After becoming a god on earth, I always want to lie down

The next day is still a meeting. She came to the political and cultural center of Xia's capital, a building that almost everyone in Xia knew. It was heavily guarded. She even felt the gaze of an A-level awakener in the dark. The other party obviously meant no harm, and it looked like it was just a routine matter.

If the gatekeepers could all use A-level, with Xia Guo's habit of being cautious and hiding his clumsiness, she couldn't imagine whether there were more powerful awakeners hidden deep inside, such as S-level or SS-level? Or the abilities are more unpredictable. After all, the abilities of some awakened people can restrain each other.

And was she just pushed out to be a facade and role model because she had been exposed to others for a long time? !

With such an uneasy and even fearful mentality, she entered this glorious, majestic and mysterious building. She even worried about causing unnecessary misunderstandings and deliberately restrained her abilities.

Before entering the venue, Yang Yi finally couldn't hold it any longer. He lowered his voice and asked Director Zhou: "Director, even the gatekeepers here are A-level. Are there more masters hidden in our country? With my little ability, am I right? Can’t lift it onto the table at all?”

Director Zhou looked at her with a strange and speechless look. He hesitated to speak, and finally sighed: "If only it were like this! Do you think people like you are cabbages? You can wholesale them at will? Comrade Yang Yi, you have to believe it Myself!"

Feng Liancheng burst out laughing next to him.

Although Yang Yi nodded, he did not let go of the suspicion in his heart. Instead, he suspected that Director Zhou was not of high enough rank to know more inside information.

The confidentiality level of this meeting was higher, and the participants were more senior. If Director Zhou was considered a middle-level official in yesterday's meeting, in today's meeting he was just the most ordinary lower-level official. The people presiding over the meeting were those who could only be seen on TV when major national events occurred. They were several central figures who dominated the fate of the Xia Kingdom.

Yang Yi is the youngest one in the venue and the most eye-catching one. The top central figures even chatted with her in a friendly manner before entering the venue.

This treatment gave her a little more confidence. Oh, it seems that even if there are many masters hidden behind the country, there should not be many at my level. Yang Yi thought. After this idea was confirmed, her slightly frightened heart relaxed slightly.

Once she realizes that she has the ability to protect herself and even take charge of the situation, her sense of security returns.

Ah, super power, at this moment she loves her super power more than ever! It pushed her into areas she had never been before, it gave her a sense of certainty, it gave her a sense of security. Security, the thing that was most lacking in life.

"If you take in more life sources, you will be more powerful. By then, there will be no force on earth that can suppress you, and you will be the only master! Even the entire galaxy, the entire universe..."

It's here again! But Yang Yi soon realized that it was not it, but herself, her other personality. Although they are the same "voice", they bring different feelings.

So in order to distinguish them, let's call this "old friend" "it" and call the guy with a loud voice "he".

Thinking like this, she suddenly felt a throbbing in her heart, as if a loose ancient stone door had been pushed open. But this feeling soon disappeared.

"I thought you wouldn't come out." Yang Yi said in his heart, "After all, He said you were subconsciously warning yourself."

Even so, she was still pleasantly surprised. After all, an "old friend" who had been with her for a long time had not disappeared, which made her loneliness slightly lessened. But at the same time, she was a little disappointed. This meant that her illness was not cured, perhaps... it was a sign of something more serious...

"Didn't I have a comprehensive physical examination the day before yesterday? Have the results come out?" Yang Yi turned to ask Feng Liancheng. The meeting is about to start now.

"It's out. The electronic version has been sent to the email address of the Employment Times in advance. What's wrong? Didn't you see it?" Feng Liancheng prepared the materials for the meeting and opened his notebook.

"I didn't have time to look..." Yang Yi reached into her pocket to get her phone. Suddenly she realized that Feng Liancheng was the first person to check her information. He even knew all her browsing history on the Internet! So about the "other voice" question...is he...

Yang Yi stared at Feng Liancheng closely, obviously panicked in his heart, but his tone was sarcastic and sarcastic that he didn't even notice, "Didn't you investigate my past? My Internet browsing history, my shopping history? Yes. Bar……"

Feng Liancheng complained in an embarrassed low voice: "Aren't we all going through the motions here? And this is not what I have to do. This is a normal procedure. At best, it is a relatively strict 'political review', you know , when we superpowers enter public office, of course we will be more strict than ordinary people... and the confidentiality level of your information is confidential, and only a very few people can see it..."

Yang Yi interrupted Feng Liancheng's complaint, as if he couldn't wait to open a Pandora's box: "What do you think of me as a person? Since you already know me completely... know more than anyone else... In your eyes, what kind of person am I? What kind of person am I?"

"A very good person, a typical good and lawful camp - you know the nine-square grid of camps, which is the rule set of the "Dungeons and Dragons" game. Here, people are divided into nine camps according to their morals and personal attitudes..." Feng Liancheng introduced it enthusiastically.

Such a reaction made Yang Yi suddenly feel guilty for the cynicism just now. What on earth was I thinking? Why vent your grievances on him? It’s not like he wants to check my information? Maybe he's even bored with this stuff? After all, snooping into other people's privacy wouldn't be that interesting as a job, would it...

But thinking about all her privacy being checked out without her realizing it, she felt a sense of resentment that she had nowhere to vent, so she could only say dullly: "Then... what did it say about my 'political review'?" ?”

"Since you can join the job, it means there is no problem..." Feng Liancheng shrugged. Suddenly he realized that Yang Yi's attitude was abnormal at this time. He glanced at her twice and said carefully: "I know, you want me to check your The information is still... I have concerns... I understand..."

"Just understand." Yang Yi said nonchalantly, with a hint of disappointment in his tone that he didn't notice.

Maybe those browsing history aren't such a big deal? Who doesn’t have a little trouble in life? Who doesn’t get depressed from time to time? These are all normal psychological activities...and since she discovered that she was different, she has paid special attention to this aspect...Those browsing records can at best prove that she is always in a bad mood...cannot prove anything... Yes, it only proves that she is somewhat interested in psychology...

She comforted herself, opened the email on her mobile phone, and quickly checked her physical examination. All the items were normal. She looked through it, trying to find what made her body different from others, but found nothing.

Also, if the physical examination can reveal the strange existence in the body, then the matter will be too simple.

Then she scrolled back and finally found the psychological evaluation option. She couldn't wait to read the psychiatrist's evaluation: "...the psychological defense is strong and the vigilance is high..."

Oh, she remembered that the psychiatrist was a middle-aged man in his 40s with a gentle and humble temperament, but she was upset that day and made a few casual remarks to the psychiatrist's questions.

Gone? That's it?

Such a conclusion could not offset her inner depression at all, and she became sulky again.

She did everything possible to make herself look like a normal person, and now others finally treat her as a normal person. But for the existence that announced her future destiny, that hateful "voice", to verify whether it really exists, and to verify whether it is related to the arrival of dark matter on the earth, she may have to reveal the scars that she deliberately concealed to others. , exposing the secrets that one has deliberately hidden to others...

No, it cannot be exposed!

Otherwise, what will they think of me? A psycho with a split personality? If I were a harmless ordinary person - even a D-level ability user, they wouldn't care if I was a psychopath, because it would be within the controllable range. But now - me, a nuclear bomb! And it’s a nuclear bomb with self-awareness! A nuclear bomb that will explode at any time!

Yes, the reason why you are safe now and have gained a huge reputation is because you have a fixed position, can think rationally, and have huge usable value, so you can temporarily win a place. But a dangerous madman, a madman carrying heavy weapons, anyone will destroy him immediately. Even if you only have a little psychological problem, there will always be some people with ulterior motives who, for certain purposes, will exaggerate this psychological problem and mold you into a lunatic or a lunatic on the verge of madness!

As long as you stand on the cusp of the storm, there is no doubt about it.

They won't even put you in a mental hospital, they will destroy you directly - because your hazard level is S level! Just like that Dungeness crab!

"So, the only way you can do now is to improve your abilities as soon as possible so that you can't be hurt by anyone! You are still too weak now. There are too many things on the earth that can kill you..." It continued: "If You feel guilty for draining the life source of those innocent people. We can go to those who have committed heinous crimes... I heard that the West has abolished the death penalty. Those damned people live a good life in prison, and some are even better than in prison. Life outside is fine, how about we start with them?"

"Shut up! If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be so panicked!" Yang Yi suddenly felt a surge of anger in her chest. She clenched her fists and tried to steady her breathing and maintain the surface calm, not wanting to cause any disturbance in the meeting. Attention, "Ha, do you think I don't know your intentions? Just like taking drugs, you use sweet words to trick me into taking a little at first, and then when I am addicted and unable to extricate myself, you then go on a killing spree and take more. The source of human life! Get away, I won’t be fooled by you!”

"Hahahaha... You said it yourself: You are me, I am you! Admit it, everything I say is what you want to say, you hypocritical coward, coward... You don't even dare to admit your own thoughts , just let me play the role of this evil clown..." It mocked, the voice was extremely harsh.

Yang Yi took a deep breath and suppressed his anger. Forget it, it's not the first time. It has used more vicious and mean words to stimulate you. What can you do to it? ? After all these years, have you solved it?

Okay, the question is back to its original point: if you want to ask for help from the outside world, you have to expose your split personality and the problem of frequent conversations with another personality. People will think you are a madman, be afraid of you, and will do everything possible to destroy you; If you don't want to be exposed, you have to get used to its presence - what? Aren't you used to it yet? Not used to having two people living in your body? Aren't you used to someone jumping out to mock you or curse you from time to time? Aren't you used to people urging you to die from time to time? Sometimes you will be lucky to always have a "friend" around you who can talk to you!

"Yang Yi!" Director Zhou pushed her shoulder with his hand, "It's your turn to speak!"

Yang Yi came back to her senses and realized that everyone in the entire conference hall was looking at her.

"Comrade Yang Yi, please tell me what happened in the foggy town yesterday." Secretary Li said.

She calmed down and recounted yesterday's experience in the foggy town. She focused on the doomsday disasters on various planets they saw when they fell into the illusion created by Vader, which aroused the great attention of everyone in the conference hall.

The "Fire Demon Incident" has proved that extraterrestrial civilization does exist, so are there other more powerful and incredible extraterrestrial civilizations? Can they come to the earth through the passage from another world without anyone noticing?

What is their attitude towards humans and the earth? Is it hostility or kindness? If there is hostility, how should humans respond? These are all the problems brought about by this foggy town incident.

Yang Yi recounted everything from beginning to end, except for the stone chair and the source of life.

"Then what does Comrade Yang Yi think of what happened in the foggy town?"

Yang Yi said cautiously: "I think there is a force behind Vader, guiding the Divine Punishment Organization. As for whether this force is really a believer of a certain god, whether it belongs to an extraterrestrial civilization, and whether it is the culprit of the arrival of dark matter on the earth. , I’m not sure either.

But Vader claimed that the arrival of dark matter is because the earth is being invaded by alien beings. One day in the future, the earth will be completely occupied by alien creatures. The awakened ones are the beneficiaries of the invasion of other worlds. If we prevent the invasion of other worlds, we will prevent the awakened ones from continuing to evolve. If the dark matter disappears, the awakened ones will become ordinary people again.

I feel that if this statement is allowed to spread, it will cause antagonism between the awakened people and ordinary people, cause social unrest, and may also cause the awakened people to be passive and sabotage when fighting against the invasion of other worlds, and there may even be people with ulterior motives who deliberately condone it. The infringement of alien creatures on people. This needs to be prevented. "

All kinds of eyes looked at her, including scrutiny, suspicion, approval, and more eyes with unclear meanings, which made her feel on pins and needles.

Someone who betrayed her own class interests for the benefit of the masses? Or do you have a bigger and further pursuit?

As the most powerful among the Awakened, and as a representative of the Awakened, she reminds people to beware of the harm caused by the Awakened. What is her own position?

Fortunately, Secretary Li took over the words naturally: "Comrade Yang Yi has thought deeply and can consider issues from the standpoint of the broad masses rather than from the standpoint of personal interests. This is very commendable. Among us There are a lot of people who can’t do that.”