After becoming a god on earth, I always want to lie down

This time she woke up quickly. She was still sweating and couldn't even tell whether it was reality or a dream.

The panic in the dream was still lingering in her heart. She stretched out her hands and her eyes stayed on them for a long time. There was no black mud or blood.

The white light penetrates people, exuding a coldness, making people feel empty. The window was half open, and the early morning wind blew the linen curtains, and the curtains swayed, as if something was hidden behind them.

When you can't tell the difference between reality and dreams, what can be the anchor to determine reality?

Everything in reality can be copied in your dreams. When you carefully confirm that this is reality, the illogical and weird things hit you again, causing your confused brain to be hit hard again.

The small purple flowers on the ceiling lamp are still the same. Is it real or just another dream?

Yang Yi was thinking vaguely. Her thoughts were interrupted and connected again. Nothing strange happened for a while, and she finally confirmed that this was reality.

She touched her phone and wanted to check the time. If there was still some time before dawn, she would play games or read novels to escape the long night and spend this frightening moment.

The figure on the screen saver made her feel more relaxed. It was the photo Chris sent, with a green plant behind it, and his smile was really charming. This is a kind of charming smile that does not require deep thought or recall. It can produce pleasant emotions the moment you see it. It touches the soul directly. Usually, it can only be achieved if you are favored by God, have been the focus of everyone since childhood, are naturally handsome and attractive, and are also beautiful. Only those who know their own strengths can have such a confident, cheerful and charming smile.

What made her even more happy was Chris's text message. Oh, he sent a text message. Getting to know him was probably the only happy thing since the discovery of super powers.

She finally grasped a sense of reality, which separated her from her loneliness. She couldn't wait to open the text message.

"I saw you on the news, how are you? Are you okay?" The time of sending was 45:5 pm. She was still in a meeting at that time, and it was about am in the country of Aka across the Pacific Ocean.

Oh, Misty Town, he saw it on the news.

As soon as this fact appeared in my mind, various images of cracks, altars, corpses, sources of life, and sounds within the body passed through my mind like a kaleidoscope.

In order to get rid of this turbulent emotion, she dialed the phone subconsciously, and her movements were almost as urgent as running away.

The moment the call was connected, she realized that she had not prepared anything to say.

"It must be about 4 a.m. over there now, right? Why did you get up so early?" Chris walked to a quiet place with his mobile phone. This was the first time she called him, and he was a little surprised, with an unstoppable smile on his face.

"I'm a little..." She was about to say that she was in a bad mood, but a strong sense of self-esteem came over her: Why do you want to reveal your emotions? To gain his sympathy? mercy? Showing your vulnerability like a little girl and begging for love? Just like when you were a child... So she paused and immediately changed her words: "...Um...I miss you..."

She didn't realize what she had said until she said it, but she couldn't take it back, so she could only laugh silently at herself.

Now that she had said it, she simply broke the pot and threw it away. She desperately needed an accident to break the darkness and suffocation that was about to swallow her up, and release her from this situation. The inexplicable voice inside her body, the unknown and ominous future it foreshadowed, the curse of the Fire Demon before his death, and the doomsday scene shown by Wade all made her nerves tense, like a rope stretched to its limit. The rubber band can be broken at any time.

It would also be nice to have an affair at this moment to relax your tense nerves. After all, she has been thinking about him for a long time. If there is this opportunity, why not give it a try?

Chris' heart skipped a beat and he ignored the director who was walking towards him. He waved his hand to indicate that he was on the phone and walked further away from the crowd. They were filming a chase scene in the western Gobi Desert. It was mid-afternoon, and the hot weather and filming difficulties made everyone extremely anxious.

"You know... I am your... loyal fan... Just like all fans who want to be close to their idols, I want to know you more deeply, get closer to you, and touch you..."

The girl opposite's voice was a bit stammering at first, as if she was trying her best to organize her words and think while speaking, but later she became more fluent. The end of her voice gradually deepened, and there seemed to be more unfinished words in the lingering sound than what was said.

Chris felt as if his heart was lightly poked by the tip of a feather, itching. He immediately realized that the other party was extending a further invitation to him. This is a really good sign for a man who already has a crush on her.

He had a vague premonition about the direction of the relationship between the two, but he didn't expect it to be so fast, and it was the other party who took the initiative. She gave him the impression that she was a very reserved and calm person, with a calmness that was rare in a girl of her age.

And the day before yesterday, their text messages were still at the level of ordinary friends, such as making harmless jokes, encouraging each other, etc. There was at most a little ambiguity, but this ambiguity can also be diluted with "Maybe I am overthinking" Lose. It's a bit strange that she suddenly hit a straight ball like this today.

If an ordinary female fan suddenly confessed to him like this, he wouldn't feel anything at all, and would even thank her very politely and keep her distance. But now, he only felt an uncontrollable joy and satisfaction. A surge of strength seemed to surge through his body, and the unbearably hot Gobi Desert suddenly became cool.

This is a god on earth! The only "Superman" in reality! And it even saved his life. The other person's ability, identity, status, appearance, as well as the special attitude towards him that was very different from everyone else at the party that day, undoubtedly greatly satisfied a man's vanity.

Moreover, he didn't have any feelings for her.

Didn't he subconsciously think about what was going to happen when he asked for her contact information? Could it be that when they parted at the party, he deliberately said that "next time it will be orange-flavored", without any intention to seduce? Could it be that he simply wanted to make friends by taking the initiative to send text messages attentively? Come on! Would you put your best foot forward for a girl who isn't even interested? Would you deliberately pose to take the most perfect photo and send it to an ordinary friend?

At this moment when Chris' heart was ups and downs, there was a short silence between the two, only a few seconds, but in these few seconds, it seemed that unpredictable changes had taken place on the other side.

"It's too sudden, isn't it? I'm sorry, I feel the same way. Don't worry, although I can fly, I won't fly over and beat up a man who has no interest in me... If you are busy, I will hang up first ..." Yang Yi suddenly changed his tone, said quickly, and hung up the phone without even waiting for Chris to respond.

Yang Yi's sudden words made Chris surprised and uneasy. He even suspected that she was deliberately teasing him by making this call.

What am I doing? ! Yang Yi collapsed on the sofa, and the cold ceiling lamp above her head seemed to be taunting her: Are you playing a boring love game to avoid the upcoming crisis? Are you a fool? idiot! idiot! Idiot! Even if you are a schizophrenic psychopath, but you do not have a low IQ, where is your rationality and logic?

Facing unknown difficulties and upcoming crises, the only way is to face it proactively, instead of hiding in a stupid love game and deceiving yourself and others that nothing happened!

weak! cowardly! Why choose to escape? I hate you the most for being so weak! It was like this when I was a kid, and it’s still like this when I grow up! You coward! Didn't you vow never to be weak again? !

The nightmare just now must have affected me, and it must be another personality that made me do such a stupid thing! mood! Throw away the negative emotions! Stop being dominated by those negative emotions! Enough of these years!

Go for it! Go fight! Go to hell! All the monsters and monsters can come wherever they want! Make every effort to find out the truth! Go and resist! If you want to destroy humanity, destroy it! Isn’t it just to perish together with mankind? nothingness! nothingness! Everything is ultimately nothing! Humanity, past, future, civilization, everything, what do they matter in the dimension of the universe? Even the universe will eventually die!

If I'm not afraid of death, what else am I afraid of? pain? Torture? Endless hell? Endless hunger? Let me see them all! I may be tortured into a hungry ghost in hell, an uncontrollable drug addict, and a scumbag with no conscience, but before that, you must fight! Use your last bit of strength to fight! If you really can't fight... at least there is one last way to go...

Yang Yi gritted her teeth. An angry passion in her chest made it impossible for her to sit on the sofa. Her whole body seemed to be on fire, her blood boiled, and she had to spin around in the living room to relieve herself. The idea of ​​"escaping reality with love" at that moment made her furious with herself, made her ashamed and angry, and made her despise herself a minute ago.

Assad, the god of fire demon, let's fight! Whether it's the Celestials, the Vortex Mites, or Lapras, there are all kinds of things that I can't even name, so if you want to come, just come! If Earth is on your menu, come and eat it! I will fulfill my final responsibility, even if the only fate is death, I will welcome it with open arms!

Resist or die, it's that simple.

That voice! The voice that announced my fate! Whoever you are, come on! I'm not afraid of you! How could I be afraid of you? Yes, you informed me of the "inevitable path" of my destiny! You use the source of life to seduce me, you want me to become a drug addict, you want me to become a scum who feeds on the same kind, you want me to become a gambler who gambles with fate, I know all your sinister intentions! I'm ready! bring it on! bring it on--

At this moment, she can't wait for an enemy, a monster, to appear in front of her. She will fight with all her strength, use up her strength and anger, grab with her hands, kick with her feet, bite with her teeth, and use her whole body to fight. bones to sting the enemy.

She clenched her fists in vain and looked at the empty air, her face flushed with excitement, as if she saw her mortal enemy in this life.

Suddenly, like a flash of lightning in the dark night, lighting up the night sky, a thought suddenly appeared in her mind: Who said that the inexplicable voice was real? Who can be sure that it is real?

Haven't you often had conversations with another personality that didn't really exist? How can you be sure this time it's real? Maybe it was an auditory hallucination again?

The idea immediately made her ecstatic, and her anger turned to excitement. She tried to find evidence for this idea.

No one heard that voice but me! No one saw any trace of its existence except me! And self-awareness is the least credible.

Even the stone chair on the altar might not exist. After all, Daniel and the others only saw the altar, Vader could see the source of life, and only she, only she could see that abominable chair. Maybe this is an illusion?

That voice spoke of the Fire Demon God "Assad". This was a secret that only Vader and her group knew at present. She was certain that the voice could not be Vader's fault. It could be her own. Consciousness, it must be that her abominable auditory hallucinations are getting serious again!

Yes, I have a little bit - some minor mental problems, isn't it normal to have auditory hallucinations?

No, I'm normal, I'm not mentally ill, I'm not schizophrenic, I'm normal! I am a normal person, I can work, my logical thinking is smooth! I can support myself independently!

I'm just more introverted and don't like to socialize. I just like to stay by myself and communicate with myself! Anyone can talk to themselves in their mind, anyone can fantasize, I just fantasize more!

Is it really? Another thought crept into my mind. Isn't this self-deception on your part? Isn't this an excuse you made up for yourself to avoid the ominous future that is coming? It's so sad that he actually uses a disease that he has always been unwilling to admit and face as evidence!

No! She suddenly calmed down, and I said, I will try my best to fight! Go for it! Go and resist! As for the so-called "inevitable fate", if I can't escape after all, then my resistance must be a part of my fate.

Destiny itself is designed to resist.

Yang Yi sat back on the sofa again, staring at the small flowers on the lamp, lost in thought.

At this time, the mobile phone rang. It's Chris.

Only then did she remember that hanging up the phone suddenly without waiting for the other party to respond was undoubtedly very impolite.

How should I explain to him my behavior just now? She looked at the ringing cell phone with mixed emotions.

If he asks what happened just now, how should I answer? Did you say it was just a joke? However, this is not funny, and it seems obvious.

The ringtone rang for a long time, and Yang Yi stared at the phone like a time bomb.

Finally, the ringing stopped and the phone screen went dark.

Just as she breathed a sigh of relief, the phone rang again.

Well, it seems that it is impossible not to answer. Then pick it up and see what he says. If he asks what happened, tell him she was bored and wanted to make a joke.

"I hope what I just heard is not a joke!" Chris' tone was a little anxious. "Although it is indeed a bit sudden, I am very happy - very happy! Moreover, I am not busy at all now and have enough time to have a good chat. , and if you really fly over and beat me up now, I will be even happier...I mean, I really want to see you right away..."