it is also the part that rational logical thinking does not want to accept. It is isolated from crazy thoughts...

So, I really want to kill Chu Wangshu?

Why……

Bai Ge stared at the mirror, and the mirror also looked at him.

—You actually know the answer, don't you?

——Why is there no bodyguard today?

——Why was her travel plan leaked?

——Why is she acting so calm?Why did she express concern only after her narrow escape?

——Why is it such a coincidence that she appeared when you were injured and fainted?

——Why did she insist on taking care of it, just out of gratitude and goodwill?A fondness for murderers and lunatics?

——Why didn't she even deal with the injuries on her own hands, instead she had time to find a doctor to inject herself with tranquilizers?

——Why... that handmade white jade bracelet was crushed?Who crushed it again?

"Actually, you have known it for a long time, but you subconsciously discarded these possibilities. You, who always seek the best solution, are within the rules and never try to break the rules. Your greatest natural talent has been forsaken."

The joker put his hands on Bai Ge's shoulders: "If you are not an extreme person, how could you think about so many things, how could you think of these possibilities? But all of them are real, the more you think about it, the more unbelievable it is, right? The so-called The truth is that..."

The man in the mirror snickered.

The people outside the mirror also laughed.

Bai Ge opened his eyes. He sat up, took his hands out of Chu Wangshu's palms, and gently pressed his face with both hands, covering his irrelevance, and let out a suppressed and deep laugh.

Chu Wangshu looked at Bai Ge who got up suddenly, saw his strange behavior, and asked cautiously, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing..." Bai Ge lowered his hand, he suppressed and laughed at himself a few times, his feeble voice was hoarse: "I just suddenly remembered a sentence..."

Chu Wangshu asked suspiciously, "What?"

"The person you trust the most may hurt you the most." Bai Ge said.

"……I don't know……"

"Then I'll explain it to you." Bai Ge stared into Chu Wangshu's eyes, the madness was dormant, the cold was spreading, and the sadness that would burn out even the reason turned into words: "Because of you... I am no longer me."

Chapter 330 Love

"...You may be under too much mental pressure."

Chu Wangshu said softly: "You just need to sleep now, you don't have to think about anything else..."

She tried to soothe with words.

"It's true that I'm not calm and emotionally unstable, but on the contrary, the current me is not something you can deceive."

Bai Ge held Chu Wangshu's wrist and stared into her eyes: "In this room, there is no clock, no mobile phone, and it's getting late outside. You said I only slept for a few hours...but in fact the time should be It took longer, a day or so..."

"Time is not important."

Chu Wangshu comforted him: "I just want you to rest for a while."

"You just want to create a sense of urgency."

Bai Ge exposed her lie: "You are also injured, and your wrist will also hurt... The swelling is red and swollen without applying medicine or bandaging, is there not enough time? No, it's not...you let me see it on purpose."

"Are you suspecting that my concern for you is just an illusion?"

Chu Wangshu sighed: "Why do you always distrust others and always doubt their goodwill?"

"I trusted you, even for just 10 minutes."

Bai Ge held Chu Wangshu's wrist without exerting any force or letting go.

"Then why are you doubting anything?"

Chu Wangshu looked back at Baige's eyes, without fear or retreat: "I care about you very much, and I care about you very much, this is the truth."

"But you're trying to control me."

Bai Ge said coldly: "Everything that happened today is almost in your expectation."

"You think too highly of me. If I expected it, I wouldn't be kidnapped."

Chu Wangshu pursed his lips slightly.

"It is precisely because you anticipated the kidnapping that you deliberately resorted to tricks."

Bai Ge smiled slightly: "It's true, I don't have any evidence to prove this, because your actions are always going along with the flow."

"The kidnapping case is true..."

Chu Wangshu said seriously.

"The kidnapping case is indeed true, and you are also in jail. The other party intends to take money to tear up the ticket. They are a group of vicious robbers. It is precisely because all this is true that I don't think you will choose to do it... But It is precisely because they are all true that you are in control of the situation.”

Bai Ge paused: "The development of the process is definitely not within your consideration, but if you don't consider the process and only consider the result, what have you lost and what have you gained? You have lost a group of enemies who hate you to the bone, and you have gained My utter trust...but just a little short."

"You think I used you?"

Chu Wangshu frowned slightly: "I don't want you to become like this..."

"It's just a test, and it's also a test for me."

Bai Ge took out the remains of the crushed white jade bracelet from his pocket: "This bracelet... was dropped and crushed by yourself, as a signal to warn me that you were kidnapped... Don't rush to deny it, I have carefully read everyone's The soles of the shoes of other kidnappers are relatively soft materials, only your soles are hard sandals, which can push white jade into powdery particles."

"It was just my panic, but I hope you will know about being kidnapped."

Chu Wangshu did not deny it: "I want you to save me."

"So I did come."

Bai Ge looked at Chu Wangshu and frowned slightly.

There was a flash of struggle in his eyes, his five fingers clenched and then relaxed, and he let go of her wrist.

Suddenly, he didn't really care about it.

Chu Wangshu's expression was serious, she did not lie from the beginning, everything was true.

It's just that there is an ulterior motive hidden behind this truth.

But to put it bluntly, it is also an inference without evidence, and it is based on a thought, so is it necessary to say it too clearly?

Of course it is not necessary, I don't need to convince her, I just need to convince myself.

"I helped you, and you also saved me. That's enough for now...Let's settle the matter."

Bai Ge let go of his hand, he wanted to interrupt this meaningless conversation.

But Chu Wangshu got up suddenly, she turned her back on the guest, put her hands on Baige, and pressed him on the bed.

The originally clear eyes are now like a deep pool.

"Don't end it arbitrarily, I can't accept such a result."

Chu Wangshu lowered his face and looked down at him: "Did I do something wrong, or was it not enough to make you resist so much? If I take a step closer, you take a step back, and if I stretch out my hand, you will run farther... ..."