We Are Gamers

"I know what you're thinking, but you can actually vent it now." Bai Ge said, "The reason why I'm telling you this is because I'm really considering whether to kill you or not."

"This matter has nothing to do with you..."

"Do you believe this sentence yourself?" Bai Ge asked lightly.

"I..." Professor Han was speechless. He actually planned to tie up Bai Ge, but he deliberately avoided it in consideration of efficiency.

"If you strike at another time and don't involve me, I really don't want to worry about it, but why did you choose to strike when I was present? Why did you choose the place here?"

Bai Ge stared at him: "Cornfield eats people, you never planned to let Chu Wangshu live from the beginning! Knowing this, of course I can't stand by and do nothing, so you personally involved me!"

Bai Ge frowned tightly, pretending to be angry: "I'm very upset, I'm really unhappy, and I'm talking so much nonsense with you just to complain about the mastermind behind this stupid kidnapping case. "

His angry appearance made Professor Han's legs tremble, and he was afraid that he would press the trigger with a trembling hand.

But in the next second, Bai Ge's expression returned to calm: "But now, I don't want to say anything, it doesn't matter anymore...Whether I kill someone or not, I find that my awareness of this aspect may be very superficial, even I don't feel terrible when I see blood, do you want to say that I am a lunatic? Maybe I am really a lunatic, or I am born crazy, the kind that can't be cured, so..."

He said: "arrivederci!"

The trigger was pulled, without leaving a last word, and the headshot was done neatly.

Bai Ge dropped the firearms in both hands, and looked at his own hands. The red blood was stained red and could not be wiped clean.

Although there is still a bald man alive, Bai Ge is not worried anymore. There are many small traps set up in the woods, which are enough for him to spend a long time. He will mistakenly think that he has been in the woods all the time, but that is just a simple trigger mechanism.

The corpse is hung on it at the beginning, and a person will be hoisted up after being hit by a mechanism. During the struggle, the person who is hung up will affect the mechanism arranged around and pull the trigger of the gun. It is a deceptive trap. It's done too finely.

Bai Ge's spirit began to relax, and Chu Wangshu was in the room, as long as he took her away, the rest of the matter was out of his consideration.

He opened the door and walked into the room.

Chu Wangshu sat there quietly, with tape on her mouth, she could hear the movement outside clearly, Baige came to rescue her, she didn't need to struggle, she waited like a princess waiting to be rescued by a prince It's fine.

Bai Ge tore off the tape, unshackled his hands and feet, and grabbed Chu Wangshu's red wrist: "Let's go."

Just this one sentence is a bit outrageous, maybe saying something nice at this time can increase your favorability.

Miss Chu didn't struggle, and followed Bai Ge.

The two trotted all the way, left the farm freely and arrived at the intersection.

Chu Wangshu paused, she saw the pool of blood on the ground, and also saw the cold corpse behind the tree on the other side.

"Dead." Bai Ge said, "I killed it."

"I know." Chu Wangshu nodded lightly: "I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble because of my affairs..."

"It's already happened, it's useless to talk about it, let's think about how to deal with it." Bai Ge handed his mobile phone to Chu Wangshu: "You can cause such a big trouble, and you should have a way to deal with it... Later, I probably don’t need my help.”

"No need." Chu Wangshu smiled gently: "Thank you for your hard work... In fact, it is not enough to say a thousand or ten thousand words of thanks, but it seems too hypocritical to say too much."

"You are very calm." Bai Ge said.

"Because it's not the first time. I have been kidnapped many times since I was a child." Chu Wangshu's words were calm but thought-provoking.

"Aren't you afraid of me?" Bai Ge said, "I killed six people."

"When the kidnapping happened, someone was shot in front of me." Chu Wangshu shook his head gently: "I'm not afraid, really..."

She raised her white hand to hold Bai Ge's palm, but Bai Ge withdrew her hand like lightning.

He took a step back, lowered his cheeks, his expression was hidden in the darkness under the moonlight and it was hard to see clearly: "Don't touch me..."

He hid his blood-stained hands under his clothes: "You can take care of your own affairs. It doesn't matter to me whether you thank me or not. This matter is also the result of my meddling... So, don't worry about it." I'm... I should go back."

His words were a little anxious and incoherent.

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Chu Wangshu's reply, Bai Ge had already walked away, his back was stretched under the moonlight, and he gradually walked away along the street.

Chu Wangshu turned on the phone and silently dialed a number.

10 minute later.

Bai Ge stopped walking, and he walked more and more slowly, like a serious heart patient, leaning on the wall, every step became extremely difficult, and there was no one in the suburbs in the early morning and late at night.

He came to a bridge under which the river flowed quietly.

Listening to the voice in his ears, Bai Ge slammed his head against the steel railing forcefully.

A dull sound spread like a bell. Bai Ge almost fell, but he still tried his best to support his body and not fall.

The pain and dizziness made him feel better, but his chaotic thoughts were still uncontrollable...

Bai Ge ran away from Chu Wangshu so quickly because he couldn't understand why the moment he saw her, the first thing he felt was not 'relaxation' but 'boring'.

This boredom quickly expanded and turned into a strong sense of emptiness, calling on myself to do something, and even some itching like a cat scratching, so a voice came out of her head——if she Wouldn't it be fun to make it disappear?

In an instant, Bai Ge's hand sank a little, obviously tearing off the tape, but subconsciously stroked her fair neck, it was by no means a hint of fragrance, but a fatal touch... Even if it was only for a moment, Bai Ge completely Realizing that his state was very abnormal, his thoughts were running wild, so he quickly left Chu Wangshu's side as if escaping.

This symptom is different from the war or killing syndrome in ordinary psychology... Bai Ge knew that he was awake, but he couldn't control his cranky thoughts. This was the first time for him.

In the past, he understood everything step by step and analyzed things and concepts logically.

For example, if he finds a wallet, he will judge the age and occupation of the lost person based on the items in the wallet, and then consider whether to hand in the wallet, or find the owner by himself... The purpose is to return the lost property.

But now he is thinking about something completely different, he is eager to find some interesting traces in this small wallet, such as something left by a third party after a married man cheated, or an important secret Documents, or documents that are difficult to reissue...

After getting these, it will be more useful, and you can do a lot of interesting things, whether it is to cause disputes in the other party's family, or to announce the secret, or to make the certificate invalid without destroying it...

Assuming none of these, at least you can take the cash from the wallet, then throw the wallet on the ground, wait for others to find it and return it to the owner, and wait for the innocent good-hearted people to be blamed by the owner of the missing money...

This is just a simple example. In fact, Bai Ge's uncontrollable thoughts are not limited to the "prank" part, and some have exceeded the moral bottom line and the legal limit... not only good and evil, but also lawless ...

Boom-!

Bai Ge slammed his head against the railing again, blood poured out and stained one of his eyes red, the strong ringing in his ears and the dizziness of wanting to vomit made him unable to stand still... He pressed his chest and panted in pain , the chaotic thoughts disappeared a bit, as if the noise was decreasing, and it felt better...

"I'm really going crazy, haha..." He smiled weakly, "So I'm not too calm, so I'm not afraid of seeing blood..."

But from that moment on, the spirit has gone to another extreme, and at the moment I didn't realize it, it was irreparable.

Over the past 17 years, the shackles of self-restraint through education, morality, law, etc. have all been broken at the moment the taboo is triggered. The sweet blood awakens the dormant animal nature, and the strong desire cannot be restrained. , the nature that has been suppressed for too long is completely stimulated now that it breaks the stereotype, but it is tightly bound by reason, but how difficult it is to block them back, I was born like this.

...So how many people did I kill later, just because I met them for the first time and found it interesting, I couldn't help but kill more?

...That's why it went so smoothly and calmly.

After realizing where that hand feeling came from, Bai Ge shuddered all over, his back was icy cold, and his heart felt piercing pain, but at the same time he wanted to laugh, but when he really laughed, it was a miserable laugh : "So I was born to be a sinner."

The person who knows you best is always yourself.

Bai Ge used to think that he knew himself, but only now he really understands himself.

...No matter how long it takes to make myself closer to a normal person, I will still be an anomaly.

...As an anomalous person who desires to be twisted, he possesses a complete set of values.

... If one day I suddenly 'awakened' and 'thought it out'... what kind of situation would it be like?

...No matter what, I don't want to see myself turned into a crazy clown.

Bai Ge gritted his teeth tightly, blood overflowed from the wound, he struggled to stand up in pain, he felt that he was about to split his mind, rationality suppressed his frantic thoughts, making his eyes bloodshot, if the pain can relieve this mental burden... …

Boom-!

The third time he hit the railing, this time he finally couldn't hold on, and fell on his back.

Before his consciousness completely disappeared, he saw a familiar figure.

Chu Wangshu held the fallen boy in her arms, and she said softly, "You will be fine..."

she is smiling.

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ps: This chapter is a bit difficult to write, and transformation is always difficult. Baige's character analysis is a difficult point. This character is complicated, and the formation of character has a process.

He is a happy party, a good person who pursues pleasure. This positioning is very contradictory. Pleasure is the satisfaction of self-desire, and a good person with good and evil moral concepts is a conventional concept.

Therefore, the biggest characteristic of Baige is his contradiction.

I wrote a long time ago that the essence of Baige is extremely bad, extremely bad, even worse than Kotomine Kirei, and similar to Ugly Lord, but he has no external influence to cause it, it is purely natural .

But Bai Ge believes in kindness, and treats people with sincerity. At least before the age of 17, he was a good-natured boy, even if he behaved a little mischievously, it was still a childish temper... He was also a standard template for a good old man in the Bai family, but he had an extremely bad nature.

His ambivalence is not found in other characters in my works. It is a contest between nature and self, both of which are him.

Most people see that Bai Ge's IQ is invincible, and he can turn around at will, but he is a poor man after all... He can't become the ideal self, and he can't let himself go with the flow, so what can he do?Force a smile on your face.

In fact, there are still many things that can be said, so I won't expand here. After all, there is more content behind, how Bai Ge fell out with Chu Wangshu, and how he became like two years later, there are still explanations.

I read many postings in book reviews saying that Apple is the best for Baige, but with all due respect, superficial beauty doesn’t mean anything...I love this child deeply.

Chapter 330 Five Like People Drinking Water

Sleeping deeply, Bai Ge had a dream.

In the dream, he was looking at a mirror. The self in the mirror smiled at him. In the mirror, he stretched out his hand and pressed his shoulder, as if trying to break free from the inside of the mirror. Baige wanted to back away, but no matter what Can't break free.

Fear struck, Bai Ge's body tensed up suddenly, and he opened his eyes.

The white ceiling was in sight, and Bai Ge immediately sat up, but a sharp pain hit his head, and he felt dizzy. He pressed his head and looked at the window on the other side. Through the reflection on the window, he saw a A head wrapped in white gauze.

"You'd better not move around, the injury is not serious, but it is not light either."

Bai Ge silently looked at the girl beside her. She was sitting on the edge of the bed. She was dozing off before, but now she has woken up.

"It's not dawn yet, I thought you would sleep for a long time." Chu Wangshu said softly.

"Why did you come here?" Bai Ge frowned, he stared at Chu Wangshu, his eyes moved down to her fair neck, the darkness in his eyes flashed away, he almost broke her neck before, but she didn't Know……

"You don't look right."

"That's why I asked you to leave!" Bai Ge's tone became a little serious, and he said in a deep voice, "Can you just leave me alone?"

"I'm not at ease." Chu Wangshu said softly: "You have a certain tendency to self-destruct now, and you are under heavy mental pressure now, because you are after all trying to save me... so I have an obligation to take care of your body." Be safe, and I have the obligation to accompany you through difficult times, and I want to do the same, I have never been a caregiver on weekdays, but I want to take care of you."

Bai Ge didn't answer. He was unexpectedly calm at this time, and he could control his chaotic thoughts. He noticed that there were empty medicines and a used syringe on the table. He asked, "You calmed me down?" potion?"

"Well, the doctor suggested." Chu Wangshu said softly: "It can also relieve your pain... You still need to rest, you may feel a little sleepy, you might as well take a nap, I'm right here."

She also looked very tired, her eyelids drooped slightly, her smile was a bit forced, she held Bai Ge's hand weakly, and there were still red marks left by her struggle on her fair skin wrist.

Even though so many things happened today, she didn't cry or make trouble, she smiled calmly, and took the initiative to stay by the bedside to accompany her abnormal self. This was not just a thank you, but also a kind of inexplicable meaning...