My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  Mi Cai put down her suitcase, looked at the instant noodles on the table and asked, "Do you have one for lunch?"

   "It's easy to eat instant noodles." After finishing speaking, she looked at her suitcase and asked, "Are you here to collect the luggage?"

   "Well, come and get some clothes, the plane tomorrow afternoon."

  The already bad mood became worse because of Mi Cai's answer, so that she didn't want to talk anymore, and picked up the soaked noodles and started eating.

   Mi Cai looked at me, didn't say any more, dragged the suitcase and walked to her room.

  Watching her disappear from my sight, I suddenly didn't want to eat instant noodles anymore, so I found a coat to put on myself, and planned to go downstairs for a walk, and then went to the convenience store to buy a pack of cigarettes.

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  Outdoors, the sun radiates warm light on the ground without hesitation. Although the wind is a bit colder, it blows the white clouds in the blue sky. Everything is so beautiful that it seems to comfort my messed up soul.

  Buying a pack of cigarettes, I sat on the electric wooden horse in front of the convenience store and started smoking. I didn’t want to think about anything in my heart, but I once again experienced the kind of muddled corruption.

  I was a little annoyed by myself, so I took out a few coins from my pocket and stuffed them into the electric wooden horse, so my body shook with the wooden horse.

   After a few minutes, the wooden horse stopped shaking, and I put in another coin, and it started again and again, but I didn't bother to pay attention to the mocking or incomprehensible eyes of passers-by.

   While shaking, he lit another cigarette for himself, and then habitually pulled out the film on the cigarette pack, covering it in front of his eyes and looking at the sky.

I seemed to see the outline of the city again, and my heart was full of surprises, so I wanted to see the woman in the city more urgently, but I still couldn't see her face clearly except for the long hair hanging down the shoulders... My heart became more and more Anxious, because I am afraid that after losing this fleeting opportunity, I will never see this city and the woman in the city again.

  I wished I could stand up from the wooden horse, but suddenly the illusion was broken by a voice from my ear.

  The city in the sky gradually disappeared, but Mi Cai's face became clearer and clearer. She waved her hand in front of me again and asked, "Zhaoyang, what are you doing?"

   "Let's play on the wooden horse!" I said and stuffed another coin into the coin slot, so the wooden horse sang nursery rhymes and swayed again.

   "Won't it be overloaded?"

   "No, I often sit and play!"

   "Oh... then you can play with me for a while."

  I pointed to the electric wooden horse next to me and said, "Go and ride on that one, I still have several coins!"

  Mi Cai put down her suitcase, and climbed onto another electric wooden horse. I threw a coin at her and said, "Just put it in the coin slot."

  Mi Cai nodded, then stuffed the coin in, and then the wooden horse sang and shook.

  I ignored the rice color beside me, continued to smoke, swayed with the regular rhythm, and thought about my own thoughts.

   "Zhaoyang...Zhaoyang, can you give me another coin?" After a long while, Mi Cai said to me again.

I nodded, and threw another coin to her. I also wanted to put one in my wooden horse, but I gave up because I knew that Mi Cai would ask me again, and I only had two coins left in my hand. Seeing her exhilarated appearance, I simply let her play with it...

   Sure enough, a few minutes later, Mi Cai asked me for coins again. This time, I threw both coins to her. She said "thank you" to me and started playing again.

At this time, a strange phenomenon happened. Those eyes that should have been ridiculed all turned into good-natured smiles. I didn't understand this change. Then I looked at Mi Cai next to me, and then I realized that a man playing with such a Trojan horse It's called insanity, and a beautiful woman is called innocence.

  Look, there are so many inequalities between us, why should I want her to accommodate me with a humble soul? So if she loves to go to the United States, she will go to the United States. I don't have to be lost because of this.

   "Zhaoyang, what are you thinking?" Mi Cai asked me.

   "Play your game, leave me alone."

  Mi Cai got off the wooden horse, walked in front of me again, and said to me, "Let me treat you to dinner, you didn't even eat the instant noodles just now."

   "I'll come down to buy a pack of cigarettes and go back to eat."

   "Isn't it better for me to treat you to dinner? Your bucket of noodles is soaked!"

   "It's really not necessary, you are going to the United States tomorrow, don't you, go back and recharge your energy!"

  Mi Cai finally stopped forcing me, but took out her mobile phone, took a picture of me smoking a cigarette while sitting on the wooden horse, and then lifted her own box and said to me: "Then I'm leaving!"

   "Delete the photo you just took!" I said with an unhappy face.

   "Who cares about you... You still stole my photo!"

  I wanted to jump off the wooden horse, but I tripped and staggered. Mi Cai had already dragged her suitcase and ran to her car, and then disappeared from my sight with the traffic...

  But I couldn't swear the word "fuck" anymore, I just looked at her leaving direction in a daze.

  I am a little sad: I will have to wait a long time to see her next time!

  I am a little sad: Maybe the life that is about to start in the United States will make her fall into Weiran's offensive, because in this fast-paced era, a month can change a lot, a lot...

  …

  Going back to the residence, finished eating the bucket of soaked noodles, then lay back on the bed and fell asleep.

  I had a nightmare. In the dream, Mi Cai had already returned from America, but she brought a wedding ring and invited me to her wedding with Wei Ran.

  I woke up from the dream and wiped off the sweat on my forehead, only to realize that I was tormented by this dream and felt weak. I hurriedly poured a glass of boiled water and drank it to relieve my oppressive feeling that I was almost out of breath.

After drinking a glass of boiled water, I looked out of the window, but the sky had already darkened. The row of street lamps in the distance, which had not changed for several years, emitted frivolous light to tease the dull earth, but the lights of thousands of houses in the distance The warmness exaggerated makes all living beings ignore the street lamps’ teasing of the earth, so the street lamps become more unscrupulous, and the earth gradually learns to be resigned, but who understands the helplessness and pain of resigning?

  Patting my face to wake myself up, I quickly put on my clothes, because now I should go to the bar.

Driving on the road with heavy traffic, I feel that this city that is about to lose rice color is so empty. It seems that her smile, her cry, her happiness, and her pain make this city feel empty. got the charm...

  At this moment, I understand a little bit that it is not that this city is not attractive enough, but that she has become my everything in this city! < looked around the bar and said to me: "Zhaoyang, the occupancy rate of our bar today is nearly 70%, which is much better than I imagined!"

  I nodded. It is true that the operation of the bar is much better than our initial expectation, but it still needs to continue to promote, and the 70% occupancy rate can only be used as the basis for operation.

  <...your uncle's! Don't be so weird, okay? Who, other than me, can get along with Xuzhou! "

  I want to know the truth very much, but I also resist revealing the truth, because the truth may mean pain.

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