Rebirth: Ordinary Life and Living

I remember that big guy excitedly said to Mother Hu: "Thank you, Mother Hu. Brothers, hurry up and say thank you!"

The four disgusting foot-picking guys behind them nodded happily and said, "Thank you, Mother Hu."

After saying that, amid the poor girl's screams, the big men grabbed the girl's hands and feet, and took off her pants in front of Zhou Xinyue and the mute girl, stripping her naked without any mercy.

Amid the girl's screams and heart-wrenching cries, and the gasps, beatings and scolding from the big men who took turns beating her, the big girl gradually lost her voice.

At that time, Zhou Xinyue's face was pale. Xing'er hugged Zhou Xinyue tightly and dared not look at her. She was sobbing and shaking all over.

When the last big man put on his pants, he turned to Mother Hu with satisfaction and said, "Mother Hu, this girl seems to be quiet."

Mother Hu calmly drank a cup of tea and said, "Get a basin of ice water and pour it over her to wake her up."

After a while, a basin of ice water was poured on the eldest girl, but she still didn't move.

One of the big men came over, felt the girl's pulse with his hand, and said, "Mother Hu, she's dead."

Mother Hu angrily slammed the cup down and shouted, "Dead? He died just like that. Oh, I'm so mad. How could he die so soon? He's so useless!"

One of them hurriedly comforted her: "Mother Hu, it's okay. The money Mr. Qiao gave you was ten times what he paid for her, so it's a good deal."

Mother Hu glanced at him, sighed and said, "Alright, alright, I got it, drag it to the backyard and chop it up and feed it to the dog!"

Several big men said, "Okay."

Several big men dragged the girl out. Zhou Xinyue hugged the trembling mute girl with her hands. She was also scared to death.

Watching the naked girl being dragged out, her lower body was filthy, the poor girl was dragged out like an object.

Zhou Xinyue knew that the eldest girl would suffer even more tragic treatment in the future, and would die without leaving any body behind.

Mother Hu said in an irritable mood: "I have to go out to deal with other things. You guys think about it carefully. Do you want to continue to oppose me or serve customers obediently? It's up to you!"

After saying that, Mother Hu turned and left, closing the door heavily.

When these memories came flooding back like a tide, Zhou Xinyue felt extremely uncomfortable.

Because she finally understood what the shackles and pressure were in Fanxing's heart.

Ever since she witnessed the eldest girl's death, Fanxing has been shrouded in a shadow that will never go away.

This made her feel extremely disgusted with matters between men and women, and she also suffered serious psychological trauma because of this incident.

When Fanxing thought about the inevitable intimate behavior between husband and wife after marriage, she didn't know how to face it.

She had witnessed everything that happened to the eldest girl at that time, and until now she felt very resistant and disgusted when it came to sexual relations between men and women.

So even though she loved Heimao very much and wanted to be with him, as long as they were together, she could not get over the mental barrier when she thought about those intimate actions between men and women.

She herself didn't know what to do.

After understanding these things, Zhou Xinyue seemed to understand her abnormal behavior and knew that she loved and feared him at the same time.

Psychological problems like this can only be resolved slowly through counseling. As for when one can get out of this situation, it is really an unknown.

When Mrs. Xiangjin learned what they had been through, she cried out of heartache.

Zhou Xinyue was silent for a long time and said, "Xing'er, I feel so sad since I found out the real reason why you are afraid of marriage. I am just like you. I still remember the past. But those things are in the past. What we can do is try not to recall the past and think about it. Think more about happy things and happy things. Let those unpleasant memories drift away with the wind."

Fanxing knew all these principles in her heart, but she just couldn't do it. Every time she was with Heimao, once they had any intimate actions, these things would emerge in her mind. She couldn't control it.

She didn't want to be like this, but she just couldn't control her thoughts.

She was also helpless. She wanted to be a normal woman, just like ordinary people, marry the one she loved and live an ordinary life. However, those shadows lingered in her heart and completely affected her normal life.

Fanxing used gestures to express her helpless thoughts, and Zhou Xinyue was also helpless.

Although she looks very young, Zhou Xinyue is actually in her 30s and is no longer surprised by things between men and women.

But Fanxing is different, after all, she is a real little girl.

At the beginning, Mother Hu just wanted to do something disgusting and scary like that to scare these little girls so that they would be obedient. She didn't expect that it would cause Fanxing to have such serious psychological problems.

When she thought of this, Zhou Xinyue really hated that mother Hu.

She wished that this Mother Hu would be punished by the evildoers. She was such a harmful person.

Although Zhou Xinyue felt heartbroken, she still had to comfort Fanxing.

You can't just refuse to get married because of this psychological problem, right? That's definitely not possible. It would be very unfair to Heimao.

At this time, Kang'er started crying and asked his mother to hug him. Zhou Xinyue ran over and hugged Kang'er.

Kang'er clapped his hands happily. At this time, Zhi'er also ran over and wanted a hug. Zhou Xinyue smiled and hugged the two children.

He made all kinds of jokes and made the two kids laugh very happily.

Fanxing was afraid that Zhou Xinyue's hands could not hold on for much longer, so she hurried over to hold Zhier.

Fanxing took Zhier and grinned. Zhou Xinyue looked at her loving Zhier and couldn't help but joked, "It would be great if you had a child too."

Fanxing looked up at Zhou Xinyue and was stunned.

Zhou Xinyue looked at the stars, sighed and said nothing.

At night, when Zhou Xinyue coaxed the two children to sleep, she quietly came to Fanxing's room.

Sure enough, Fanxing was still awake and was sitting by the window in a daze.

The sound of the door opening attracted Fanxing. When Fanxing turned around, she saw Zhou Xinyue holding several plates of snacks and a pot of scented tea.

Fanxing hurried over and took the tea tray.

The two sisters sat by the window, drinking tea and chatting slowly.

"Xing'er, actually I came to you just to talk to you about the topic you least want to talk about."

Fanxing knew what Zhou Xinyue wanted to say and nodded with a smile.

"Xing'er, life is actually very short. It's just a few decades. It will pass in the blink of an eye. In these short decades, many things will happen. Some are good, some are bad. God is always fair. It's impossible for everything to go as you wish. There will always be some suffering for you, but also some sweetness."