Mysterious country

After crying hard, Zhao Jingshu broke away from Xia Qi's arms, wiped the rain mixed with tears on her face, and said to Xia Qi:

"Tianqi, we have become strangers."

"Actually, I thought about what we would say when we meet again. But, I forgot all about it."

"The only person you talk to me about is Yang Zhongpeng. We are so unfamiliar now that we need to find a topic through an outsider."

Zhao Jingshu said it very straightforwardly, and Xia Qi was embarrassed and speechless after hearing it.

Because indeed, as Zhao Jingshu said, they basically have nothing to say now.

What to talk about?

Let’s chat? It will only be filled with sadness.

Talk about now? They haven't seen each other for a long time.

Talking about the future? Is there a future between them?

It could be said that the only things they could talk about were the experiences they had together in the past, but when they were together in the past, they talked about almost anything, so he wanted to talk about the present more than memories.

“You are an amazing man, you hold all of us on your shoulders, so you don’t dare to stop, you don’t dare to enjoy unguaranteed happiness.

And I am a woman who looks pretty strong, but is very fragile inside, so even if you accept me, we are not suitable.

Because I love you so much that just like you said, I can’t lose you.

And you don't love me, you just care about me like a friend and a relative.

The closer we get, the more reserved you become, and the fewer topics we talk about.

If you don't ask me why I stay here, I know what you think, just like I don't ask you why you haven't shown up for so long.

You have things to do, I have my own ideas.

But the wrong person is not you, but me, and the naive person is not you, but me, because I never think about the future.

There is nothing bad to say about these things. We are friends, so we should say it. "

When Zhao Jingshu said this, she took a deep breath and said:

"Speaking of which, the moment you hugged me, I felt strange and there was no satisfaction in my heart.

I am a paranoid person, and this paranoia has turned my liking for you into a mere gain.

But when I heard what you just said and you wanted to agree to be with me, I panicked.

So I didn't let you continue, because I didn't want you to regret it, let alone myself.

I let go, I really let go at that moment.

This kind of entanglement, this kind of paranoia, is meaningless.

You will lose a friend, and I will lose a lover. I am not stupid, so how could I do such a loss. "

After Zhao Jingshu finished speaking, she hung her wet hair behind her ears and smiled at Xia Qi, who was looking at her blankly.

At this moment, Xia Qi's originally uneasy heart became calmer, as if all the barriers had disappeared.

Because he could feel that Zhao Jingshu was no longer saying to let him go in a vindictive manner, nor was she pretending to be strong and saying to let go, but was really getting over this matter.

Xia Qi can be said to be a person who is cruel to his enemies, but unwilling to hurt the people around him in the slightest.

He was afraid of losing Zhao Jingshu, a friend who was like a family member, so he always felt that he owed Zhao Jingshu and felt that the problem was all on his side.

But in fact, there is nothing right or wrong about emotional matters.

If you don't like it, you don't like it. Just as Zhao Jingshu said, if he agrees to Zhao Jingshu, it will be a kind of torture for himself, and it will be a huge harm and deception to Zhao Jingshu.

If two people are together just to receive care and attention, then every nanny meets this condition very well.

The problem between him and Zhao Jingshu seemed to have come to an end when Zhao Jingshu let go before he left reality.

But in fact, they left each other with a knot in their hearts after that.

So Zhao Jingshu began to deliberately alienate him, so he had several opportunities to come to the inner domain in advance, but he did not come.

It wasn't until just now, when Zhao Jingshu opened the last layer of window paper, that the two of them finally let go.

Yang Zhongpeng stood on the opposite side of the bridge, clenching his fists and looking at Xia Qi and Zhao Jingshu in the distance.

He learned a lot about Xia Qi from Zhao Jingshu. Every time he talked about Xia Qi, Zhao Jingshu would behave differently from his usual indifference.

He knew very well that it was a sign of mentioning someone he liked.

He originally thought that Xia Qi would not have the courage to come to the inner domain, and he would not think of letting Zhao Jingshu go, but what he never expected was that Xia Qi came anyway.

And he comes with an absolutely strong attitude, a big boss who can walk sideways in the inner domain.

Compared to Xia Qi, he, a senior manager, is just an ant.

How can he restore Zhao Jingshu, how can he stop Xia Qi?

He couldn't think of an answer.

So what can he do?

Perhaps you can only watch them go away before your eyes with blessings and unwillingness.

Just like that night, when he came to his fiancée's house with flowers, what he saw was blood and corpses all over the floor.

What can he do but accept this cruel reality?

No! He can't just compromise like this, he still has a chance, he can't give up, maybe Zhao Jingshu will not leave.

"Let's talk when we go back. Everyone misses you so much and we can finally be reunited."

Xia Qi felt that since he and Zhao Jingshu had already talked to each other, and Zhao Jingshu had stated that she would go back to the outside world with him, she could have something to talk about.

"Well, but I have to say goodbye to Yang Zhongpeng. In fact, if you hadn't come to pick me up, I don't think she would have let me go so easily.

So Tianqi, do you know why I let you go? It is because I have tasted this feeling of being imprisoned by emotions.

You really need to thank him.

But no matter what, I will always bear in mind his care and protection for me. He is also a good person. Unlike other people in Hades, he will never kill innocent people indiscriminately. "

"Then I really have to thank him very much for protecting our Jingshu so desperately."

Having said this, Xia Qi smiled and then said:

"It seems we don't have to look for him anymore, he has already come to us."

As soon as Xia Qi finished speaking, he saw Yang Zhongpeng walking quickly towards them along the long bridge.

"Xiao Jing."

After approaching, he called Zhao Jingshu softly.

Zhao Jingshu saw Yang Zhongpeng, the senior manager, with red eyes. She opened her mouth but did not speak.

"Xiao Jing, I know Director Xia is here to pick you up, and I can't stop him, but I want to persuade you to stay as much as possible.

Although I am only a senior manager, I will work hard. As long as I am alive, no one can hurt you.

So please stay, please...please stay, please..."