Rebirth of the Firstborn Daughter: Life is like a Dream

He had heard others say that she called his name angrily, he had heard others say that she called his name with anger on her face, he had heard others say that she called his name involuntarily when she was in love, but he had never felt like today, as if she was going to be decisive with him and calling his name.

He was horrified by what he heard and didn't have the courage to answer her.

"You never knew that I had struggled hard for you. You never knew how much courage I needed to love you. I believed that you and Meili had no unfinished love. I believed that you took Cheng Yang in just for business. But I never thought that you, whom I trusted and loved, would actually use drugs on me...

Whatever your reasons are, what's the difference between you and the people who hurt me?"

"I just felt it was funny, and I was on guard day and night, cautious and vigilant towards everyone. If it was someone else today, I might have discovered it a long time ago... But it was you, and you asked me to take the contraceptive pills, so how could I suspect you?"

The corners of my eyelids gradually became wet, and the clear and sad tears stubbornly hung in my eyes, unwilling to fall.

If it wasn't for him, how could she not have realized that she had been drugged?

"Isn't it funny? I drugged someone else, but I didn't know that I was drugged by the person I trusted the most. I didn't know until someone reminded me. I even wanted to defend you in my heart, saying that someone said that just to sow discord between us..."

"I looked at this bowl of sweet soup for a long time, and finally I believed that it was indeed drugged. In fact, it is very easy to see, but I have never looked at it seriously. I always feel that I am the safest by your side. No one will harm me, let alone use drugs on me."

"Junior sister..." Li Yuyan's eyes were obviously red, and he felt both pain and annoyance in his heart.

"Is it karma?" Wei Bingyan turned around and looked at him, "Why do I feel that you will never hurt me in this life?"

Li Yuyan's eyes revealed grief and bitterness. This was the second time he saw her eyes blurred with tears. It hurt more than a knife cutting his heart. He regretted it, he had already regretted it. How could he be willing to hurt her? How could he be willing to see her eyes blurred with tears...

But he really made a mistake!

"Junior sister, I'm sorry. Please forgive me this time, okay?" He hugged her, fearing that she would leave if he let go. "I know I made a mistake. I won't do it again, never again."

She had always liked his embrace before, because he always made her feel warm and at ease, but now, she just felt cold, "Husband and wife are supposed to be one, I believe in you, but you don't believe in me. You don't want me to have a child, you told me, can I not listen? You never thought about discussing it with me."

She believed him, but he didn't believe her, and that was what hurt her the most.

Li Yuyan hid his face in the crook of her neck with great sorrow and said in a hoarse voice, "How could I not believe you? You are the closest to me in this world, how could I not believe you?"

"But I will never believe you again." Wei Bingyan opened her mouth calmly, and the tears in her eyes had already fallen onto her face without her knowing when.

"Bingyan!" He craned his neck to look at her in panic. What did she mean?

Wei Bingyan lowered her hands a little, "I'm sleepy."

Li Yuyan carefully let go of her, "I'm going to sleep in the study tonight, Junior Sister, let's talk about it tomorrow, okay?"

"Okay!" Wei Bingyan said.

Li Yuyan did not relax, but felt even more panicked.

He had never been so panicked before. Even when he fell from the dam, he could remain calm, but this time he was really panicked.

Afraid that she would leave him, afraid that she would really feel cold towards him, afraid that she would be disappointed in him.

Li Yuyan dragged his heavy steps out of the inner room. Bai Binghui and Anxiang, who had been watching over him outside for a long time, looked at him worriedly.

They had never seen Li Yuyan like that before. For a long time, Li Yuyan had always been arrogant and calm. But tonight she looked so flustered, as if she didn't know what to do next.

"Serve the young madam well." He ordered in a hoarse voice, his eyes still looking at the thin curtain.

Bai Binghui and Anxiang looked at each other in dismay, then quickly walked into the inner room.

No sound was heard from then on.

She wouldn't open her mouth to ask him to come in, Li Yuyan sighed helplessly.

Is he tying himself up in knots?

……

"Neither Bingyan nor that guy came today. You go and see what happened." Old Master Wei frowned and looked at his wife, then whispered to Lvzhi.

This afternoon, the atmosphere in Wei Bingyan's spacious courtyard was a little strange, even Lvzhi noticed it.

"I'll go over and take a look right away." Luzhi said.

After a while, she came back, "…it seems that my aunt and uncle are quarreling."

Old Master Wei raised his eyebrows, "Could it be because that guy picked up a woman outside?"

Luzhi said angrily, "How could the son-in-law treat the aunt like that? The news has spread out."

"Let Bingyan come to my place tomorrow." said Old Master Wei.

Wei Bingyan spent most of this night with her eyes open. She really wanted to close her eyes and have a good sleep, but in the darkness, she always thought of everything in her past life.

Thinking of her child who was knocked down by Wei Bingru, thinking of the execution ground with blood flowing, thinking of her lying on her back in the snow with her hands on her stomach, that feeling of despair and loneliness...

She asked Bai Binghui to light the lights in the room. The bright, hazy light, however, could not help her get rid of the dark nightmare.

So she could only keep her eyes open, hoping that this dark night with dim lights would pass quickly.

Without someone around me, I still feel cool even in the hottest summer.

Li Yuyan did not go back to the study. He stood upright in the courtyard, looking at the dazzling light coming out of the diamond-patterned paper window. He felt a pain deep in his heart as if it was being cut by a knife.

His junior sister... How sad she must be today, and how disappointed she must be in him.

Why didn't she scold him or beat him up? That way he would have a way to make up for his mistake. She didn't even say a word to blame him, which made him even more confused about what to do.

Bingyan, Bingyan...

It continued until a hint of silver appeared in the endless sky, and the slender shadow in the courtyard still did not leave.