Life With You

Gu Dongxu developed the habit many years ago and loves to drink Red Bull. Han Chunmeng went to the refrigerator and opened the door. There was a row of Red Bull on the side.

When she was a child, she thought Red Bull was expensive and tasted bad, so she never bought it. Now that she has grown up, she doesn’t think it’s expensive or even tastes bad.

Gu Dongxu stood in the small living room, his cheeks slightly red, his expression indifferent. Han Chunmeng handed him a bottle of Red Bull and said: You said you had something to do tonight, so I didn't affect you in the middle. I wanted to wait until tomorrow. I told you.

Gu Dongxu didn't answer, looked at her and asked, When did you find the house?

Han Chunmeng replied truthfully: I used to look at houses with Mai Mai, and I knew there was an empty house here.

He originally wanted to ask Han Chunmeng when she had the idea of ​​leaving, but when the words came to her lips, she fell silent.

Han Chunmeng said: Sit down, if you're not sleepy, let's chat for a while.

Gu Dongxu was sitting on the sofa. Han Chunmeng sat cross-legged less than a meter away from him. He instinctively picked up a pillow and hugged it in his arms. Psychologically speaking, when people feel insecure, they subconsciously want to cover themselves up.

Gu Dongxu was very silent, sitting there not talking. Han Chunmeng could tell that he was in a bad mood and was just trying not to have an attack. She asked aloud: How was the talk tonight? Did it go well?

Gu Dongxu didn't look at her, opened his lips, and replied: It's okay.

Han Chunmeng deliberately said in a relaxed tone: That's good, otherwise I wouldn't dare to say anything.

Gu Dongxu said, What else are you talking about? You've already found a place.

After all, she was angry. She moved out without saying a word, without saying hello. He didn't even know when she had the idea. If it wasn't recently, then it was before. Was it because of Miaomiao?

It couldn't be said whether he was angry or aggrieved. Gu Dongxu wanted to lose his temper but didn't dare, for fear of making the relationship between the two worse.

His Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he said solemnly: I deleted Miaomiao's contact information a long time ago, and I told her very clearly that there is no way I have anything to do with her.

Unexpectedly, Han Chunmeng was very calm and continued: I know.

Gu Dongxu was surprised and turned to look at her.

Han Chunmeng said with a straight face: I met your mother today, and I also met Miaomiao...

She just said this. Seeing that Gu Dongxu mentioned it in one breath and was about to get angry, Han Chunmeng said hurriedly: Don't get angry in a hurry. I will also tell you what I think.

Gu Dongxu has known Han Chunmeng for many years. The two of them grew up together. He has seen too many times when she loses control, but he has never seen her so calm, so calm that she is almost desperate, as if she has already thought of everything. Now it's just an announcement of the results.

Your mother came to the hospital to see me at noon. I chatted with her for a while, and then I found out that you had deleted Miaomiao's contact information, and the contract between Furun and you was not signed. I didn't expect that it would be a contract of more than 100 million. To poke such a big basket...

Gu Dongxu frowned and interrupted: What does it have to do with you? I want to delete it myself, and you didn't ask me to delete it. You don't have to listen to what my mother says. She asked you to move out, right?

The more he talked, the angrier he became, and the top of his head was on fire. In contrast, Han Chunmeng was very calm. She replied calmly: I want to move out on my own. Your mother never said anything about driving me away, but she has some That's quite right. How much manpower and material resources did Wan Heng spend to reach the final stage of signing the contract with Furun? Now you have offended Miaomiao because of me, so the contract cannot be signed. Although the decision was made by you, the reason lies with me. , I can’t bear the burden of 100 million.”

Gu Dongxu said anxiously: Who asked you to carry it? I will handle my own affairs.

He was so angry, not with Han Chunmeng, but with Qiao Shuxin for making irresponsible remarks to Han Chunmeng behind his back.

Han Chunmeng was annoyed by Gu Dongxu. She curled her lips and said in a provocative and joking tone: I told you not to be upset. Wanheng is not yours. It was saved by your parents through hard work. Why do you want them to lose a 100 million contract? ?”

Gu Dongxu was speechless for a moment, not expecting Han Chunmeng to say that.

Han Chunmeng hugged the cushion in her arms tightly and continued: I want to understand one thing today. Why do your parents always feel that I am not good enough for you and have been taking advantage of you? To put it bluntly, what you have now is not yours. Earn, the house you live in, the car you drive, the money you spend, of course you are their son, they will be happy with you, but if you give me their things, they have the right to be unhappy. I never understood this before. A little bit, and I once felt that your mother disliked poverty and preferred wealth.

Gu Dongxu didn't know what kind of ghost possessed Han Chunmeng today, and he said things she had never thought of before. However, the truth of these words was so irrefutable that it made people feel chilled all over.

He remained silent, and Han Chunmeng said in a relaxed tone: There is nothing wrong with your mother coming to see me. If it weren't for me, you and Miaomiao would not be in such a tense situation.

Gu Dongxu finally spoke, Don't fart, you are my girlfriend.

Han Chunmeng suddenly had a sore nose and tears appeared in front of her eyes. She held it back for a few seconds and then said: Dongxu, I think there is a problem between us...

Gu Dongxu heard her suppressed sobs and said, Just solve the problem.

Han Chunmeng whispered: It can't be solved, I feel something is wrong. I don't know since when, we have become cautious, happy, unhappy, deliberately trying to accommodate each other's emotions... You don't have to lie to me, I can see you Very tired, I am tired too.”

Gu Dongxu looked at her and said: It's because I didn't adjust my condition well and didn't arrange my time well. Don't think too much about it. I'm tired of my mother being so energetic. For my sake, ignore her. Please give me a few days. Leave, let’s go out and play.”

Han Chunmeng had been holding back from crying, but at this moment when she saw the compromising tenderness in Gu Dongxu's eyes, she finally frowned and tears fell down. Gu Dongxu stepped forward and hugged her, taking the cushion with him.

Han Chunmeng rested her chin on Gu Dongxu's shoulder and patted her back. He said coaxing words in her ear. She opened her lips slightly and took a few deep breaths. After her emotions were suppressed, she said softly: Dongxu, thank you for taking care of me all these years, saving all the delicious food for me, and being kind to me even when you dislike it. I also want to give you all the good things, and I hope we can always be as happy as before... But, sorry, I can’t do it.”

Closing her eyes, Han Chunmeng could clearly feel the soreness and depression in her entire chest. Gu Dongxu tightened his arms and hugged her, and kept mumbling in her ears. It took her a long time to hear clearly what he said was: Don't nonsense.

But Han Chunmeng didn't talk nonsense. She wanted to make him happy and make both of them happier, but she couldn't do it. The two of them were really not as happy as before after they got together.

Dongxu, let's separate.

After a long time, Han Chunmeng said this sentence in a very soft voice. When the words fell, she did not feel sad or relieved as she had imagined. The place where her heart should be placed was empty, and she could not feel any fluctuations.

Gu Dongxu hugged her tightly and said in a deep voice, No matter what.