Rebirth of the Firstborn Daughter: Life is like a Dream

Aunt Yin looked at Wei Bingyan and pleaded in a low voice: "Young Madam, why don't we wait for the young master to come back..."

"If it wasn't him, how dare you let me eat those?" Wei Bingyan smiled faintly, "I have always trusted you so much."

Bai Binghui looked at Wei Bingyan, then at Aunt Yin, not knowing what their conversation meant.

"Madam, the young master is doing this for your own good. He thinks you are too young to be pregnant, and he is afraid that if he tells you, you will not agree, so he chose this worst method. Don't worry, the young master will definitely argue with you when he comes back." Aunt Yin said anxiously.

For her own good? Wei Bingyan smiled grimly, her fingers trembling uncontrollably.

She felt that she had committed a great sin and that was why she could not have a child. She would wake up every night, thinking that the karma from her previous life would be repaid in this life... She felt absolutely remorseful for his kindness and infatuation...

It was him who made her, who trusted him so much, so nervous.

How could he see her like that? How could he...

"Aunt Yin has been by my side for so long, can't you see that I have been obsessed with my pregnancy? You just look at me like that... worried, regretful, helpless... Haven't you ever thought of telling me the truth?" Wei Bingyan asked in a hoarse voice.

Bai Binghui heard it clearly this time, and she looked directly at Aunt Yin, "Aunt Yin, you, you drugged the young mistress?"

"Madam, it's all my fault. I kept it a secret from you. Please don't be angry with you." Aunt Yin said. Oh, something unexpected happened. I had already told you that you must not hide anything from me. But you are wise and decisive in other matters, but you are always too concerned about my affairs.

"You all go down, I want to be alone." Wei Bingyan suddenly said.

If it wasn’t for Li Yuyan…how could Aunt Yin dare to do these things to her, and how could she dare to hide it from her?

Li Yuyan, you damn bastard!

When Li Yuyan came back, he happened to meet Aunt Yin who had been waiting for him for half a day at the Jixiang Gate. Aunt Yin hurriedly came to greet him and told him that Wei Bingyan already knew about the contraceptive pills, and asked him to go back to the room and explain to the young mistress properly.

Junior Sister knows? Li Yuyan was very surprised after hearing this. He had a bad feeling in his heart and returned to the house with brisk steps.

At this time, the sky was already dim, and there was only a bright table lamp in the room that was carefully lit. The dazzling light, as big as a bean, flickered. Wei Bingyan straightened up and sat directly near the eight-immortal table. Next to her was still the bowl of sweet soup.

How long had she been sitting like that? Li Yuyan thought, and slowly approached her.

A slightly yellowish glow fell on her face, making her skin look even brighter and clearer like jade. Her eyes were dark as ink, but without any spirit.

"Junior sister..." He called her, and his voice couldn't help but tremble.

Wei Bingyan seemed not to hear his voice, nor to realize that he had returned. Her eyes were still looking ahead calmly, without any anxiety or expression. It was unknown what she was thinking.

"Bingyan." He stretched out his hand to touch her, but for some reason he felt flustered, as if she would disappear without a trace if he hit her directly.

"Junior Sister, I know I made a mistake." He said bitterly, sitting down beside her, "When I saw you worrying about the child, I knew I was wrong...

I wanted to tell you then, but you wanted a child so much that you would not allow me to do so. I was afraid that you would be angry, so I kept delaying it until today. You are still young and your health is not that good. It took me two years to carefully adjust. If you have a child, it will not be a good thing for you..."

Wei Bingyan's facial features remained unchanged, as if she hadn't heard what he said.

In fact, it's not that she didn't hear it, but what he said couldn't touch the depths of her heart.

Li Yuyan touched her back lightly, "Little Junior Sister, talk to me. You can scold me, blame me, or beat me... Don't be silent, okay?"

"If I hadn't noticed, how long were you going to keep it a secret from me?" Wei Bingyan didn't pull her hand back, but just asked lightly without even looking at him.

Li Yuyan's face was filled with joy. He just wanted his junior sister to be happy to talk to him. "One year later... I originally wanted to wait until you were a 15-year-old. Junior sister, I was wrong. Don't be angry, okay?"

"You don't want me to have a baby, so you secretly gave me medicine?" Wei Bingyan's eyes showed a ruthless smile, "In your eyes, am I such a person that you can manipulate at will?"

"I don't think so, I just don't know how to talk to you." Li Yuyan said.

Wei Bingyan's soft red lips were slightly hooked, the color of her lips was light white, and her fair and bright face was under the slightly yellowish and blurred light, with a kind of chilly coldness of winter when everything was silent. "What can't you ask me? If someone gives you a woman, you can accept her if you want. If I hadn't noticed the smell on your body, would you have kept it secret from me?

Do you want me to become a laughing stock in Baiyue City before you tell me how helpless you are? You don't want me to have a baby for you, so you asked someone to give me medicine... and you still say it's for my own good? Li Yuyan, what have you done that you have considered for my sake and is really for my own good? "

If it weren't for the contraceptive pills, she could have found reasons to forgive his previous actions. Even though she was clearly worried about Cheng Yang, she could have tolerated it when she thought of his situation. But he actually used pills on her...

Once a conflict breaks out, all worries will expand infinitely, and there will be even more worries afterwards.

Li Yuyan felt really wronged, but she knew she was in the wrong, so she could only quietly defend herself, "The fault is mine. The Cheng Yang incident... I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to worry about my affairs outside, but I never considered her a mistress.

I didn't just say that when I said I wouldn't marry a concubine. I just want to live my life with you alone. I just want you to be by my side. How can I bear to let you take the risk of having a child for me? If possible... I'd be willing to just live our lives like this for the two of us."

Wei Bingyan finally moved slightly, turned around and looked at him blankly.

"You can't bear to let me take risks? You are by my side every day, don't you know that I am sad for not being able to give birth to you? Can't you see my panic?" she asked.

"I..." A hint of bitterness flashed across Li Yuyan's handsome face. "I know, but I don't know how to tell you. I'm afraid that if I tell you, you'll be angry with me... and ignore me."

Wei Bingyan smiled and called softly, "Li Yuyan, Li Yuyan..."