Rebirth of Love: Jiang Ciyou's Counterattack Legend
Chapter 325 Individual reflections
In the depressing atmosphere of the Cold War, Jiang Ciyou and Lu Jingchen both fell into deep self-reflection.
Jiang Ciyou sat alone in the room that was once full of warm memories, her thoughts like a tangled mess. She began to recall every bit of her time with Lu Jingchen, from the heartbeat when they first met to the happy times they spent together, every moment was like a vivid movie playing in her mind. She realized that she might really be too conservative in business decisions. She has always been influenced by past failures and is afraid of the losses brought by risks, so when facing new opportunities, she always sees risks first. Just like this investment in emerging technology projects, she only saw potential risks such as unstable technology and unpredictable market acceptance, but did not see the huge potential of the innovative ideas behind it like Lu Jingchen did.
She knew that Lu Jingchen was a man with a unique vision and keen business sense. Although many of his previous ideas seemed risky, if they succeeded, they would indeed bring unimaginable returns. However, she did not give him enough trust and support, and firmly opposed it just because she was afraid of risks. This was not only disrespectful to Lu Jingchen, but also might miss a great opportunity to grow the company. The more Jiang Ciyou thought about it, the more she felt that she was not mature enough in handling this matter.
At the same time, she also realized her own emotional problems. She understood that she shouldn't doubt Lu Jingchen because of a small matter. They have been through so many ups and downs together, and they have come to this day by supporting each other. Lu Jingchen's love and care for her have always been real, and she shouldn't let her imagination run wild just because of the normal work relationship between him and his female colleagues. She recalled that Lu Jingchen had taken meticulous care of her when she was sick, and stood by her without hesitation when she encountered difficulties. Those warm pictures formed a sharp contrast with the current cold war, which made her feel full of guilt.
However, although she has realized her mistake, her self-esteem is like an insurmountable gap, which makes her unable to bring herself to make peace. She is worried that if she bows her head first, she will appear weak, and she is also afraid that Lu Jingchen will not accept her apology, which will make her even more embarrassed. This contradictory psychology is constantly struggling in her heart, causing her to fall into deep entanglement while reflecting on herself.
On the other side, Lu Jingchen was also deeply reflecting on his behavior. He walked alone on the street. The city lights were brilliant at night, but his heart was full of haze. He began to wonder if he was too aggressive in his business decisions. He admitted that he was attracted by the huge benefits behind the emerging technology project and the possibility of creating a business miracle, thus ignoring the risks that Jiang Ciyou was worried about. He knew that Jiang Ciyou's caution was not unreasonable, and her business experience and judgment were also very reliable. He did not fully consider her opinions and insisted on his own ideas. This was a very irrational behavior.
Moreover, he also realized that his attitude became more and more impatient in his relationship with Jiang Ciyou. He remembered that he had been arguing with Jiang Ciyou over trivial matters recently, and he did not communicate and understand her as patiently as before. He understood that love requires not only passion, but also tolerance and understanding. And he obviously did not do well in this regard. He realized that his aggressiveness and impatience may have hurt Jiang Ciyou and destroyed their originally harmonious relationship.
In terms of emotions, he also knew that he had not handled the relationship with his female colleague well, which had caused trouble for Jiang Ciyou. Although it was just normal work interaction, he did not consider Jiang Ciyou's feelings and did not explain it to her in time, which caused her to have unnecessary suspicion. He regretted his carelessness. He knew that Jiang Ciyou was a very sensitive person in terms of emotions, and he should have taken better care of her feelings.
However, like Jiang Ciyou, his self-esteem was also at work. He felt that he was a man, and if he took the initiative to make peace, he would appear to have lost face. He was afraid that Jiang Ciyou would take this opportunity to blame him, or simply not accept his request for peace. This worry made him unable to take the initiative to make peace even though he had realized his mistake.
During this cold war period, although Jiang Ciyou and Lu Jingchen both longed to repair their relationship deep in their hearts, due to the hindrance of their self-esteem, they could only reflect painfully in their own world, and their love and career were in trouble because of this stalemate.
Jiang Ciyou began to analyze her inner world more deeply. She found that her conservatism was not only due to past failures, but also due to her deep desire for security. After experiencing the betrayal on her wedding night, she seemed to have built a high wall in her heart, and was full of vigilance against anything that might bring risks. This pursuit of security manifested itself as conservatism in business decisions and as oversensitivity to Lu Jingchen in emotions. She knew that this mentality was not healthy. It not only affected her judgment, but also hurt her relationship with Lu Jingchen.
She recalled that during her time with Lu Jingchen, Lu Jingchen had been trying to break down the high wall in her heart. He used his love and care to try to make her believe in love and others again. But she easily shook her trust in him because of a small matter. How unfair it was to Lu Jingchen. She realized that she needed to let go of the shadow of the past and face the various possibilities in life more bravely. Whether in business or in love, she should not be afraid to pursue because of the fear of loss.
Jiang Ciyou also thought that her relationship with Lu Jingchen was not just a relationship between lovers, they were also business partners. In the business field, teamwork and trust are crucial. They had overcome so many difficulties together and built a successful business, but now the company was in crisis because of their conflicts. She understood that for the benefit of the company and for their common dream, she had to overcome her self-esteem and take the initiative to repair her relationship with Lu Jingchen.
However, every time she wanted to pick up her phone to send a message to Lu Jingchen or go to him directly, her strong self-esteem would surge up again. She would imagine Lu Jingchen's possible indifferent reaction, or some hurtful words he might say. This imagination made her retreat again and again, and she felt extremely painful in her inner struggle.
Lu Jingchen wandered the streets for a long time, and finally came to the beach where they had been together. The sea breeze blew by, and he looked at the dark sea, with a lot of thoughts in his mind. He began to reflect on the impact of his upbringing on his character. He grew up in an environment full of challenges and competition, which made him develop a character that dares to take risks and pursue. But this character also has its drawbacks. When getting along with Jiang Ciyou, he did not fully consider her upbringing and personality characteristics.
Jiang Ciyou has been through so much pain, what she needs is more understanding and support. But he always uses his own standards to demand her, which is a very selfish behavior. He knows that in love, you can't just consider your own feelings, but also think about the problem from the perspective of the other person. He remembered some of the words Jiang Ciyou once said to him, those words were full of love and care for him, but he ignored them in the quarrel.
In terms of business decisions, he realized that his recklessness might be due to his excessive desire for success. He always wanted to prove himself and wanted Jiang Ciyou to see his ability. But he did not realize that success is not achieved overnight and requires down-to-earth accumulation. His recklessness might put the company they had worked so hard to build into a huge risk, which was irresponsible to the company, to Jiang Ciyou, and to himself.
Lu Jingchen also knew that the cold war between him and Jiang Ciyou not only affected their relationship, but also had a negative impact on the company's employees. The employees in the company could feel the tension between them, and this atmosphere had hit the morale of the entire company. As an important member of the company, he had the responsibility to repair his relationship with Jiang Ciyou for the development of the company and the interests of the employees.
However, his pride put him in a dilemma. He didn't know how to break the deadlock. He was afraid that his initiative would be rejected and that he would lose his dignity. He sat on the beach for a long time, struggling in his heart, but he could not find a solution to the problem.
Jiang Ciyou was in the room flipping through the photos they had taken together, which recorded their happy times. She looked at Lu Jingchen in the photo, and his smile was so warm and sincere. She knew that she couldn't just give up their relationship. She began to think about how to express her thoughts to Lu Jingchen without hurting her self-esteem. She thought that maybe she could write a letter and write down her inner thoughts in the letter, so that she could avoid the embarrassment of face-to-face communication and express her meaning clearly.
However, when she picked up the pen, she felt that a letter seemed too simple and blunt to express her complex emotions. She thought again that maybe she could convey her thoughts through an intermediary, such as their mutual friend. But she was worried that her friend might misrepresent her meaning, or that Lu Jingchen would think that she was afraid to face him directly.
After returning home from the beach, Lu Jingchen sat in the living room, looking at the familiar environment around him, his heart was filled with longing for Jiang Ciyou. He wanted to cook a meal for Jiang Ciyou, just like before, to express his apology in this way. But he was worried that Jiang Ciyou would reject his kindness or think that his behavior was abrupt. He sat restlessly in the living room, not knowing what to do.
During this cold war, Jiang Ciyou and Lu Jingchen are both trying to reflect on their own behavior and try to find a way to repair their relationship. Their hearts are full of contradictions and struggles. On the one hand, they love each other and want to repair their relationship, and on the other hand, they have an insurmountable self-esteem. This complex emotion makes them sink deeper and deeper into the dilemma of this cold war, and their future is full of uncertainty because of this stalemate.
During this painful reflection process, Jiang Ciyou began to try to re-examine the conflict between them from Lu Jingchen's perspective. She imagined how she would feel if she were Lu Jingchen, facing her conservative attitude. She realized that Lu Jingchen might feel that she did not believe in his ability, which was a great harm to a man. Moreover, when facing the investment decision of the emerging technology project, Lu Jingchen might have done a lot of research and analysis, but she did not give him enough opportunities to explain.
She remembered that Lu Jingchen had shown excellent judgment in many business decisions. His adventures were not blind, but based on a deep understanding of market trends and project potential. However, she ignored his strengths because of the shadow of the past, which was a very unfair treatment. She knew that she needed to be more open to accepting Lu Jingchen's ideas and respect his opinions, so that their relationship could develop better both in business and in love.
Lu Jingchen was doing the same thing, trying to understand Jiang Ciyou's conservatism from her perspective. He knew that Jiang Ciyou had been deeply traumatized after the betrayal on their wedding night. This trauma made her cautious when facing new things, especially when it came to major decisions that could affect their lives and careers. He realized that he had not given her enough sense of security and that he would always be there to support her, no matter what the outcome.
He remembered that Jiang Ciyou often showed her dependence on him, which was a manifestation of love. However, in the process of pursuing business success, he ignored her emotional needs. He knew that he needed to be more patient to accompany Jiang Ciyou and let her slowly walk out of the shadow of the past, instead of forcing her to accept his ideas.
Jiang Ciyou also realized that her emotional sensitivity was not only due to Lu Jingchen's relationship with his female colleague, but also stemmed from her deep fear of losing Lu Jingchen. She cared too much about Lu Jingchen, so she was particularly sensitive to anything that might threaten their relationship. She knew that this excessive sensitivity would put pressure on Lu Jingchen and destroy the harmonious atmosphere between them. She needed to learn to treat their relationship more confidently and believe in Lu Jingchen's love for her.
Lu Jingchen thought that although he had not done anything inappropriate in his relationship with his female colleague, he did not consider Jiang Ciyou's feelings. He should pay more attention to his words and deeds to avoid causing unnecessary misunderstandings to Jiang Ciyou. He knew that trust in a relationship is very fragile and needs to be carefully nurtured. He could not let Jiang Ciyou doubt their relationship because of his negligence.
However, although they have all deeply realized their problems, how to break the deadlock of the Cold War is still a difficult problem that troubles them. Their self-esteem is like two mountains, standing between them, making it difficult for them to take that crucial step.
Jiang Ciyou paced back and forth in the room, her heart filled with anxiety. She knew that the longer it dragged on, the worse it would be for their relationship and career. She wanted to solve this problem as soon as possible, but she didn't know where to start. She thought maybe she could start with some small things, such as sending a text message to Lu Jingchen to ask about his work. But she was worried that such a text message would seem abrupt, after all, they had been in a cold war for so long.
Lu Jingchen was also in the room, flipping through some business documents, but his mind was not on the documents at all. He kept thinking about how to let Jiang Ciyou know his thoughts without making himself look embarrassed. He thought maybe he could find an excuse, such as discussing the company's business, and take the opportunity to have a good talk with Jiang Ciyou. But he was worried that Jiang Ciyou would think he was just using the company's affairs to cover up his true purpose.
In this long cold war night, Jiang Ciyou and Lu Jingchen spent their time in painful reflection and entanglement. Their love and careers are facing huge challenges because of the contradictions between them, and whether they can overcome their self-esteem and take the initiative to repair the relationship has become a key factor in determining their future direction.
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