Rebirth: Ordinary Life and Living

Fanxing looked at Zhou Xinyue, as if she wanted to say something, but didn't know what to express!

Zhou Xinyue continued, "Actually, Xing'er, you don't have to put too much pressure on yourself. You can be honest with Heimao and tell him your thoughts. After all, you can't always hide your thoughts for the rest of your life. He is the one you will spend your life with. With an attitude of being responsible for yourself and for the other person, it is best to be honest with each other."

Fanxing lowered his head and remained silent. After thinking for a while, he felt that what Zhou Xinyue said made a lot of sense.

Yes, after all, Heimao stayed for her and was willing to travel around the world with her. How many men can do that?

Fanxing felt very guilty and thought that she should have confessed to him earlier and shouldn't have always avoided the question.

When Fanxing thought of this and looked at Zhou Xinyue, she decided to go over there now, be honest with Heimao, and tell him her innermost thoughts.

Zhou Xinyue was very pleased and nodded very solemnly, saying, "Okay, this is the Xing'er I know. Come on, brave Xing'er."

Fanxing smiled, gave the child to Mrs. Xiangjin and left.

Mrs. Xiangjin didn't say anything, but she couldn't help but express her concerns.

"To be honest, I am still worried about Heimao. Not every man can accept that his wife has been in and out of brothels. I am worried that Heimao can't accept it."

Zhou Xinyue felt a little uneasy and said, "No matter what, that is Fanxing's past. Since it is a thing of the past, it naturally cannot affect the present. No one can change the past. He has not participated in Fanxing's past life, so he naturally has no right to despise her past. Since the past cannot be changed, it is better to accept it calmly. But I believe Heimao, he is not that kind of person. He loves Xing'er, and it is a love from the bottom of his heart. I believe he will not despise my Xing'er for those things. I have confidence in him and I have confidence in their relationship."

Mrs. Xiangjin nodded and said worriedly, "I hope so. I still want to drink at their wedding."

Zhou Xinyue smiled and said, "Yes."

Fanxing came to the small courtyard on the left with an uneasy heart.

At this moment, Heimao was sitting in the yard in a daze.

He felt someone coming in, turned around and saw that it was indeed the stars he had been thinking about.

He ran over happily and said, "I have a feeling you will come over and you will be honest with me."

The stars nodded.

Heimao took her hand and came to the small courtyard to sit, saying: "You talk and I listen. I just want to know your true thoughts. No matter what concerns you have, you can tell me now, and we will face it together."

Fanxing heard the courage building up in her heart and finally couldn't help but start to gesture.

She used all her strength to express her true thoughts. From time to time, she would write some simple words and phrases in Heimao's palm.

Hei finally understood later. He finally understood why the stars were always so close yet so far away.

It turned out that she didn't want this to happen, she was just forced to see some scenes she didn't want to see.

Those scenes were too traumatic for a little girl.

From then on, Fanxing became extremely afraid of matters between men and women.

During the process of expressing himself, Fanxing tried his best to express his love for Heimao.

But she was worried and afraid. She was afraid that she would not be a good wife.

After tonight's frank conversation, Heimao finally understood the whole story.

What Fanxing didn't expect was that Heimao didn't dislike her, and he didn't have any complaints about it.

He felt more distressed and sad in his heart.

He felt sorry for Fanxing for having gone through all this.

He felt sorry for Fanxing being bullied by those beasts. He also hated those people for intimidating Fanxing and making her watch those disgusting scenes.

But what happened in the past really happened, and he couldn't change it.

He knew that the only thing he could do now was to heal the scars of Fanxing's inner trauma.

When she thought of the grievances she had suffered, Heimao couldn't help but redden her eyes.

He squatted down and held Fanxing's hands tightly, and said gently: "Xing'er, I finally know why you are afraid of getting married. Knowing your past, I will not despise you. You really don't have to worry about it. I, Heimao, will never despise your past. Because the past is over, no one can change what has happened. Although I am just a rough man, I have never been to school. It was my seventh uncle who taught me to recognize words, and I only know some simple ones. But it does not affect my understanding of what you mean at all."

Fanxing's heart went from being uneasy to feeling warm. She listened carefully, afraid to miss every word that Heimao said.

"So Xing'er, you really don't have to worry that I will dislike you or that I will not want you. For me, what I fear most is that you don't want me. Do you understand? For those things you have seen, I want to tell you that those things are in the past. Let the past be the past. We can't let those things affect our future, right?"

When Fanxing heard this, she nodded desperately.

"As for the things you are worried about, you don't have to worry. I am willing to wait. I am willing to wait for the day when you can accept me. I can even promise you now. Even if we clarify, as long as you don't nod, I will not touch you. I respect your ideas. No matter what decision you make, I will support you. Because for me, as long as you are by my side, as long as you become my wife, it's enough."

Fanxing listened to these heartwarming words and unknowingly burst into tears.

Tonight is a warm night. Black Cat and Stars finally opened their hearts to each other and said many words that they had never said before.

They finally opened the shackles of each other's hearts.

Heimao said a lot of things, and Fanxing also expressed her love. They talked for an unknown amount of time before they hugged each other and cried.

The moon tonight is so round, so white and so big. The two lovers decided on their lifelong event and set the wedding date under the moon.

After Zhou Xinyue coaxed her two children to sleep, she walked around in the yard and couldn't sleep because she was worried about Fanxing.

To be precise, I should be worried about Heimao's reaction.

What if he can't accept Fanxing's past, what if the marriage is broken off? What if he returns to his country?

If he left Xing'er, wouldn't Xing'er cry to death?

How will Xing'er face the days ahead?

Zhou Xinyue felt extremely upset when she thought about the things that might happen.

I just walked around in the yard, thinking about random things.

From time to time, I would look at the gate to see if the stars were coming over.

I don’t know how many times I looked at the gate. I was both looking forward to Fanxing’s return and afraid of her return.

She was afraid that she would bring some bad news that she didn't want to hear.