Plural Apostles

This is what parents taught themselves.

One is right, gentle, kind, honest, tolerant to one's friends—this is a good man.

This is what I feel in my study and life, what others think, and what my parents have taught me.

So what should a person do to be a good person in society?

With doubts, the protagonist leaves the campus.

Then the monster also left the protagonist, and the story still continues Siegfried's style - gone.

Gone! !

Jizi put down the phone with a twitching corner of her mouth, feeling as if she had been fed... the long aftertaste of the expired rice ball, and her mood suddenly turned bad.

In a society of ordinary people, how can one be considered a good person...

The answer Siegfried got...is a person who does not exist, who has no deep connection with anyone, considered a good person?

Ji Zi fiddled with the phone, looked at Leiden Mei who was silently thinking, "So what are you going to do?"

Lei Dian Mei showed a smile: "After a while, I will go to find Jun Qi."

……

……

despair--!

zizi...

"call……"

In the newly rented house, Siegfried exhaled a long puff of smoke, frowning as he looked at the computer screen with a blank document... unable to write.

No matter how I write, I feel that it is wrong, and I feel irritable and disgusting after I finish writing.

Back to Shenzhou Tianhai City to find a new rental house for lodging, half a month has passed, Siegfried feels that his life is not what it used to be, he can't entertain himself alone in his In the world, I always feel that something is missing in my daily life.

Temporarily leave the computer, order a takeaway, just like in Japan, sitting next to the coffee table and eating takeaway.

The taste is not as good as Leiden Mei's...

Siegfried frowned slightly, to drive away the thought that came to his mind, and then continued to eat takeaway. Recently, he often subconsciously had all kinds of similar thoughts, and he knew the reason for this.

Even the gentleness in disguise is still a kind of poison that erodes people's hearts... I am not without emotions, on the contrary, I am a very sensitive and emotional person, but because of this, Siegfried does not want to deal with anyone.

When you get used to dependence, you will unconsciously give up certain things. Only when you stay away from others can you be yourself.

But it doesn't matter, after a while, after getting used to this discomfort, I can return to the peaceful time of being alone.

Chapter 740 Loneliness is Introspection

When I'm alone, I like to think about something, even if it doesn't make much sense in reality, but it is the most meaningful thing to me.

For a while, Siegfried had no idea what to write about the story of the departed demon. He understood the reason, because he changed his environment, and because he was a little familiar with the existence of a person he hated in his life. Maybe the other party is pretending to be gentle, but I still feel dependent.

People are so weak, both in mind and body.

Obviously just a guy who broke into his life arbitrarily and disturbed his peace, but just because the other party showed gentle behavior in the general sense, after a long time of getting used to it, he seemed to be able to forget the bad behavior of the other party at first, even in his heart He hated the other person to the extreme, and subconsciously relied on another person who appeared in his life.

This is not a good thing.

Siegfried warned himself silently. He leaned on the sofa in his new home and thought about his current situation. He had his own views a long time ago. People's behaviors, thoughts, habits and other aspects often need to be separated. On the other hand, what you think is not the same as what you do, your character is not the same as your performance, your thoughts and actions are not the same.

this is the truth.

A gentle and kind person... Do you count yourself?

Siegfried is not clear, he understands that he can no longer tell the exact definition of gentleness and kindness, without a specific standard, without a complete interpretation.

If you say it from the bottom of your heart, not to hurt others intentionally or unintentionally is the greatest tenderness and kindness, in today's society.

Siegfried took out a cigarette, relaxed his body and leaned on the sofa, thinking endlessly.

If you really want to see a person clearly, you can only explore with split eyes. Everyone seems to be the same, and everyone seems to be different. Therefore, the law condemns words and deeds, and the reality, not the future. Certain concerns and speculations.

With results, with facts...

So treat others with kind and gentle behavior, and the final response will not be absolutely good among the variables, and will only lead to scars all over your body in the end.

And I can't say that I am kind and gentle. A momentary emotional impulse may hurt others, and unintentional casual words may hurt others. In many cases, how people communicate with each other depends on how close they are, whether it is correct or not. No, whether it is right or wrong, it may be said to be nosy by others, and it may also be hated by the person concerned.

Siegfried recalled some bad past events. After his parents had an accident, the relatives and friends who came to the door felt hurt and angry. He was full of disappointment with his hometown and moved to Japan on impulse. In the end, he found that no matter what Places and people are the same animals.

As long as we live together, there will be conflicts and frictions. The law restricts people's words and deeds, but within the bounds, people are emotional, and emotions are never unreasonable and right or wrong.

Being tricked, cheated, disliked, complained about, suffered injustice, and sometimes emotionally irritable, because of an objectively meaningless thing, relying on the mood to fight against netizens who have never faced each other. Hundred rounds...

Siegfried doesn't know when he started to learn to be alone, learn to reflect, learn to pull out his memory and carefully analyze his own words and deeds and the words and deeds of the other party, and finally come to the conclusion that he is wrong and the other party is also wrong.

Because angry abuse is wrong behavior in itself.

Because of my disagreement, my emotions rose during the discussion with the other party. In the end, the other party’s emotions were detonated first, and I was detonated. I had a discussion out of reality, which was defined as a mistake, and the essence was to vent emotions and hurt the other party with words. .

Going back to the source and proving yourself right from the source?That's just embellishing and justifying your own mistakes.

Siegfried carefully observed other people, and found that in words and deeds, he was no different from others. The only difference was that there were many unhappy things or happy things. Except for those who were deeply impressed, everyone else basically Forget it, don't care anymore.