After Black Lotus became a reborn person, he went completely crazy

The saddest thing is that the girls still don't realize that this kind of thinking is wrong, and they think it should be like this. Finally, after being hit and bleeding, and being squeezed dry of their last bit of usefulness by their parents and brothers, and kicked away, they finally wake up.

Parents and brothers have never been your support, let alone your confidence. Everyone says that father's love is like a mountain and mother's love is like water. But those "mountains" and "waters" are mostly exclusive to boys!

For some girls, it has nothing to do with them at all. On the contrary, many of the storms and disasters that some girls have experienced are all brought about by these so-called "blood relatives".

What is even more tragic is that many parents give their property to their sons and daughters-in-law because they are "family members", but they take it for granted that their daughters and sons-in-law, a pair of "outsiders", will take care of them in their old age.

She was ill and hospitalized, but she was reluctant to trouble her sons and daughters-in-law. So, she was tortured and abused by the worthless girl, both in terms of money and body language.

It seemed that as long as the girl's life was given by them, they had the power to obtain rewards at any time and anywhere. They even had the power to take back this life at any time.

After all, "I gave you this life" and "I brought you into this world", so you have to be grateful!

If women "hate" them, others will say that this family has raised an ungrateful person. No matter how wrong your parents are, they still raised you.

If they "don't hate" their parents, they will torture themselves and cannot reach a "reconciliation" with the "selves" in their childhood and youth.

Because it is true that they are not loved, not valued, and even abused and treated as non-human beings.

The love that my parents and brothers talk about is fake. But all the hurt they have suffered is real! So, I keep doubting myself, am I not my parents' biological child?

Just because I am a girl, I don’t deserve my parents’ love, money and support? Therefore, many girls, after becoming adults, are in a cycle of internal friction, reconciliation, internal friction again, and reconciliation again…

We all come from the same place - the mother's placenta. We are all their children, but we have different destinies!

In fact, Xia Ran herself is also a failure in parenting. She was treated differently since she was a child and was brainwashed to be nice to her younger brother. She once raised her younger brother as her own son, but was later completely heartbroken by her parents and younger brother.

Only after I realized my mistake and severed the relationship did my life become much better. Later, it took me a long time and all my strength to crawl out of the quagmire of my original family.

Therefore, she was determined not to have a second child, fearing that it would be unfair to her daughter. However, she gave all her love, energy, and property to her daughter.

As a result, she had a selfish daughter who never knew how to feel sorry for herself or empathize with her. Xia Ran always thought that she had successfully saved herself, that the cutting was successful, and that she was saved.

It was not until she died in her previous life that she realized that she had never escaped from that "vicious circle." She had only escaped from her body, while her soul was still struggling, tumbling, and floating up and down in the quagmire.

Those marks and brands have long been melted into my blood. Those things have been engraved into my bones. In every breath, in every decision, in every choice, they have never gone away.

But the reality is this. If you want to live a good life, you have to be less sympathetic to your parents and brothers, and less sympathetic to others. Their suffering is not caused by themselves. Their difficulties are not caused by themselves.

Sympathy for what?

Think about it, many girls of this era can grow up safely, not because of the love and kindness of their parents, but because of their strong vitality and tough life.

In my original memory, there were children who were tied to the kang by adults while they were working, and when they came back, they were accidentally strangled to death. There were also women who went to visit relatives at their parents' home, and were caught by their parents and forced to work non-stop, leaving their children at home, and then they forgot about them and starved to death.

There were also cases where babies were left in the fields and were bitten to death by snakes, and there were also cases where babies were left in the care of older children and accidentally fell to death.

When the original body was a child, he was tied to the window every day until he was 4 years old. He started taking care of his younger brother at the age of 4.

From the age of 5 or 6, I not only had to take care of my younger brother, but also had to light the fire, feed the pigs and chickens, collect firewood, and cook. At that time, people were not as tall as the stove, so I started my cooking career by standing on a big wooden block.

If you put too much or too little salt, you will be beaten. If you put too little or too much water, you will be beaten. Not to mention that if the rice is not cooked, you will definitely be beaten. If my younger brother bumps into something, he will still be beaten.

In the original body's childhood memories, besides being beaten, there was endless work to do. The older you get, the more work you have to do, and it's endless. She was also kicked in the stomach by her own father, and was kicked away.

She fell to the ground and didn't get off the bed for many days. She was kicked so hard that she vomited a lot of blood. That was the closest she had ever been to death. The original body had always thought that she was going to die and would not survive, but in the end, she stubbornly survived.

Maybe, she was really lucky and strong. The most vicious and cruel curses she had ever heard came from her own mother.

Like "Why are you so useless?"

"I should have strangled you to death when I gave birth to you!"

"If I had known this would happen, I would have thrown you into the piss bucket and drowned you!"

"You're a deadly bastard!"

"You're a husband-killing little slut!"

"You're a fucking bitch!"

"You are my enemy!"

"Your brother's family can't give birth to a son because you are the unlucky star that brought them down!"

"Bad luck, why don't you just die?"

……

It was as if the original body was not her daughter, but her enemy, who came to pay off her debts in this life. The family she remarried to later loved to beat and scold people, but they were not as foul as the mouth of the original body's biological mother!

So much so that every time the original body dreamed about her biological mother, she would be immediately awakened by fright. The content of each dream with her mother in it was basically the same.

That is, her mother was using the dirtiest and most vicious words to scold her and curse her. She kept asking her, "Why don't you just die? Go, die, what is the point of living?"

I wish she would go out and get hit by a car and die.

Then, she would stay awake until dawn and could no longer fall asleep! As soon as the original body heard her biological mother's voice, she could not help but feel scared and irritated, and she hoped that the world would explode or be destroyed on the spot.

She would shudder if she occasionally heard words or sounds from passers-by that were similar to her mother's tone.

Have you noticed? Those who bully and trample women the most are often not the vested interests group - men. Instead, they are women themselves.

It was as if, having finally found someone like him, he had to magnify the pain that others had inflicted on him tenfold, or even a hundredfold, and then inflict it on this person like him.

Only then could she be content, feel at ease, and heal her twisted and deformed heart. Even though this fellow was born after ten months of pregnancy.