Northern Myanmar: Years of Dehumanization

As the saying goes, enemies are extremely jealous when they meet.

Anger immediately blinded me, making me forget the pain in my left hand.

Are you kidding me, how would I have gotten here without him?

Without him, would I lose my fingers?

Thousands of words condensed into one sentence:

"I fuck you..."

But she didn't say the last word. After all, her mother was my grandma.

You can't scold your own grandma, right?

He simply took action, stood up directly, and kicked him down on the bed.

Before he could react, she quickly came to his bed and sat on him.

The fists were like rain, venting wildly.

Even if my wound split open, it would not affect my venting at all.

"You scum, you beast, you really deserve to die."

"You are so spineless."

……

Beating and scolding at the same time.

The other few people looked at us quietly, with no intention of helping us.

In fact, this is the situation here, where the matter has nothing to do with oneself and is left alone.

"Why? I believe in you so much, but you let me lose so completely..."

I asked with a roar after punching hard with my right fist.

"Hahaha……"

"Hahaha……"

The uncle under my butt looked at me and laughed even though his face was covered in blood from my beating.

He glanced numbly at the wound on my left hand and stretched out my little finger, and his voice was hoarse:

"Why? Isn't it obvious? I want fingers..."

"I can't go back anyway, so I might as well live a better life."

The uncle said this and spit out a yellowed tooth in his mouth.

He seemed to take it for granted. In fact, his state was the mentality of most people in the park.

When I saw him like this, the anger in my heart surged again, and I wanted to beat him again.

The only thing is, this time, before I could hit him.

I got a bat right on my back.

That group of scum heard the commotion here and rushed over.

"Hahaha, big man, that's him. He beat me. This kid is very wild. If you hit him, just hit him."

After the uncle saw these scum coming, he changed from his weak state, and his face was full of flattery.

He looked like a dog raised by these scumbags.

When people come, dogs rely on their power.

I really can't understand how a person could degenerate like this in a few days?

However, when I thought about what happened yesterday, I seemed to have a clear understanding.

If I deceive Xiaoli, there seems to be nothing left to hold on to in my heart...

"Boy, you are so dishonest, you actually made trouble."

I was pushed onto the bed and given a severe beating.

When the uncle saw this situation, he laughed shamelessly, as if he was taking revenge for the beating he had just received:

"Yes, yes, that's it. Oh, this punch should hit his head."

He actually acted as a conductor nearby.

"Damn, are you teaching me how to do things?"

The scumbag who was repairing me raised his eyebrows when he heard his uncle's chirping voice and asked coldly.

"No, I didn't..."

The uncle shook his head quickly and wanted to defend, but he was not given the chance at all.

One punch knocked him down on the bed, and he was also severely beaten.

Lying on the bed, there is air coming in but no air coming out.

Tsk tsk, it’s not that I won’t retaliate, the time has not come yet.

And because I was the one who made the first move, they threw me back into the dark room.

It's funny to say that I just left the dark room with a missing finger last night, and I was sent back again today.

Regret?

No regrets.

If I make another choice, I will beat that so-called uncle, haha, relatives...

When I came to the small dark room, I found a relatively clean seat against the wall and sat down.

Originally I thought I would stay here for a few more days.

But he didn't expect that after only half a day, the door would be opened.

"The people are inside, go and get it yourself."

"Sorry, Brother Shui, I'll treat you to dinner another day."

A handsome-looking man in gray clothes took out a packet of Huazi from his pocket and gave it to the scumbag next to him.

The scumbag took one as a matter of course, and the handsome man lit Hua Zi on fire with a wink.

"Little things, small things, this kid is lucky."

Brother Shui waved his hand, took the bat and left here.

After the scumbag waited, the handsome man stopped smiling.

The face changing speed is also very fast.

I found that after entering the park, everyone here has awakened the talent of changing faces.

All of them are quite capable of changing their faces.

He took out a flower and lit one for himself.

He wanted to enter the small dark room, but he frowned, as if he was smelled by the smell.

He withdrew again, his tone soft and somewhat intimate.

"Still not coming out? Are you waiting for me to come inside to ask you to come out? I didn't expect it to be quite pretentious."

The handsome man said half-jokingly.

go out?

I was stunned, but thinking about the conversation between the two people just now, I seemed to have been bought by him...

I didn't hesitate anymore, stood up and walked out.

If you lie to me for fun, you'll have to go back to the dark room at worst.

"Have one?"

When I came to the door, the handsome man raised his head and handed Huazi over.

"I can't smoke."

I didn't take it and shook my head in refusal.

"Huh? If you don't know how to smoke, that won't work here. Remember, a cigarette has more effect than you think."

"No, give it a try."

The handsome man looked at me in surprise, then shook his head and said this to me seriously.

He obviously looks about the same age as me, but when these words come out of his mouth, he sounds quite mature.

Indeed, inspired by him, I learned to smoke.

Later I realized that the effect of smoke is really great.

To this day, I still have this habit of always keeping a cigarette in my pocket.

These are things for later.

Closer to home.

This time when I saw the cigarette he handed me, I didn't refuse and took it.

It has been lit. After all, I have nothing on me now, let alone a lighter.

I put the cigarette in my mouth, took a long puff, and choked until I coughed.

The corners of his eyes are slightly moist.

Now that I think about it, Hua Zi is not that energetic, but maybe because it was his first time and he sucked too hard, he had such a reaction.