Life With You

Han Chunmeng felt that Gu Dongxu's shoulders were particularly comfortable, so she found a comfortable position to rest her head on, and whispered: I'm not angry for a moment, but I suddenly thought a lot. If I have a child in the future, if the child doesn't listen to me, I will be very worried. How do I feel about being with someone I don't like? I probably want to die.

You have been used to living a good life since childhood. You don't know that your parents also earn hard-earned money. My parents often told me that no matter who you marry as your daughter-in-law in the future, you must be good to your parents-in-law and treat your parents the same way. Parents of others, people need to straighten their conscience. You are so good to me, but I always make things difficult for your parents. People's hearts are full of flesh, and I am quite afraid of retribution.

And between the two of us, I feel like we are not as happy as before...

Han Chunmeng held her mouth, looking very aggrieved, tears flowing down the corners of her eyes and the bridge of her nose.

After sniffing, she continued: I thought for a long time whether we are not suitable to be a couple or we don't like each other as much as we thought. Until today when your mother came to see me, I thought well in my heart, no matter what No matter what she said to me, I will never leave you, but she asked me for a 100 million contract. I was really scared. I was not afraid that she would make me lose money. I just felt that I was useless and did not meet what your parents like. Standards can’t help you, they’re just holding you back...

Don't say you don't care. This is your parents' money, not yours. I can't pay for it, and you don't have the right to waive the bill for me. Your mother is right. If we are friends, she will like me. But I am indeed not suitable to be your girlfriend, at least not right now.

Han Chunmeng stepped back. At first, Gu Dongxu held her tightly and refused to let go. She could only relieve her strength and choked in a low voice: Dongxu, maybe falling in love is really different from being in a relationship. I admit that it is your mother who is here today. If you come to me, I will make a temporary decision to move out. But if the problem between us is not resolved for a day, the result will only be a matter of time. I am tired and you are tired. We need to stop and adjust, whether it is work It’s still feelings.”

Gu Dongxu refused to let go, so Han Chunmeng took out her hand and patted his shoulder, saying softly: Don't do this, I will feel uncomfortable.

Hearing this, Gu Dongxu finally relaxed slowly, and Han Chunmeng withdrew from his embrace. He lowered his gaze and quickly looked away, but she still saw his eyes were red.

Leaning on the sofa, Gu Dongxu turned his face to the opposite direction of Han Chunmeng. He was silent for a long time and said in a suppressed voice: If you are too tired, I promise to separate for a while, but I will not break up.

Han Chunmeng raised the corners of her lips carelessly, her eyes were red, and she chuckled: No, what's the difference between that and divorce? Don't be stressed after the breakup. If you meet someone good, you can like the one you like more. Let’s try another one...Of course I will also look at others, we don’t have to force ourselves, we are free in marriage, let alone falling in love?”

Han Chunmeng didn't know whether she was numb from the pain, or whether she was crazy with sadness, but she still had a smile on her face when she said this.

Gu Dongxu tilted his head, tears falling down like this. Han Chunmeng saw it and said, Oops, and took out a tissue and handed it to him, Why are you crying? You must have been drunk. You are so shameless after drinking, otherwise you would I won’t cry.”

Gu Dongxu took the tissue and put his hand on his eyes.

Men and women are different, they are sad silently.

Han Chunmeng was sure that he couldn't see anything, so she unscrupulously showed him an extremely sad but helpless expression.

If it were in the past, she would never be willing to break up with him or watch him cry. She has always been the most cowardly one, but it happens that the hurdle she loves most and is the most difficult to overcome is him. What can she do?

Holding Gu Dongxu's hand that was hanging on the sofa, Han Chunmeng closed her eyes and used ten seconds to suppress all unwillingness and the urge to regret. When she opened her eyes again, she could speak normally.

Promise me not to quarrel with your mother when you go back. I don't want us to be a couple or even friends. And who said that if we break up now, we will never be together again? We have a problem now. Now, both of us need time to adjust. If we still feel that each other is more suitable after a while, and your parents can agree with me by then, then I welcome you to chase me at any time, but before that, we should think carefully about ourselves. What do you want?

Gu Dongxu didn't say anything, he just held Han Chunmeng's hand tightly, so hard that her bones hurt for a moment, but soon he relaxed his strength again, as if he had gone from desperately resisting to being unable to accept.

Han Chunmeng didn't dare to hold hands with him anymore. She was a very moral person and was afraid that holding hands after breaking up would be like having an affair, so she took out her hand, patted Gu Dongxu's shoulder like a good brother in the past, and said He said: Okay, okay, don't cry. Look at me, can't you be stronger?

Gu Dongxu's tissue was placed in front of his eyes for more than ten minutes. If Han Chunmeng didn't speak, the room would be quiet as if there was no one.

After a long time, I don't know how long, Gu Dongxu rolled the wet tissue in front of him in his palm, sat up straight, Han Chunmeng glanced at him, and the whites of his eyes turned red.

I felt very sad in my heart, but I wanted to say briskly: Are you hungry? Do you want me to treat you to a late-night snack? There are a lot of late-night snacks downstairs.

Gu Dongxu whispered: I won't eat anymore, I'll go back first.

He stood up, and Han Chunmeng stood up too, I'll take you back.

He drank too much, and Han Chunmeng was afraid that something would happen to him on the road.

Gu Dongxu walked towards the door and said, No, you go to bed early.

Han Chunmeng asked: Can you do it?

Gu Dongxu stood at the door and put on his shoes. The shoes were there, but he couldn't put them on. Han Chunmeng looked at them for a few times and almost burst into tears. He quickly said in a teasing tone: Is that okay?

Gu Dongxu suddenly clenched his fist and dropped it hard on the door in front. There was a bang, which made people's hearts tremble in the silent night. However, Han Chunmeng shed tears before she could get scared, because after Gu Dongxu finished smashing the door, he directly faced the door. ' She shouted. The voice was so depressing and helpless as she had never heard before. She wanted to scream at the top of her lungs, but when she came out, there was only dullness.

Han Chunmeng can cry loudly, but Gu Dongxu doesn't even know how to cry loudly. He has never been wronged since he was a child, he doesn't know what it means to be powerless, and he has never tasted the feeling of losing before his eyes.

Now, once, he had enough.

A long time later, Han Chunmeng was lying on the bed alone, staring at the ceiling in the dark. It had been more than an hour since Gu Dongxu arrived home and called her to report that she was safe. She was not sleepy at all. He opened and closed her eyes with so much force but she couldn't. And powerless.

She didn't know if she would break Gu Dongxu's heart by doing this, but she knew that she had no choice. At least the decision to separate was the right one.