Life With You

Xiao Xi's mother has been abroad for many years and has her own life. I couldn't force her to come back. I always thought she was very good. It wasn't until Lao Xu told me about her condition that I knew she had undergone such a major operation...

When Lu Fangqi was mentioned, the look in Song Yuanqing's eyes was soft and apologetic. However, he couldn't make up for it after all. Just like he couldn't give Lu Fangqi the life he wanted, maybe he was destined to owe her in this life.

After hearing these past stories, George Sheng opposite also had some understanding of Lu Fangqi. He felt particularly sorry for Song Xi. He opened his thin lips and said softly: Xi'er is a person with a hard mouth and a soft heart. He says he doesn't want to, but in fact he always cares in his heart. .”

Otherwise, Lu Fangqi wouldn't lose control when she saw her. She must miss her mother very much.

The look of guilt in Song Yuanqing's eyes became thicker. He lowered his gaze slightly and sighed: Xiao Xi's mother is a very good person, but I didn't do well enough at the beginning. I have to bear most of the responsibility for our separation. I thought I was doubly right. Little hobbies can make up for some of the maternal love she lacks, but she has always had a knot in her heart these years. Neither I nor her mother want to see her unhappy... Zhi Sheng, now you are also the person closest to Xiao Xi, her mother Now that you are back, find an opportunity for them to meet and resolve the misunderstanding from back then.

George Sheng agreed. Apart from Song Yuanqing and Lu Fangqi, he was the third person in the world who loved Song Xi the most. I remember when they first got together, when he mentioned her mother, Song Xi reacted very coldly. Then At that time, he was just holding the posture of a spectator, but now, although he could not empathize with her, he could feel her pain.

Song Xi was alone at home. After crying enough, she closed the photo album and told herself not to think about it anymore. No matter it was Lu Fangqi who was abroad or the familiar woman she met today, they never recognized her, right?

Since she doesn't admit it, she won't think about it again. Just because Lu Fangqi didn't show up when something happened to Song Yuanqing, she will never forgive her.

To avoid any more random thoughts, Song Xi lay down to sleep. However, when she closed her eyes, the familiar face was all in her mind. She pinched the corners of the quilt and resisted the soreness on the tip of her nose. She thought over and over again in her heart that she didn't want to, she didn't want to at all. , Lu Fangqi is not a good mother, why would she want someone who never thinks about her?

For too many years, Song Xi had been awkwardly suppressing her longing. She had to tear open the scar and let the old pain wash away the new longing, day after day, until she became numb, until she deceived herself into thinking that she really didn't want her anymore.

She finally fell asleep. Song Xi didn't know that George Sheng would come home suddenly, so there was a tissue to wipe her tears next to her. The pillow was also wet. When George Sheng walked next to her, her heart was extremely soft and easy to tear. aching.

He raised his hand and gently pushed away the broken hair stuck to her cheeks by tears. In the past, Song Xi was very sleepy and would not wake up at all. But at this time, he made a slight movement and she immediately opened her eyes, her eyes red with tears. The red bloodshot eyes and the sudden loss.

It's me. George Sheng said quickly.

Song Xi stared at his face. After a few seconds, he came back to his senses and said in a soft voice: Why are you back?

George Sheng reached out to touch her face and whispered back: I'm afraid you'll cry secretly at home alone.

Song Xi muttered, Why should I cry...

She was so stubborn that she refused to admit it even if her eyes were red.

George Sheng sat by the bed, looked at her and said, I just went to the hospital.

Song Xi didn't respond, Why go to the hospital?

George Sheng said: Go and see the child who was robbed today.

Song Xi asked: How is he?

George Sheng said: A little skin injury. After saying that, he looked at the change in Song Xi's expression.

Song Xi lowered his gaze and said in a very soft voice: That's good.

He saw that she wanted to say something else, but after waiting for a few seconds, she did not say anything. George Sheng took the initiative and said, Xi'er.

Um?

I have something to tell you.

Song Xi lay on his side, raised his eyelids and looked at George Sheng, What's wrong?

George Sheng put his hand into the quilt, took her hand and said, The child who was robbed today is named Xu Le, and he is Xu Shunping's son.

Song Xi's slightly swollen eyes widened, obviously surprised.

George Sheng looked at her, opened his lips, and said softly: Also, Xu Le's mother's surname is Lu, Lu Fangqi...she is also your mother.

Song Xi looked at George Sheng without blinking. There was no expression change on her face and her body was motionless. She was trying hard to turn the turmoil in her heart into calm on the surface. She didn't want people to see how much she cared, even if she was In front of George Sheng.

George Sheng's Adam's apple moved slightly, he shook Song Xi's hand a little harder, and said in a low voice: Xi'er, your mother had a brain operation. It's not that she won't come back to you, she just doesn't remember...

Song Xi could hear a voice saying in his ear: Calm down, don't cry, don't cry.

But tears welled up unsatisfactorily, and he soon lost sight of George Sheng's face. George Sheng took out a tissue to wipe her tears and said that he went to see Song Yuanqing and told her about Lu Fangqi's experiences over the years.

I brought Aunt Lu's diary and video back.

George Sheng did not ask Song Xi if she wanted to watch it, because the result was obvious. She had always been a hard-spoken and soft-hearted child. Just like when she was eleven or twelve years old, her impression of Lu Fangqi also stubbornly stayed at that time, because at that time Not only is there the pain of separation, but also the endless memories of happy times.

He placed the bag beside the bed, touched Song Xi's head, and said gently: I'll make you something to eat. I'll go downstairs for dinner later.

George Sheng stood up and left, closing the door for her. Song Xi raised her hand to wipe away her tears and took out the diary and DV player from the bag.

Open the diary, the first line on the first page: My favorite daughter, Xiao Xi...

Tears made Song Xi unable to read the words. The blurry face in his memory and the woman he met in the restaurant today finally overlapped. It was as if nothing had changed in appearance and voice.

Song Xi's eyes widened as she cried. From the first line of the first page to the last word of the last page, she couldn't stand it several times and cried loudly. When she was a teenager, she also secretly hid in In the room, she was crying under the quilt. She had not changed between the past and the present. The same thing had not changed with Lu Fangqi. Lu Fangqi's love for her had never changed.

After reading a thick diary, Song Xi turned on the ancient DV player. It was full of words recorded by Lu Fangqi for him to listen to. She was still young at that time, and it was how she looked in Song Xi's memory. Facing the DV camera, Lu Fangqi said : Xiao Xi, I have already told your Uncle Xu that if the operation fails, this may be the only thing I can leave to you. Mom loves you very much, really loves you, and I hope I can be yours. Role model, even if you only teach you one thing in your life, no matter who you fall in love with or marry in the future, mother hopes that you will always be happy. If you are not happy, don’t make it difficult for yourself. Life is very long, and we hope everything goes as planned. , and accept all dissatisfaction...

I'm not a good mother, and I can't give you a perfect childhood, but you will always grow up, and one day you will get married. Mom hopes that you will be carefree, and that even if you encounter ups and downs, you will be unafraid of everything. Courage, and, I love you very much, and I am also very afraid that I will forget you. If one day mom really doesn’t remember you, you must remember to come back to find mom...