My 26-year-old Female Tenant

   After walking a block and turning a few corners, the flower shop girl and I finally came to a snack bar. She smiled at me and indicated that this was the snack bar.

   After I said "thank you" to her, I said to her again: "I'll treat you to a late-night snack, thank you for guiding me."

  She still pressed the content of the conversation with me on the phone: "I will have supper here after closing the store every day, but I don't need you to invite me, we are just strangers."

  I smiled and said, "There is no conflict between a stranger and a supper. After I treat you to a supper, you and I can still be strangers."

  She finally responded to me with a pure smile that I can't see in this impetuous society, and then nodded, accepting my suggestion to treat her to supper.

After we ordered two bowls of millet porridge and a basket of steamed buns, we found a corner against the wall and sat down. Then she took out a notepad from her bag, as if she was sorting out today's accounts, feeling her feelings. Concentration, my restless heart finally calmed down, so I let myself go again, looking at the steaming steamer outside the snack bar.

  The store owner finally delivered what we ordered, and I said to her, "Let's eat first, the porridge won't taste good when it gets cold."

She nodded, put the notepad with the accounts back in her handbag, and ate together with me. She was very polite and careful, and gave me a small plate of pickles for me to eat In this dull night, find some taste of eating.

   After I thanked her again, I asked, "I don't know your name yet!"

  She still communicated with me by typing text on her mobile phone: "Just call me Xiaoyun."

"Xiaoyun!" I sighed subconsciously, thinking it was a bit of a coincidence, because the female singer I admired the most in my life was called Yunzi, so because of this coincidence, my affection for her increased, and my sympathy also increased. One more point, a person who always lives in a voiceless world must be much more lonely than ordinary people... In fact, compared with this kind of born unfortunate people, those of us who seem to be The love of life and death is a bit disease-free!

  I said again: "Xiaoyun, starting from tomorrow, you will help me prepare a bouquet of flowers that can express beautiful love every day, okay?"

   "Why every day?"

   "My girlfriend is abroad, and I miss her so much...so I want to send her a bouquet of flowers every day, telling her that I am waiting for her every day."

   "Does she make you very insecure?"

This is obviously the question that Xiaoyun asked in the first consciousness, but it hits the nail on the head. In fact, I was extremely insecure during my relationship with Mi Cai, so I once forced her to marry me, but sometimes To this day I still don't understand where this insecurity comes from.

  I couldn't answer this question. After smiling at her, I changed the subject and asked, "Why don't you set up a counter to sell cigarettes? And the cigarettes you sell seem to be the ones that students like to smoke."

This time, Xiaoyun pressed the phone for a long time before showing it to me: "There is a university on the other side of the street of the flower shop, and there is a student's family who runs a tobacco shop in this city. He will bring some students from the shop. Let me sell the cigarettes I like to smoke. I don’t have a business license to sell cigarettes, so I don’t have a counter... Those students are very good, and sometimes they would come to my place to buy cigarettes if they would rather take a detour. Let me make some money, but smoking is a very bad thing!"

"Everyone knows that smoking is a bad thing, but cigarettes are still the best-selling commodity. Many times, many people like to pretend to be confused because they don't want to sacrifice the pleasure of smoking, but those students are It's pretty good, although their strength is very meager, they are still doing what they should do with their heart...Xiaoyun, give me your ID tomorrow, and I will help you apply for a license to sell cigarettes Certificate, so you can set up a counter to sell!"

   "It is very difficult to apply for a business license for tobacco and alcohol, why do you help me?...We just met once!"

  I smiled and replied: "You should let go of your guard against strangers, because my motive is very simple. I just think that when I come to buy cigarettes from you next time, I can buy the cigarettes I want to smoke!"

  ...

Saying goodbye to Xiaoyun who I met by accident tonight, I finally returned to the old house with a tired body. After washing up, I habitually lay on the bed and looked at the somewhat empty room. I only felt that I had experienced enough. It has been a long time, but in fact Mi Cai is still on the plane flying to the United States at this time, and the real time is only 10 hours away.

For me, this was a night of confusion. I can't imagine what kind of situation and scene Le Yao will be when she gets married, and I can't imagine what it will be like when I get married, but these really It will happen in the near future, especially Le Yao's wedding, which can be counted down to any day, and tomorrow she will go to Beijing to prepare for the wedding.

So, I stopped thinking about my relatively distant wedding, and just imagined how I would feel when I received Le Yao's wedding invitation one day... Maybe my mood depends on the date of her marriage. Object, if that man doesn't have the romantic style of a typical rich man and is willing to give Le Yao a happy and splendid tomorrow, I will also be happy for her from the bottom of my heart, but I won't go to her wedding because I don't have any face, Confronting the woman who had carried my child while the wedding was going on...

The notification tone of the mobile phone rang in the dark without any warning. I picked it up and looked at it. It was from Mi Cai. She told me that I had arrived in the United States and was on the way to the hotel. It's the middle of the night in China.

  My thoughts began to diverge indiscriminately again, and I felt that fate was a dizziness for me. If I had never met Mi Cai, what kind of life would I be living at this time?

  If Le Yao hadn't taken away the original child, would we have married with the child?

  With such a series of doubts that I couldn't figure out, I finally sent a message to Mi Cai: "When you return to China, you must marry me, okay?"

Dawn finally pierced the depths of the night, a ray of light outside the window passed through the curtains, and swayed at the end of my bed, but I didn't wait for Mi Cai's reply, so my mood fell into uneasiness again because of the sensitivity of this specific period .

Finally, Mi Cai sent me a message back: "Zhaoyang, can you tell me what happened to make you feel so insecure?... I saw your cowardice and courage in this question." With restless worry!"

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The second update, I didn’t write 3000 words, it’s hard to write, sorry...... This book has two volumes, the first volume is coming to an end, the second volume will not be as long as the first volume, But the core part of this book is in the second volume, I hope you will continue to support it. About two-thirds of the book has been completed.