After becoming a god on earth, I always want to lie down

All night long, Yang Yi was tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep deeply. The past events kept coming up. When she was awake, she could clear her mind and force herself not to think about it. But when her consciousness was blurred, Half asleep and half awake, in the gap between the dream and the soul, she lost control.

When she woke up in the morning, she felt dizzy and dizzy.

Fortunately, she ate a small snack with an "earthy smell" last night, which suppressed her frequent hunger attacks in recent days and prevented her from getting worse.

She washed her face with cold water and tried to regain consciousness. She solved the brain-eating beast last night, and today she will leave Wuming City and go to Shu Province to solve another A-level hazard. She keeps a clear mind and rational logic to deal with the unknown.

When she opened the door, she saw Chen Huanyue waiting outside, and she was startled.

Chen Huanyue had been waiting outside for an unknown amount of time. His face was tired, his eyes were blue and black, and the whites of his eyes were bloodshot. He was leaning against the door, unconsciously smoking a cigarette in his mouth, his expression blurred in the smoke.

Yang Yi looked at his feet and saw that many cigarette butts had been thrown away.

He never smoked before and never littered. A thought flashed through Yang Yi's mind, but it quickly disappeared.

It wasn't until Yang Yi stood in front of him that he slowly came to his senses and realized that it was not an illusion. He quickly threw the cigarette butts on the ground and stamped them out with his feet in embarrassment. When he saw the cigarette butts all over the floor, he explained in a panic: "I know how to do it." Let them take care of it..."

"It's your hotel anyway." Yang Yi said lightly.

There was silence for a moment, and before Yang Yi was about to speak, he asked in a low voice: "You're leaving, right?"

"Yes, the crisis in Wuming City has been resolved, and there are still jobs elsewhere."

"Yes, I know, Shu Province is also a level A hazard." Chen Huanyue couldn't help but go to his pocket to take out a cigarette, but realized that Yang Yi was in front of him, and unnaturally took his hand back.

"Did you know? I personally fought for the qualification to receive awakened people in the hotel this time, because I heard that you would come..."

Yang Yi had already expected it. Lihao Hotel is a hotel chain with chains in major cities across the country and even abroad. Why did he inexplicably go to Wuming City, a third-tier city, to manage a hotel? Moreover, it is so dangerous here.

If you are narcissistic, you can figure out the reason, maybe it is for her. After all, rumors had spread in Wuming City before that Yang Yi would come to solve the alien crisis here.

Yang Yi was silent, she didn't know what to say.

She thought that the past was in the past, and she had finally forced those past events to sink into the bottom of her heart, but now he grabbed them up, and she almost hated him a little.

Chen Huanyue finally plucked up the courage, raised his head and stared at her, staring at the pair of eyes that had appeared countless times in his memories, and the memory was already a little blurry: "Give me an answer. Seeing me and my cousin together was just what you were looking for. A reason, a flimsy reason.”

When he said "Give me an answer", it seemed that he was not asking for a reason, but saying "I still love you, please look at me."

He almost hated himself for looking so embarrassed now. Why was he so ungraceful? Why can't you just let go? Why do you pray so pathetically - even meanly - for a love that has been lost long ago?

Yang Yi didn't dare to look into his eyes, so she turned her head away. After a while, she decided to speak clearly so as not to get entangled anymore.

She is not a person who likes trouble. Whether it is a troublesome life or a troublesome relationship, she likes simplicity.

"Do you remember that time your mother came to school to treat us to dinner?" Yang Yi looked back at him for the first time, looking into his eyes calmly, "I felt the vast distance between us, and when I sat on you The moment my mother got into the car, I decided to break up with you."

Chen Huanyue's breathing suddenly became heavy, and he was a little confused for a moment, "But...but, we had a great time getting along that night...My mother likes you very much, and everything is fine..."

Look, no one knows what kind of turmoil a girl went through in her heart at that harmonious dinner table, which even determined a part of her life.

"You are too outstanding, and your family is too high-ranking. If you were just a little more ordinary, we might be able to go on together. At that time, I was always uneasy when I was with you." Yang Yi smiled calmly, " I had nothing but self-esteem, and I felt that my self-esteem was more important than love. That was the reason."

Chen Huanyue suddenly understood, "Yes, you have such a strong and unnecessary self-esteem!" He said bitterly.

But wasn't this part of the reason why he fell in love with her in the first place? This girl obviously lives in embarrassment, but she always adheres to some norms that are rare in this flashy society. There were obviously many ways to change her situation. As long as she made a few changes, her life could be improved, but she still chose the most difficult path. Sometimes even he was surprised and admired.

But at this moment, he hated this characteristic of hers.

"What about me?" Chen Huanyue asked. He clenched his hands tightly. Under his fair skin, the blood vessels almost protruded. Anger suddenly surged up from the bottom of his heart like a flood. "Where is my... love...?"

Yang Yi raised her eyes and glanced at him, tilted her head slightly and said, "You have a bright future. A short campus love is just a small episode in your life. There is something better and more suitable for you..."

"Why do you define my life?" Chen Huanyue felt that all the blood in his body rushed to his brain, causing his ears to ring. The longing and unwillingness he had secretly accumulated for three years turned into anger and resentment in this moment, and there was also a trace of unspeakable grievance. , "Do you think you are doing it for my own good? Are you great? Have you made sacrifices? Don't you think you are too selfish..."

He took a deep breath and grasped the door frame tightly with both hands, trying to calm down his raging emotions and force down more accusations that came out of his mouth.

"Why didn't you tell me? Let me solve all that? Why didn't you even confess to me and just left without a trace? Like you disappeared from the world? I even suspected that you were abducted into the mountains, if it hadn't been later I found out that you went back to get your diploma...how ridiculous! It was all my own fault!" He said with a sad smile.

He had never been in such an embarrassing moment in his life. He felt that his heart was being crushed on the ground by others without caring. He wanted to leave immediately and end it all, but deep down in his heart, there was another feeling of reluctance - —With her character and way of acting, if he really gives up, is it still possible between them?

He hated himself for being so hesitant, and hated himself for not being able to give up even though he knew she didn't care about his feelings.

His eyes were sore, swollen and hot. He turned his head to prevent Yang Yi from seeing his eyes. He was glad that he was wearing glasses to make himself look less ridiculous.

Yang Yi looked at him and was stunned unconsciously. A fact hit her: he still loves her! For three whole years, he didn't forget her? Not because of her superpowers, which she hadn't yet awakened when she was with him, not because of any added value, but just because of herself?

This discovery made her whole body tremble, and a feeling of touching and satisfaction that she had never felt before filled her heart.

But at the same time, she had another question: What does he love about me? What was it about me that deserved his liking at that time? Is it that pitiful and sour air of poverty? Is it that little family spirit that has never seen the world? Or is he a neurotic who pretends to be cold but actually has extremely low self-esteem and is even sensitive to the point of morbidity? Who would like someone like that? Even I hated who I was at that time...

However, for such a girl, there was actually a boy who truly loved and respected her. This fact even surprised her.

For the first time since their reunion, she looked seriously at the man in front of her. The sunshine and youthfulness of three years ago had faded away from his body, and he was now a little more gentle and mature, and he still had a little dignity that had been on earth for a long time. His behavior is always very restrained. When he smiles, when he introduces himself, when he persuades others to drink, it seems that he has never overdosed. He is very measured in everything he does. Every line and every line seems to be full of thoughtfulness. Anyone in front of him When you speak, you have to think about whether you have already drafted it in your mind.

And precisely because of this series of qualities, she was even more shocked when she discovered his red eyes under his glasses.

She already had such a man three years ago, and he still misses her. At that time, she had no superpowers, no functions that could satisfy a man's vanity and show off, and conquering her would not bring any additional benefits. However, he still fell in love with her, fell in love with that penniless, sensitive and prickly girl. This was simply a miracle - no, it was simply strange!

She reached out her hand, held his face, and looked at him carefully, trying to see even a little bit of pretense and falsehood on this face.

"Are you still a virgin?" She asked suddenly out of nowhere.

Chen Huanyue was stunned by her words, so that all resentment and anger were replaced by shock. Then he realized that her hands were holding his face, and her dark eyes were staring at him silently.

The temperature in her palm was so hot that his face burned instantly, and his body seemed to be on fire. The temperature from her palm was like someone adding firewood to it, making him feel hotter and hotter.

His mouth suddenly went dry and he couldn't help but lick his lips, and his throat was about to smoke: "Yes... yes... why do you ask this?" He asked almost with shame.

"You haven't had a girlfriend again since you graduated from college?" She smiled, a smile full of distrust and sarcasm, "Is it because of me? Or have you not found the right one?"

He had never seen such a smile on her face. She used to be young and stubborn, cold and sensitive. Even her smile was guarded and uneasy, as if she was ready to leave at any time. He accidentally saw her while working, and a strange feeling prompted him to get to know her. However, the more he got to know her, the closer he unconsciously got to her...

He thought of the news about her at the United Nations, the Fire Demon, and the Misty Town, as well as the brain-sucking beast in Wuming City that he experienced personally... She is no longer what she used to be! In the news pictures, she always has a polite smile, or her face is expressionless, or she is aloof and distant, is that really her?

But now, there seemed to be more incomprehensible things in her eyes, which were more reserved, deeper, and more mysterious.

He almost didn't recognize her.

Facing his silence, she seemed a little disappointed, and the hand holding his face loosened slightly, as if she wanted to pull away.

This feeling of ambiguity hit him again. How many times did he want to get closer to her heart, but he always encountered her alienation. At this moment, the powerful god on earth and the stubborn and sensitive girl overlapped. , giving him a sense of reality.

He held her hands, looked into her dark eyes, and said slowly: "No one is suitable except you."

Yang Yi's heart was shocked, and a strong desire surged into her heart at this moment. She wanted to kiss him, she wanted to take off his glasses, kiss the corners of his red eyes, kiss his restrained lips, and kiss him that she had not stopped for the past three years. love for her.

Did she love him? Wasn't there even a little love mixed in the gratitude to him and the extravagant expectations for him in the past? Could it be that when she deliberately stayed away from him, her heart was really calm?

Suddenly, the phone rang, and Yang Yi suddenly returned to reality, waking up from this sudden surge of uncontrollable desire.

She quickly let go of his face and took out her mobile phone from her pocket. It was Director Zhou.

"I heard that the brain-sucking beast was solved last night? How many live ones were caught? This is good information for research!" Director Zhou was very excited, "Well done, it has to be you! I said, you are our An important resource of the country, a strategic weapon - well, I'm not objectifying you, this is a sincere compliment! It's an admiration!"

"I know." Yang Yi also smiled, "It's just a bit stressful."

"Don't feel any pressure? Don't care what others say, just be yourself. I know, suddenly lifting you to this position is not as stressful as usual. As for you, you are also in this kind of... Sigh - I know ", your dream is to farm in the mountains and live a peaceful and leisurely life... Let's just move forward as much as possible. Maybe this dream will come true when the alien creatures disappear! Don't you think so?" Director Zhou said. He said in a chatty tone of an old friend.

What Yang Yi respects the most is Director Zhou. He never uses his power or experience to pressure others. He feels that he has eaten more salt than others and thinks that he has experienced many things and is indifferent to others. Life is dictated.

He respects other people's ideas and wishes. He is almost the best elder she has ever encountered. With him as her superior, she feels motivated to work.

"Okay, you always have to have dreams." Yang Yi also smiled, "I'll leave for Shu Province right away."

"Okay, I'll call and ask them to prepare for cooperation."

After hanging up the phone, Yang Yi realized that Chen Huanyue was still waiting nearby. She was so embarrassed that she didn't even know why she had asked that embarrassing question just now.

"I have to go, Shu Province is waiting in a hurry." Yang Yi pretended to be very busy.

Chen Huanyue seemed to have regained his composure. He smiled restrainedly and said, "I know you are very busy. Let's... leave a phone number?"

With that cautious tone, Yang Yi couldn't bear to refuse. After exchanging phone numbers, she hurried to the elevator, not daring to look back at Chen Huanyue.