The most brave system in history

'No promise, but you hold me tighter

without you

It keeps raining in my world

I spend my whole life trying to forget you

But memories memories memories

Jump out of my heart and hug you

Special love for special you

My loneliness cannot escape your eyes

Special love for special you

You make me believe less and less in myself

……

'

Shen Jie woke up from the lyrics of this song. The song seemed like a sudden dream, waking him up from his peaceful sleep. He felt as if his entire brain was shrouded in a fog, and his perception of the world around him was blurry, as if he was on the edge of the intersection between fantasy and reality.

However, although the reality of the external world is somewhat vague, his inner emotions are surging like a tide, making it difficult for him to calm down his inner fluctuations. The lyrics in that song were like a magic spell, directing his thoughts to past memories and deep emotions. There was no promise, but she held her tighter. This invisible bond made him unable to extricate himself, making his heart struggle painfully in the memory.

He was lying on the bed at the moment, listening to the music coming from the rental house next door.

These young men played the stereo so brazenly early in the morning, the sound was deafening.

Fortunately, the walls here are thicker, so when he comes here, the sound is a little louder than normal people.

This is a song that suddenly became popular this year. He often hears it in the streets and alleys.

Shen Jie felt that every time he heard this song, inexplicable emotions could not help but surge up in his heart.

But who can say anything about the emotional world? Whenever he hears this song, he will be reminded of the past. Memories memories memories.

But it perfectly matched his inner emotions. This sudden resonance made him fall into an indescribable emotion, as if the song contained magic that he could not resist, allowing him to immerse himself in it and enjoy the pain and joy.

Shen Jie closed his eyes and tried to calm himself down, but those memories came flooding back, making him unable to extricate himself.

'Special love for special you', these lyrics echoed in his heart, reminding him of that special love, that time that once made his heart beat. Loneliness cannot escape her eyes. This lyric seems to sting the deepest part of his heart, making him feel the unspeakable loneliness and loss.

In this early morning, the sun shines into the room through the curtains, casting mottled light and shadow. Shen Jie felt the tranquility of the morning, but was disturbed by the emotions surging in his heart. He tried to clear his thoughts and calm down, but the melody of that song still echoed in his mind, making it impossible for him to get rid of the waves and throbbing in his heart.

Perhaps, this song became a release valve for his inner emotions, allowing him to re-examine his inner world and that special love.

In this morning, he felt a special power, a power that allowed him to bravely face the past and the future again, a power that allowed him to believe in himself again.

This song was like an unexpected encounter, making him wander between dreams and reality, making him feel an indescribable emotion.

At this moment, he preferred to accompany the singing, immerse himself in the residual dream of the previous moment, and still be able to recall the beautiful and profound story with that girl.

He always felt that the girl in his dream was so familiar, as if she was the person he cared about most at a special moment in his life, an existence that had long been forgotten but was deeply imprinted in his memory.

Whenever he closed his eyes, the girl's face appeared in his mind, with an indescribable sense of intimacy and familiarity, which made him fascinated, as if he met her through time and space.

He still clearly remembered the dream he had just a moment ago, when they were walking together in the stretching wheat fields. The breeze blew, the wheat waves undulated, and the sun shone on the two of them, warm and bright. Her smile was like a blooming flower, bright and gentle, and every look and every smile was deeply engraved in his heart. They confide their hearts to each other and share each other's joys and sorrows, as if they are each other's closest confidants. No words are needed, and the tacit understanding between the souls is enough to convey all emotions.

In the dream, they experienced countless beautiful moments together, explored the unknown life, and faced challenges and difficulties together. Whether it's laughter or tears, they always stick to each other and become each other's strongest support.

That kind of tacit understanding and understanding made him feel that this girl was not just a phantom in his dream, but a real part of his life, a person he had loved deeply.

However, when the early morning sunlight penetrated the curtains and woke him up, the girl in the dream disappeared into the illusory dream like a bubble, leaving only a trace of residual warmth and memories.

She seemed to be a part of the tenant's life, a real person who had existed before, someone with whom he had shared all kinds of joys and sorrows.

Perhaps she is a shadow of the past, a harbinger of the future, an emotion that can never be let go.

It seems to be a kind of sustenance and reliance deep in his soul, a memory that can never be erased.

Perhaps, the dream is a mirror of the soul, reflecting his deep-seated emotions and desires.

Her presence in his dream made him think about his current life.

Shen Jie took a deep breath and stared at the mottled wall in the corner of the room. He was really thinking a lot.

I am still so young!

His life seemed like an incomplete painting, lacking a bright color, a companion figure, a partner with whom he could share his joys, sorrows and joys.

This dilapidated house, although simple, is his only shelter at present. The four walls were dull, the corners were filled with dust, and the simple furniture was arranged in a disorderly manner.

In this dilapidated environment, he felt an inexplicable loneliness and loss at the moment. He felt that he was being enveloped by the suffering of life and struck down by the ruthlessness of reality.

His job is not satisfactory. He is busy with trivial tasks every day, but he cannot escape the hardship and pressure of life.

He thought of the girl in his dream, her bright smile and warm eyes, and a desire surged in his heart for someone to spend every moment of his life with. He would definitely use up all his love. Take care of her, protect her.

However, he was filled with self-doubt and insecurity. In such an environment and situation, he couldn't help but wonder, what kind of girl would choose to spend her life with a man who was in a difficult situation?

He felt that he could not give the other party enough material and spiritual support, and could not give the other party a stable and happy future.

Thinking of this, Shen Jie felt helpless in his heart.

He also fully realized: "Deng Jingxin will definitely not come back. Even if she returns to China, she will not come to me."